The Confession Part 3: Chet
Donna, who is the love of my life, was a hot looking, single mother working at a truck stop diner. I was her naughty escape from her real life. At least that's what she told me later. That's when I learned she had a naughty side, and that thrilled me.
One day Donna came home a little later than usual from work. She looked flustered and fussed while making coffee in the kitchen.
"Hi sweetie," I said. "What's going on?"
She blushed and sat at the kitchen table. "Sit down, honey."
I sat.
She poured herself a cup of coffee and stirred the cream for a long time. Finally, she said, "Chet was in to see me today."
My heart started racing and my ears started ringing. This is just how our fantasies started. "How is he?"
"Fine," Donna watched me carefully. "He's been up for the week, training at the Fort. Today was the first time he had time to come to the diner."
"Nice that he came to see you." I tried to conceal my excitement.
"He said he was sorry about Mac dying. I said I wasn't. Then he asked if I remembered the night we went out..."
I gulped as she looked away and blushed. "And...?"
"I said 'yes'. He said 'How about going on a real date with me? At least let me take you to dinner.' "
"And what did you say?" I could see her closing down.
She shook her head. "No just forget it."
"Why? If you want to see him, it's fine. Tonight?" I held her hand. "It's OK. If you want to..."
"I'm not a slut. You said you wouldn't mind if I saw him again...."
"I don't mind. In fact, I hoped you would have a return engagement with him, but without the fear and guilt." I kissed her. "You need to believe sex is fun. That not all men are assholes. You need to know that you are allowed to enjoy the hell out of sex. If I've helped you, great. But you and I are forever. If Chet helps you, great. As long as I don't lose you."
"You won't lose me. Nothing's going to happen," Donna chewed her lip like she's not entirely sure she means it.
"It's OK if it does. You know I just want to hear about afterwards if you can tell me."
She got up from the table and kissed me. She went to the bedroom . "Nothing's going to happen..." She closed and locked the bedroom door.
****
Donna left with a terse, "I'll be back."
She'd left home in a black dress that fit snuggly, outlining her curves, and showing a fair bit of skin. She looked sexy in the dress I'd asked her to get because I wanted to take her out and show her off.
Chet was getting that thrill tonight.
I was pretty sure I wasn't jealous. I hadn't been jealous when she'd gone with an old boyfriend for a drink in his boat, and she'd come back and told me about having sex with him. She'd lived out my fantasy and it thrilled me or maybe sent a chill through me. It was against everything we're taught in society about how a couple is supposed to react and behave. I'm supposed to be angry that she could find another man attractive and she's either going to cry and beg my forgiveness, or run to the arms of the stronger lover. We're supposed to fight over the end of our relationship because she was unfaithful.
Except she didn't lie to me.
She didn't sneak around.
She asked me what I wanted her to do.
And I suggested she should go have fun. So, she did.
The same arrangement as tonight, except she had made her decision before she left. I knew it and she knew it. We were testing the limits of our relationship and our hall pass.
Chet was special to her. He had given her a safety valve at the end of her marriage and a sense of control that she used to plan a separation from her husband. So, if she wanted to show him that he was special, I couldn't fault her for that.
So now I waited for her to come back and tell me her story.
****
Donna pulled into the driveway about 10:30 the next morning. I waited patiently for her to come in. Her evening dress looked out of place for a sunny Saturday morning. She kissed me quick as she came in the door and went into the bedroom and shut the door.
I followed her.
"Hi Honey. How was your date?"
Donna had her back to me and was pawing at the zipper on her dress. I loosened and unzipped it. She let the dress fall off her shoulders to the floor. She was naked. Apparently, her underwear had gotten misplaced during the night.
"I need to pee." She slipped out of the bedroom into the bathroom that was next to it.
"Are you OK?" I leaned against the door. The toilet flushed and the water ran in the sink.
Donna came out of the bathroom with a bath towel wrapped around her. I hugged her.
"What happened?"
"I shouldn't have gone there." She turned to look at me with tears in her eyes.
"Was he mean to you? Did he hurt you...?" I started seeing all sorts of scary scenes where Chet had been vicious and she'd just escaped him, and any injury she might have endured was my fault.
"No... no. Chet was wonderful." She buried her face in my chest. "It's me. I'm a slut just like Mac said."
"Depends on what you mean by slut. I always thought that met a girl wasn't choosy about who she had sex with. You've been very selective. Other than Mac..." I kissed her. "Besides you could have been playing Go Fish or doing each other's nails all night for all I know."
She hit me. "Stop. I fucked Chet. OK? Is that what you want to hear?"
A thrill ran through me. She'd been naughty again. "Well, OK. That's five minutes. What else happened."
"It was a damn sight more than five minutes. If you want to know, we had sex five times since last night. The last time was in the back seat of the car just before I came home."
I slipped my hand under her towel. Her pubes were crusty and a little sticky. She'd really had sex.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have. Once should have been enough... But I'd been so worked up anticipating this when it was over I fell asleep..."