The Death of Love
Loving Wives Story

The Death of Love

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This is a work of fiction, and any resemblance to persons living or deceased is purely coincidental. Some of the themes and subjects contained in this work are of an adult nature, so unless you're 18 or older, do not read this. All characters are over 18.

Warning: This story contains graphic descriptions of a homicide scene as well as references to both criminal activity and suicide. This is also an

anti-cuckold

story! If any of this upsets you, please read something else.

As I read Loving Wives, I'm often curious how the category's familiar themes and subjects would play out in a real-world situation. How would people behave in these surreal circumstances? I've written other stories exploring that idea.

I'm mystified by the proliferation of the numerous cuckold stories where the husband acts more like a girlfriend, often doubling as a doormat/punching bag. Additionally, the frequent abuse and dehumanization of the husband in these stories feels like mistreatment of the mentally ill. Like many, I'm repulsed, but I realize some people actually engage in that lifestyle. This story is about a couple who acted out such an LW plotline with a terrible outcome.

This idea came to me a while back, but the details eluded me. However, while helping a friend, who is a retired homicide detective, edit a book he and his wife wrote, I began to put together the plot. Cops have the most remarkable stories, and many of those tales inspired some of the content. He also provided invaluable insight by reading parts of this work and suggesting ways to simplify or soften the technical aspects of police work.

There's a rather long backstory, which I usually avoid. My talented editor looked at my detailed character sketches and included much more background concerning Detectives Baker and Otero in the first fourth of the story. She reasons that there is too much to their friendship and working dynamic to introduce via storyline, context, or narrative. It also presents the other characters. As always, I'm grateful for her insight and assistance.

Thank you for reading, and I appreciate your honest and constructive feedback via comments and emails.

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The Death of Love

The humid, sweltering July night gripped Central City by the throat. Southern Gothic literature enshrines these nights as an oppressive malevolence that tortures the ordinary, inflames the agitated, and drives the afflicted deeper into madness. They worsen everything from petty squabbling to simmering tension to violent encounters. If one works in a hospital emergency room, in the mental health field, or as a cop, these awful nights define much of their professional existence.

The only good thing about that night was that it fell six days before the full moon.

The worn-out ceiling fans in the Central City P.D. Detective Bureau labor non-stop from early March through November. Fighting alongside the aged air-conditioning in the 1960s-vintage 14th Precinct Station that houses the bureau, they make life almost bearable. Night brings no relief because after baking all day, the building's concrete and brick radiate heat all night--the Second Law of Thermodynamics in action.

The use of this outdated facility is a textbook case of unintended consequences spawned by the incestual union of bureaucratic incompetence and political expediency. As the city grew and the inner city gentrified, downtown Central City P.D. Headquarters ran out of room while ever-worsening traffic ate up countless hours of detective work. The City Council hired an expensive, politically connected consulting firm, and after twenty months of endless meetings, working lunches, and cost overruns, they "solved" the problem.

The solution meant redrawing and realigning the police precincts with the city's growth patterns, eliminating the 14th Precinct. The Detective Bureau moved from downtown headquarters to the empty stationhouse closer to the freeways and the cross-town Emmerson Viaduct. The words 'aging' and 'decrepit' never appeared in the glowing press releases proclaiming the repurposed precinct building as 'a more efficient, accessible, and spacious Detective Bureau.' No consultant ever consulted a single detective about the idea. They knew better.

As usual, the frontline cops bitched, complained, and famously adapted. As usual, the police brass saw adaptation as acquiescence.

Monday 20:34

Detectives Carmen Otero and Mike Baker returned to their 20:00 to 08:00 detective shift after a rare four days off. Carmen takes day classes part-time toward a degree in Criminal Justice, and Mike is a lifelong night owl addicted to the frenetic pace of overnight police work. It helps that Mike's wife, Christy, is an RN on the 21:00 to 07:00 ER shift at University Hospital.

At 39, Mike is a fourteen-year police veteran, with ten in the Detective Bureau assigned to Robbery-Homicide. He is a father of two--one with Christy and one adopted child from her first marriage. As an RN specializing in emergency trauma care, his spouse understands the unique nature of his work. Their saving grace is Mike's Aunt Phyllis, a single retired postal worker, who lives with them and helps care for the kids. The Baker household is unorthodox but functional.

Barely 30, Carmen is a five-year departmental veteran with just over two years as a detective. As a pretty girl from a big, traditional Mexican family, police work allowed her to advance on brains and ability. It also rescued her from teaching grade school, a one-year job she detested. Some said that her being a "double-preferential"--female and Hispanic--landed her in Robbery-Homicide. However, those who had worked with her on the tough streets of the Harbor Division knew her as a solid police officer with the intuition and common sense of a more experienced officer.

At the outset, everyone predicted the unlikely Baker-Otero duo would mix like oil and water, as Mike could be temperamental and moody. They were wrong. Carmen felt proud to be partnered with the humble man whom his peers respectfully described as 'natural police.' Mike functioned as a combination training officer, good friend, and confidante, and he inspired her to add a Criminal Justice degree to her education.

Soon, their talents and abilities melded, resulting in a solid working relationship, and Carmen flourished. She softened his rough edges and brought out the mentor in him. Their case assignments and clearance rates show Baker and Otero's effectiveness.

Their remarkable chemistry became evident in their mutual dedication as partners. The bond this relationship creates is often an officer's strongest, including familial. Complete trust and loyalty generates a willingness to risk your life for your partner. In opposite-sex partners, this relationship can also contribute to the profession's high divorce rate. From Day One, this issue did not exist for them.

Mike Baker is a lean 6'3" and fluctuates between 210 and 215. The rest of him is pretty ordinary. If he were of average height, no one would notice Mike. Only his eyes are remarkable. Besides their ice-blue color, they're predatory and alert, constantly moving, seeking all, and missing nothing. He often parks them behind Ray-Ban Aviators.

On the other end of the scale, Carmen is a striking Latina beauty no one forgets. She stands 5'6" with a pretty, heart-shaped face, full, sensous lips, black wavy hair, and an hourglass figure. Her caramel complexion is flawless, and like Mike, her eyes are unforgettable. Carmen often fixes her dark, piercing eyes in an intense, expressive gaze. Her eyes express things her voice can't or won't. Then, in an instant, that intensity can melt into an electric smile that's all eyes.

The crazy, functionally dysfunctional milieu of the squad room soon nicknamed the duo Beauty and the Beast, Plain and Jane, and Rooster and Gallina. Nicknames convey both humor and envy--it's part of the job. The duo is unforgettable, both visually and when they handcuff and Mirandize someone.

That night, Carmen struggled with a personal distraction. The first anniversary of her divorce loomed less than a month away. Another painful reminder occurred on her days off, pushing her into a darker place. Outwardly, she buried her feelings, but Mike, with the intuition police officers develop for their partners, saw through her stoic faΓ§ade. He patiently bided his time.

As Mike signed a report for one of the district attorney's investigators, he considered his reserved partner and asked, "So... How were your off days?" Neutral and safe.

She continued typing for a few more seconds before replying flatly, "Oh, I guess they were all right." A tight smile masked the sadness. "I went to class and cleaned my apartment." She inhaled to speak but resumed typing. Moments later, she added, "I had a make-up lab in my Investigative Forensics class. Dr. Chenoweth lets me slide a lot."

He understood Carmen's oblique approach. "Hmm," Mike intoned, "How so?"

"He says that since I see the class curriculum in practice every day, I just need to show up when I can, take the tests, and do the online coursework," she recounted.

"Why can't they just give you credit?" Mike asked gently. "They give college credit all the time for real-world experience. If what you do isn't that..." he said, retreating some.

She felt Mike pushing her, and it felt good. She continued, "I'm not sure, but it's an easy A. Since I'm on the force, my professors work around my shifts because they know what a crazy schedule we work." She idly flipped over her I.D. to the quarterly work schedule affixed to her lanyard. "I hand these cards out to my professors so they know when I'll be in. They understand I often work past end-of-shift." She smiled wanly and added, "Then a girl also occasionally needs her beauty rest."

Carmen alluded to the detectives' strange schedule. Their off days and 12-hour shifts varied. Overtime often turned into compensatory flex days off, complicating the scheduling. That night began five days on duty.

"Did you do anything?" Carmen asked. She stalled, and they both knew it.

"Christy worked the first day, so I came in to help Dixon and Moore on that double shooting down at the port grain terminal. Then, we had three days off together for the first time in forever." With a wide but shy smile, Mike added, "Excellent days off."

"I'm glad for you," Carmen said wistfully. Her failed marriage still weighed on her, and it showed on her expressive face. "Y'all are sure good together," she said with a faint but sincere smile.

Mike nodded. "I got lucky, Partner. When my starter wife, Babs, bailed on me, it left me crushed. The idea of ever marrying again was scary." He stared away and smiled. "But after that newly-widowed RN went to work on the overnight ER shift at University Hospital, well...."

Cheerfully, Mike reflected, "You know, we met when she helped Doctor Z sew up my scalp." He idly touched the back of his head and winced theatrically.

Despite herself, Carmen smiled, leaned back in her creaky desk chair, and prepared for one of their schticks. Tapping her temple in mock contemplation, she recalled, "Let's see... you were working a homeless murder with Sandino when he still had hair, and a tweaking hooker rolling drunks behind the Irish Canteen on West O'Malley on a full-moon Friday night when Spivey was tending bar, beaned your thick Gringo skull with an unopened pint bottle of one-year-old Kilkenny Irish rotgut," Carmen rattled off with a grin.

Feigning surprise, Mike exclaimed, "Wait! Have I mentioned that before?"

"Maybe once or twice," she deadpanned with smiling eyes. Adding a full smile, she nodded past Mike's shoulder. "Hey, lookee there, Partner, speak of the devil!"

Sergeant Gino Sandino, his sweaty bald pate shining, leaned out of his office and hollered across the room, "Archuleta! Mason! The Gold Dust Twins just caught a murder and robbery at the Mini-Mart on Broadmoor. Y'all are on deck!" He pantomimed a batter warming up.

Nobody could recall who first called "Fast" Eddie Ray Jefferson and "Slow" Francine Kay Sobieski the Gold Dust Twins or why, but it stuck and would probably follow them to their end-of-days.

Mopping his brow, Ray Archuleta addressed his partner, "With this weather poking the crazies, we best grab supper while we can."

Bobby Mason nodded and started securing his desk. He added, "Even worse, man, today is payday for the first and fifteenth crowd." In a bluesy voice, he sang, "'A perfect storm...she is 'a brewww-win'."

Mike made eye contact with Archuleta, a friend of many years, and turned to Carmen. "Ray's right--and we're up after them. And Gino's got you as the lead tonight. You up for eating right now?"

Carmen recalled that she hadn't eaten since a late breakfast. "Yeah--good idea. It's not just the weather. Everything tonight feels kinda... off." Carmen stretched and rubbed her stiff neck. "What sounds good to you?"

"Let's hit Purcell's Deli," Mike said, knowing his partner loved their signature veggie wrap, zucchini fries, and spicy coleslaw.

He shouted at Sandino's retreating back, "Hey, Sarge, we're also going 10-7...at Purcell's."

The sergeant acknowledged with a raised thumb and shouted over his shoulder, "Copy that, Stretch. Can you please bring me an extra large unsweetened tea? With a whole butt-load 'a that soft ice, please."

"Anything for you because ain't that what it's all about?" Mike called out cheerfully.

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As they waited for their food, Mike finally addressed the obvious. "You're a little down, Partner. Wanna talk about it?" He knew what bothered her. Carmen wore it like a mourning veil, but she managed it better some days.

She shrugged and remained silent, but Mike's caring comforted her. Baring her soul, she whispered, "Yesterday... it... it was Eric's birthday." The Latina beauty nervously chewed her bottom lip. "It's like the hurt never goes away. The 14th of next month is a year since it became final, too." She couldn't say it.

Carmen's eyes misted over, making them sparkle like diamond-studded onyx. "Damnit, Mike, I could've done much more to be a good wife. I probably... you know, probably should've gone back to teaching school."

"Come on, now, Little Bit," he said, using her pet name. "You hated it. Teaching lasted what, a year?" She nodded. "I still say that with a degree in elementary education, you're a shoo-in for at least Captain, possibly Deputy Chief," he said wryly.

She laughed despite her mood. Carmen said, "You're right about teaching. It would've killed me if I'd returned to that drudgery, especially after...this." She paused before adding, "It's this job. Once you get a taste of it, well...."

Mike nodded. "Yeah, she's a cruel mistress. Cops hate alkies and addicts because we see that same rampant, unkillable Jones in ourselves--living for the adrenaline fix and unable to stop and walk away," he said in a tight voice. "We gotta fix shit, and the more broken and unfixable it is, the harder we try." Passion and anguish animated his ice-blue eyes. "Then, you got the hunters like me and you, and we're in the deepest."

Carmen nodded solemnly. Mike said, "Look, don't beat yourself up, Partner. Don't go pain shopping because the past is the past and needs to stay there. We can say

woulda, coulda, shoulda

until hell freezes over. The truth is we learn best from our mistakes and hard knocks. It's the price we pay for experience and maybe some wisdom."

He exhaled and leaned closer to her. Lowly, he said, "Everybody thinks they can marry a cop and make it work, and some do." He took a long sip of his coffee. "Babs left me without a word after six months. At least you made it what, two years?"

"Something like that," Carmen rasped. She knew how long to the exact day but suppressed the memory.

Cops, spouses, and exes know police work as 'the job.' Its true manifestation is The Job. Divorces among law enforcement are so prevalent that they refer to first spouses as "starter wives" or, in Carmen's case, her "starter husband."

When they began dating, Carmen warned Eric about her job. Later, she warned him about cop marriages, especially to those outside law enforcement, but Eric dismissed the red flags and pushed ahead with the marriage. Convinced he would never find anyone to compare with the fun, brainy Latina beauty, Eric resolved to fix whatever went wrong. Love would prevail--it always does, right?

As they dove deeper into the institution of marriage, Eric wondered why his wife sometimes acted distracted or short-tempered. She tried to explain the difficulty of compartmentalizing some of her work. She couldn't find the words to explain how impossible it is to forget the murdered toddler she saw stuffed in a dumpster or the teenage prostitute cut to pieces by a laughing pimp.

Carmen ruefully recalled when Eric's passionate complaining about his co-workers hitting the "Reply to All" button on group emails failed to get a suitable reaction from her. On that day, she suffered from the emotional and physical exhaustion of interrogating a serial rapist turned murderer for nearly nine hours.

"They flood my damn inbox, Carmen! Dealing with them eats up valuable time!" he hissed. Carmen tried to feel his resentment and anger but came up empty. Eric turned his anger on her, accusing her of being cold and unfeeling. "What's wrong with you? Did you leave your feelings in your police locker again?"

That remark left her speechless. How do you explain staring into the eyes of the devil for hours while he plays head games with you and your partner? The problem is that her misery and anxiety thresholds, like those of all cops, are vastly different than 'civilians.' Like wolves, cops tend to relate best to their kind, often at the expense of treating everyone else, including loved ones, like sheep. The benign form of that reaction is simply shutting down. The active form is much worse.

Carmen explained to Eric that, on some level, her job is always with her. He couldn't understand why he could forget about his work issues, but she could not. The worst disconnect occurred when Eric watched disapprovingly as Carmen clipped on her off-duty weapon holster before leaving their condo. While not required, Carmen almost always carried off-duty.

"You just don't understand, Eric. I have a certain responsibility," she explained gently. "If I'm out and something happens, and I'm not armed..."

"See? Picking that damn job over me...again," he accused. "So much for us having a cocktail or dancing. Pulling my wife close and feeling her piece is so romantic!"

"Eric, Hon, I'll leave it in the trunk if..."

"But you don't! You always 'Protect and Serve!' Never relaxing, always alert," he said. "I have a Scotch at the club, and my wife drinks cranberry juice and soda because she's packing heat."

Carmen lived as the quintessential police officer. She recalled the night they were standing in line outside a movie theater, and she stopped a purse snatcher.

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