Our marriage flourished even as it changed. We didn't have any long discussions about John because I didn't pursue them. I didn't probe because I knew it would make her defensive and because I concluded it didn't matter. What they did on their time was their time. When she was with me her focus was on me.
She often told me how much she loved me and more importantly how much she felt loved by me. She also frequently asked me if I felt neglected. I assured her I didn't.
She said, "Good, because that's the last thing I want. You've given me such a gift it would be selfish of me to neglect you."
These question and answer sessions almost always occurred at the end of our Saturday night dates. With my cock smeared with lubricant as she jacked me with one hand and fingered my ass with the other I damn sure didn't feel neglected. I knew none of our friends were having these kind of intimate moments.
She had become even more skilled at fucking my ass using her fingers and at edging me. She would talk about what she was doing and my body's reaction and make me tell her how good it felt and what would make it feel even better. At times it felt like I imagined how a sex therapy session would take place. I had never been very directive in bed, but became more so giving her direction as to what felt best. In return she did the same for me.
I asked her what I could do to make her feel even better. She said the way I employed my hands and mouth on her were perfect. She said I knew how to mix things up.
We were cuddling one night and I asked her to tell me what turned her on. By this point I knew she had a fetish watching me lick my ejaculate from her fingers or breasts. What I didn't know was this was just the tip of the iceberg. There was a whole lot of kink below the waterline.
"Do you really want to know?" she asked as her eyes probed mine. I assured her I did.
She said, "I'm going to need a glass of wine to relax me."
I offered to get us each a glass.
She said, "Not you, just me. You are plenty relaxed. Besides, I want you completely sober. Now go get me a glass. The Chardonnay."
I got out of bed and did as she asked feeling a bit of a sexual buzz as I carried her glass of wine.
"For my lady," I said as I handed her the glass and bowed.
She was sitting up in bed, her back resting against the headboard. I couldn't help but notice her nipples were erect and her face a bit flush.
She took a sip then answered, "Thank you, but next time I'd prefer it if you curtsy."
I thought she was joking and even did a curtsy.
She said, "That's much better, but your back foot should be a little more behind you, and your bend at the knees less deep and your bend at the waist begins at the waist and not at the chest."
Shocked by what I was hearing and feeling very red in the face I couldn't think of anything witty or sarcastic so I asked, "Anything else?"
She answered, "Yes, there is. I think you should address me as Mistress Sylvia."
I did not see this coming and was unprepared for this revelation. I really thought it was a game and played along referring to her as Mistress Sylvia.
I stood there as she sipped her wine.
"May I sit Mistress Sylvia?"
"In a few minutes. Right now I'm enjoying the view. Turn around, but slowly."
I did feeling my penis come to life.
"You have a very nice body Frank, but you could use some work."
"Thank you Mistress Sylvia," proud of myself for remembering to call her Mistress Sylvia and for the praise she was heaping on my physique.
I decided to repay her compliment and said, "Not nearly as nice as yours Mistress Sylvia."
She chuckled then took several swallows of her drink. Her arousal, embarrassment, and the wine were making her face and chest flush bright red.
She looked unsure of how to proceed.
She took another big gulp and finished her glass.
She said, "This is so embarrassing. Maybe it would be easier if I was standing up."
She extended her hand. I helped her get out of bed wondering what the hell was going on.
She and I stood facing each other. She said, "I can't really look you in the eye with what I'm about to tell you."
I assured her it couldn't be that shocking.
She took a couple of deep breaths to calm herself down. It looked as though she was reminding herself to follow a script she had memorized because the first thing she did was grab my three quarters erect penis and tell me, "You know this is mine."
"I do," adding, "Mistress Sylvia."
"As my property I control it and because it's an extension of you I control you."
She was warming up.
"What I'm about to say will be easier if you are on your knees."
I dropped to my knees. I stared at her vulva. I fought the temptation to press my face against her sex and to begin licking and kissing it.
I knew what she was doing wasn't easy and out of love, admiration, and my own sexual curiosity, took the moment seriously.
"Frank, look up," she said while grabbing my hair to make her point.
My neck was uncomfortably arched as her grip was strong. I focused on her eyes, but couldn't help notice her breasts. I thought she has quite the rack for a woman of any age. Her upper chest remained flush as did her face.
She said, "I want to dominate you. I've fantasized about it for years. From the time you wake up until you go to sleep I want you to serve me."
I answered her with, "Okay."
She pulled on my hair a bit harder.
"Okay, Mistress Sylvia."
She let go of my hair and said, "That was easier than I thought. You've never expressed a desire to be submissive so I didn't know how you would react."
"May I stand up Mistress Sylvia?"
"Yes, you may."
I stood up, my penis at full staff, and took her in my arms.
I looked her in the eye and said, "I agreed because it's important to you, like John is important to you, and your happiness has always come first. Who knows? I might really enjoy this. After all I do a lot around here. Now I'll be doing it for my Mistress."
She kissed me and pressed her body to mine. She could feel my cock poking against her. I never imagined erections would come so easy for a man my age and felt really blessed. She kissed me with more urgency. My hands dropped to her buttocks which I caressed.
When we stopped she said, "Frank, I'm really, really wet. I want you to go in me. Just be careful."
I told her we didn't have to, but she insisted she wanted to try.
We were back in bed and soon fucking, it felt so good to have her vagina enveloping my manhood. I did go slow. It was funny I thought how long it took me to climax courtesy of her hands and how quickly I came when we had intercourse.
She encouraged me to cum and it felt like I came a lot. I pulled out of her and we kissed and cuddled before she reminded me, "I'm really, really aroused Frank."
I took the hint and bypassed her breasts and went straight to her vagina where I experienced my first cream pie. From her reaction she really liked the idea of me cleaning her out as she called it.
We were both tired afterwards so I welcomed her suggestion that it was time for me to go to my bedroom. I kissed the bridge of her nose and said, "Yes, Mistress Sylvia. Good night."
I got into bed and lay there wondering how far she wanted to take this. I also wondered why I mentioned John's importance to her as we hadn't said a word about John in at least a week. I am not known to be so accommodating. I wondered what my friends and coworkers would think if they saw this side of me. How many of them lived a private life vastly different from their public one? My reference to John certainly hadn't upset her. If anything, it sparked in her the desire to be fucked. Was she thinking about him as I thrust in and out of her?
Sunday I made us breakfast. I even remembered to assume my role and asked her what she wanted me to prepare and after I served her if she wanted me to join her. She raised an eyebrow at my request and asked, "You're not making fun of me?"
I assured her I wasn't, but was unsure of what exactly she wanted me to do.
She said, "Of course I want you to have breakfast with me. We have a lot to talk about."
She seemed giddy, coming across as decades younger, reminding me of her younger self. She was the kid in the candy store overwhelmed by all the choices. She shared with me how long this desire to dominate me had burned inside of her and how in the past few months it had grown in urgency. I didn't mention it, but the urgency coincided with the time she and John began golfing together.
I asked her what she had in mind and she said, "Lots."
She squeezed my hand and said, "This is going to be so much fun."
I squeezed her hand back wondering what I had signed up for.
Breakfast over I remembered to ask if I could get up from the table. She said I could, but to get her a glass of orange juice.