The Deflowering of Sue

My wife Sue is drying herself off after her shower. Her belly swollen with child, looks out of place on her petite frame, but her already big breast are bigger still. She is positively glowing knowing that life is growing inside of her and soon she will be what she always wanted to be, a mother. I am so happy for her but wish the baby was mine. You see, I have a double whammy. I am sterile and have a very small cock. The path that led us to this moment began on the first night of our honeymoon when we were both excited about our first sexual experience together. My wife was a virgin when we met and intended to stay that way until her wedding night. She called it her special gift to the man she loves. We had not even seen each other naked as she was afraid that it would lead to other things. I loved her the minute I saw her, a petite 5' with 36B breasts and a cute little bubble butt. She would get looks from both men and women whenever we went out. I could not put up with the sexual frustration so we ended up getting married 3 months after we met and honeymooned in Las Vegas.

We were both excited to consummate our marriage and see each other naked for the first time. As I came out of the hotel room shower and entered the bedroom of our honeymoon suite, I saw a vision in while. There was my beautiful wife spread on our bed in a semi-transparent negligee. Instead of getting excited, I got nervous. I did not tell her I was sterile, as I figured that I would play dumb and pretend I did not know. I did not want to lose her. Of more immediate concern was the size of my cock, or shall I say, lack of size. I am 2" flaccid and 3" erect. It has been a problem with women all of my adult life.

The only way I could keep a girlfriend was to let them step all over me, buy them lots of gifts and let they have sex with other men. It was not the best arrangement for me but at least I had a woman to take to family weddings and company affairs. To tell the truth, over time I began to like being submissive to women as I found that embracing my shortcomings was better than feeling bad about it all the time. It worked for a while with girls until they met someone else and then they moved on. Luckily I had a good paying job, nice car, average to good looks and a nice way with women that made them laugh and feel safe with me.

I had my hotel supplied robe on as I approached her and reached to turn off the light. She stopped me saying that after all this time she wanted to see me naked and asked why I did not want to do the same. I mumbled something about thinking she would prefer the darkness her first time but she said I was being silly. I took my robe off and you could see the look of disappointment on her face but she quickly recovered and smiled at me and said, nice. Nice, I hate that word. It has been used to describe my cock as much as cute was. I knew what it meant by now.

I lay down next to my bride and kissed her. For the first time she allowed me to feel her large breast and that made me feel bolder. I moved down to her pussy and she offered no resistance. She was moaning like crazy and I could feel the wetness through the thin panties she wore under her negligee. She said that she should be naked because I was and removed all of her sexy clothes. Wow, I remember thinking that word. She was more magnificent naked than I imagined. She had a tight body and best of all, never touched by another man. Her nipples were just the way I like them, slightly dark aureoles with pencil eraser sized nipples which were very erect at the moment. What surprised me the most was that her pussy was smooth as a baby's bottom. She saw me staring at it and said she had a Brazilian as a wedding night surprise for me as all of her friends said that hair was out and bald was in.

We kissed deeply, our tongues fencing inside of her moist mouth. We had kissed before, the only sex she ever gave me, but now it was more urgent. It was teasing me and urging me on to do more. I moved my mouth to her nipples and sucked each one slowly making her gasp. I held them in my hand and felt their firmness and weight. Boy was I going to enjoy them. Then my mouth headed to the prize but she stopped me. She said that if I kissed her there, we could not kiss mouths anymore because she did not want to taster herself. It was a warning not a deal breaker, so I stuck my tongue into the prettiest pussy I ever saw. It was delicate with just the outer lips showing with a thin line separating them. I immediately bumped into her clit. It was large and very prominent. I always liked a girl with a clit that was easy to find and large enough to play with. With my small penis, I had to rely on oral sex to get me by but that only lasted so long before they wanted to be fucked hard. I flicked it a few times and she moaned and thrashed about. She then yelled, oh my God, and had her first orgasm; at least with me as she would not admit that she masturbating. Said that was too private to discuss. I think she had lots of practice.

I cuddled her until she calmed down from her massive orgasm. She was still shuddering a little When she recovered, Sue asked me to fuck her to consummate the marriage and take her precious gift of virginity. My cock was hard as a rock and as I prepared to mount her, it started going soft. I could not fuck her like that. She asked what the problem was and I told her that I was so nervous that my penis would not stay hard. She said that was alright and we could try again in the morning as she was spent from her orgasm anyway. I think she was a little afraid of the pain of losing her virginity. Her married girlfriends told her so many stories that she did not know who to believe.

She woke up before me and she woke me by stroking my cock. I got hard for her. She asked if I was ready for the big moment and she was trying to get on top hoping that it would be better for me. Once again, as soon as I felt the warmth of her pussy, I went flaccid again. Now she showed concern and asked if I had a problem with her. Was she not sexy enough or too inexperienced to know how to keep me hard. I figured it was time to tell the truth to the woman I wanted to spend my life with. I explained that it was probably performance anxiety. I told her of my past experiences of girls asking me if I came yet because they could not feel me inside of them. I told her of the many times my cock would fall out of their pussies when they moved around. I explained that the only way I could keep a girlfriend was to make her happy in non sexual ways like cleaning their house, performing oral whenever they wanted without them reciprocating and dating other men. My wife looked at me quizzically and asked if I really let my girlfriends date other men. I told her that I had no other choice because they needed to feel a man inside of them and I could not provide that kind of sex.

I told her that my past bad experiences make me so nervous that I cannot stay hard for her. She looked at my little worm and said that she did not want to be a virgin no more. She has looked forward to being deflowered and feeling man thrusting hard inside of her just like in the romance novels she used to read. As she touched my cock, she lamented that she did not think that would ever happen between us and maybe she should have had sex with me before marriage. I was crushed by what she said and she quickly told me that she still loved me and would never leave me as her religion prohibited it and she did not believe in divorce anyway. She said we could make it work and perhaps if I took Viagra or something it would help. I explained to her that Viagra just make you stay hard but does not make you bigger and I was afraid that even if I was able to stay hard, my cock would not be long enough to pierce her hymen. Plus Viagra gave me bad headaches the last time I tried it.

She started to cry and said that she wanted to be alone as her wedding and life were ruined and not going to be like the stories she read as a girl. I told her that I was going to the casino to give her some space. I got dressed without showering and closed the door behind me. I must have smelled like sex, her sex but I did not care. When I hit the casino I played some dollar slots, hoping it would stop me from thinking about my marriage. I won a little but lost a lot more so I headed to the nearest bar. I found a seat at the bar next to a well built black man, and sat down. The bartender came over to me and said that I looked like I could use a drink and I told him that I certainly could as my bride asked me to leave. He shook his head and went to get my Jack Daniels on the rocks. The black guy next to be turned to face me and asked me if I was OK, if I needed someone to talk to. I thanked him and said that he would not be able to help me. He replied that he overheard what I said to the bartender and he was a sex therapist in Vegas for a convention. He decided to stay a few extra days to gamble a little and have some fun. I found out that his name was Bill and I told him that I was Max.

We talked for an hour and found out that we were both from New York City, born and raised there. He said that in his work, he often had couples with a similar problem. The new bride has expectations of what their first time will be like based on the unrealistic novels they read. I asked him how did they fix their problem. He said that either the woman refused to adopt more realistic expectations, after which divorce usually followed, or they were willing to settle for less which was almost as bad and usually, but not always led to divorce. I told him thanks for cheering me up as I drained my Jack on the rocks. He laughed and said that that all hope was not lost because he discovered a way to save such marriages. It was a little unorthodox but he has had very positive results. I was intrigued and asked him to tell me more.

Bill went on to explain that what he does is first to find out what the wife really wants and then acts as a surrogate to make her dreams come true exactly as she pictured them. After that it was a matter of pushing the envelope until she realized that what she wanted in her mind was not so good in reality. For example, he said, if a wife wanted to be spanked, he would spank her once a week over the course of a few months until he ended up whipping her so hard that she was begging him to stop and did not want to do that anymore. At that point, her husband stepped in as her sex partner and she was glad to go back to normal sex. He told me a few stories that curled my hair as I had no idea that women wanted things that I would not think of. One new wife wanted to be chocked until she almost blacked out, another wanted to be used by several men at one time in her wedding dress, stuff like that.

He asked me what specifically my problem was and I told him. I told him about my small cock and how I liked to be dominated by women and that was the only way I could stay hard. I also said that I wished that I never had to use my penis to spare myself the humiliation. Bill listened with interest and told me that he thought he could help me but first would have to have a talk with my wife. He said that since his method was still being refined and was not something sex therapist normally did with their patients, that he would do it for free but only if we both agreed to do exactly as he said. I asked him how long his method would take and he said, as long as it takes.

Bill said that if I was interested we could start today and continue when we got back to NYC. He advised that I talk to my wife and if they both were interested, to give his room a call and he would get the ball rolling. Said he was tired of losing money at the Craps table and could use a diversion. I told him that I would ask my wife but did not think she would go for I as she did not even let me have sex with her until we got married. Bill chuckled and said that I might be surprised. With that, I paid my tab, thanked Bill for his time and promised to call him if my wife agreed to his unorthodox treatment. I waved goodbye and figured I would never see him again. I caught an elevator and went up to my suite.

I used my keycard to open the door and found Sue still looking miserable and crying now and then. I went to her and held her, telling her it will be alright. She asked if we could try again now that I was a little drunk and I figured that I had nothing to lose but doubted that I could even get hard due to all that I drank. We both got naked and she pumped my cock for all she was worth and even took it into her mouth, something I did not expect her to do ever. My cock would not cooperate and she started to cry again that she loved me so much but obviously I do not find her sexy enough to get aroused. I assured her that the problem was me, probably just anxiety about not be able to perform, like what they call choking, in sports. She said that she understood that but how do we fix it. I said that slumps can last a whole season unless the exact cause of the problem is found.

It was then that I told her about Bill. Instead of the horrified look I expected, Sue said that maybe once she was no longer a virgin, that I would not have performance anxiety anymore. I told her that it was worth a shot and asked if she was sure that she wanted to involve a sex therapist. She said that some of her girlfriends saw therapist for their life problems and this was just like that but for sex. I reminded her that it may involve having sex with Bill and that he was a very muscular black man. She said that she needed someone to de-virginize her and it did not matter who because her heart would always be with me and she would endure anything to have a happy marriage. So I called Bill. He asked both of us if we were sure as he did not want to waste his time and that if we quit the program odds were that we would not last long as a married couple. He once again said that his methods were kind of strange and would make us do things that we may not normally want to do. We told Bill that we were in his hands and asked him what is next.

We were instructed to meet him at his private Cabana in an hour and that Sue must wear a bikini in a color of her choice. We looked at each other and Sue asked if I wanted to give it one last try but I told her that I was so nervous about failing that I would probably fail and feel even worse. She said it was OK and went digging through a clothes drawer to find a bikini. I took a shower because I was feeling ripe and soon Sue joined me. No pressure she said, just washing each other's back. I got hard again but when she guided my little cock towards her pussy, it went soft again. This time she got made and started yelling at me and accusing me of deceiving her and understood why I agreed not to have sex with her. Her girlfriends said it was not normal for a guy to not want pre-marital sex but now she knows why. She called my cock useless and no bigger than a child's. Sue said that although she still loved me, she did not see a good sex life for us and pretty much told me that I was worthless as a husband because I could not do all my husbandly duties. She said although she would never divorce me, due to her beliefs, she would not come to me for sex unless things changed. My cock got hard instantly and Sue notice. She asked me if this is what it took to make me a man again and I explained to her about how I have been a sexual submissive for most of my adult life and I guess I just got used to it.

Sue shook her head and said that I need a therapist and then laughed and apologized to me stating that is exactly what I was doing and she was only upset because she was nervous about what we were about to embark on. I told her not to worry as all of her desires would be fulfilled. She joked that it did not take much to fill her. I laughed a little and then turned off the water after which we both grabbed a towel and dried each other off. Sue found her only bikini, a very modest one and I put on a pair of swim trunks. Before we left for out meeting with Bill, Sue threw on a cover up so that no one could see her bikini. She is very modest, not even showing her magnificent cleavage when we went dancing or dining.

We reached the lobby and followed the sign to the pool. It was our first time there as Sue does not like showing her body in public. The problem was that I had no idea which Cabana was Bill's. I saw a pool boy and described Bill and he pointed to one of the larger Cabanas. We walked over to it and I could not help notice the many women with exposed breast. I was sorry that I had not spent more time at the pool. My wife thought it was disgusting to display them in public that way as she felt that was reserved only for their husbands. We arrived at the Cabana and since there was no door to knock on, I called out Bill's name. In a few seconds, Bill pulled the canvas door to the side and asked us to come in. He pointed to the large bed like chaise lounge opposite the one he was sitting on. I noticed a bar setup and a buffet of various foods. Not a bad way to spend a day.

Bill asked us once again if we were sure and would do whatever he said no matter how we felt about it. We said yes. He also told us that if we stopped the program, that he would be forced to bill us for his time which would run into many thousands of dollars. I objected and reminded him that he said he would do it for free as sort of a beta test. He agreed and said it was true, if we completed his program. Otherwise, he could not use the results and would have spent a lot of time for nothing. Sue and I looked at each other and said we agree. He gave us a contract to sign which Sue and I looked over briefly. It consented to him having sex with us, engaging in all sorts of fetishes, as the need arose and basically held him harmless because we were giving him our consent to do what was necessary. We signed it without reading it all, like most people do.

With the formalities out of the way, Bill asked me to leave him alone with Sue for two hours. He said that I already told him about myself and my problems and now he wanted to hear from Sue without me around so that she was not afraid of saying anything that she would not want me to hear. Made sense and I was looking forward to sitting by the pool, looking at all those naked tits. Bill threw a fresh towel to me and reminded me to wait two hours before I returned. I said thanks and found an unoccupied chaise lounge to plop my ass into, and waited. Two hours seemed like a lot longer and even all the young naked flesh in front of me did not occupy me enough to wonder what Sue was saying and what would follow. I figured at worse I would have to try to have sex with Sue in different ways to see what worked for us. Perhaps Bill would watch and give us instructions. He might even demonstrate by touching Sue and that thought excited me, something that you should not be when sitting in public with a bathing suit on.

Exactly two hours later, I was at the door of Bill's cabana and asked if it was OK to come in. I heard a manly "yes" and entered. Sue and Bill were sitting where they were when I left them. Sue would not look me in the eyes but Bill grabbed my attention by telling me to sit down next to Sue and our first session has begun. Sue squirmed nervously and I just had to ask Bill what Sue said. All he would tell me was that she told him her deepest and darkest sexual desires and needs, most of it from reading romance novels. He said that the plan was to give Sue what she wants but first he had to get her used to being the character she wants to be.

The goal was to take her virginity as she imagined it and then progress from there to fulfill all of her sexual desires so that she could get it out of her system. Bill informed me that due to my small cock, I obviously could not do much more than watch and assist as needed. He asked if I had any problem with him taking my wife's virginity and having as much sex with her as it took. I had not considered that it would get this intense and that I would play a secondary role but we did sign on for the program and I could not afford the cancellation fee, so I said that it was alright with me. Bill said that Sue already agreed to put herself in hands, so to speak and that he wanted to first test us before de-virginizing Sue tonight. He said that he wanted it to be a special night for both or us and that could only happen if we did exactly as he said.