Our marriage flourished even as it changed. We didn't have any long discussions about John because I didn't pursue them. I didn't probe because I knew it would make her defensive and because I concluded it didn't matter. What they did on their time was their time. When she was with me her focus was on me.
She often told me how much she loved me and more importantly how much she felt loved by me. She also frequently asked me if I felt neglected. I assured her I didn't.
She said, "Good, because that's the last thing I want. You've given me such a gift it would be selfish of me to neglect you."
These question and answer sessions almost always occurred at the end of our Saturday night dates. With my cock smeared with lubricant as she jacked me with one hand and fingered my ass with the other I damn sure didn't feel neglected. I knew none of our friends were having these kind of intimate moments.
She had become even more skilled at fucking my ass using her fingers and at edging me. She would talk about what she was doing and my body's reaction and make me tell her how good it felt and what would make it feel even better. At times it felt like I imagined how a sex therapy session would take place. I had never been very directive in bed, but became more so giving her direction as to what felt best. In return she did the same for me.
I asked her what I could do to make her feel even better. She said the way I employed my hands and mouth on her were perfect. She said I knew how to mix things up.
We were cuddling one night and I asked her to tell me what turned her on. By this point I knew she had a fetish watching me lick my ejaculate from her fingers or breasts. What I didn't know was this was just the tip of the iceberg. There was a whole lot of kink below the waterline.
"Do you really want to know?" she asked as her eyes probed mine. I assured her I did.
She said, "I'm going to need a glass of wine to relax me."
I offered to get us each a glass.
She said, "Not you, just me. You are plenty relaxed. Besides, I want you completely sober. Now go get me a glass. The Chardonnay."
I got out of bed and did as she asked feeling a bit of a sexual buzz as I carried her glass of wine.
"For my lady," I said as I handed her the glass and bowed.
She was sitting up in bed, her back resting against the headboard. I couldn't help but notice her nipples were erect and her face a bit flush.
She took a sip then answered, "Thank you, but next time I'd prefer it if you curtsy."
I thought she was joking and even did a curtsy.
She said, "That's much better, but your back foot should be a little more behind you, and your bend at the knees less deep and your bend at the waist begins at the waist and not at the chest."
Shocked by what I was hearing and feeling very red in the face I couldn't think of anything witty or sarcastic so I asked, "Anything else?"
She answered, "Yes, there is. I think you should address me as Mistress Sylvia."
I did not see this coming and was unprepared for this revelation. I really thought it was a game and played along referring to her as Mistress Sylvia.
I stood there as she sipped her wine.
"May I sit Mistress Sylvia?"
"In a few minutes. Right now I'm enjoying the view. Turn around, but slowly."
I did feeling my penis come to life.
"You have a very nice body Frank, but you could use some work."
"Thank you Mistress Sylvia," proud of myself for remembering to call her Mistress Sylvia and for the praise she was heaping on my physique.
I decided to repay her compliment and said, "Not nearly as nice as yours Mistress Sylvia."
She chuckled then took several swallows of her drink. Her arousal, embarrassment, and the wine were making her face and chest flush bright red.
She looked unsure of how to proceed.
She took another big gulp and finished her glass.
She said, "This is so embarrassing. Maybe it would be easier if I was standing up."
She extended her hand. I helped her get out of bed wondering what the hell was going on.
She and I stood facing each other. She said, "I can't really look you in the eye with what I'm about to tell you."
I assured her it couldn't be that shocking.
She took a couple of deep breaths to calm herself down. It looked as though she was reminding herself to follow a script she had memorized because the first thing she did was grab my three quarters erect penis and tell me, "You know this is mine."
"I do," adding, "Mistress Sylvia."
"As my property I control it and because it's an extension of you I control you."
She was warming up.
"What I'm about to say will be easier if you are on your knees."
I dropped to my knees. I stared at her vulva. I fought the temptation to press my face against her sex and to begin licking and kissing it.
I knew what she was doing wasn't easy and out of love, admiration, and my own sexual curiosity, took the moment seriously.
"Frank, look up," she said while grabbing my hair to make her point.
My neck was uncomfortably arched as her grip was strong. I focused on her eyes, but couldn't help notice her breasts. I thought she has quite the rack for a woman of any age. Her upper chest remained flush as did her face.
She said, "I want to dominate you. I've fantasized about it for years. From the time you wake up until you go to sleep I want you to serve me."
I answered her with, "Okay."