Previously: Cal Sanders had a good marriage with Connie and a dream job with his old friend Toni Lapiro. Then one day Toni started a new relationship with a married woman and made sure to relate to Cal all the particulars except the name of her lover. Cal finally figured out that Madame X was his loving wife. This is the second and final chapter where he comes to terms with the betrayal.
There is no sex in this chapter.
I finally collapsed and must have passed out. I know it didn't feel like sleep when I woke as I certainly wasn't refreshed in any way. My mouth tasted like bile. I was shivering from lying in the dewy grass without a jacket on. My clothes were soaked from the dew. My eyes were crusted shut from all the tears I had shed. Once I rubbed the grit out, they were dry and itchy. Maybe I would have an allergic reaction to something and I would die, choking as my throat swelled shut. Nah, I couldn't get that lucky.
I finally looked around to get my bearings. I certainly wasn't in a cave or Superman's Fortress of Solitude. I was in a pivot corner on a farm. For those who don't know what that is, it is the area where the pivot irrigation system can't get into the corner. Farmers sometimes plant cover crops there but this farmer had let it go back to prairie and the native grass was about two foot tall and thick and very wet from the dew. I realized I was only about a mile from my condo as the condo was near the edge of town in a new development. I know I ran for miles but, since I wasn't trying to run in a straight line, had slowly veered to my left and had almost ran a circle. What luck to have run away and almost ran home again. I wonder what Freud would have made of that.
A car came down the paved county road that edged the field so I ducked down in the tall grass again. I have no idea who it was in the car but somehow I got the feeling that the two lovers would be out trying to find me. It suddenly gelled in my mind why the partnership contract was so onerous. Toni thought that she was calling all the shots. If I tried to buck her in any way, work slowdown, go public, divorce Connie, out them, or any other thing I might try to do she would destroy me and my career. At least she thinks so. She should have waited until her lawyer went through the agreement.
Now what? What is my next step? I felt in my pocket and found my wallet and my cell phone. The battery was dead so I had no idea how many missed calls and texts I might have. I also believe that with a dead battery the phone can't be tracked even by the police. I guess I didn't need to charge the phone for a while.
I sat in the grass so my head would be the only thing visible from the road. As it was a Monday the traffic was fairly heavy with commuters headed to jobs in town.
Sitting there wasn't helping my clothes dry so I waited until the morning rush was over and then made my way to the road ditch. I proceeded back towards town facing traffic so I could get off the narrow shoulder when a car approached. I certainly didn't want to be hit. It would be my luck to survive but be badly injured and not able to escape the twosome.
As I walked I tried to figure out how to make them pay for their treachery. Should I get a gun and shoot them both in the groin? Nope, fast way to jail. Should I get to my car and run them down when they come out of a restaurant? Nope, again that was a fast way to jail. I toyed with multiple ways to exact revenge without figuring a way to stay out of jail. And it was complicated by the fact that Toni was the one who schmoozed with the local rich and famous to build the business. I was just the designer and I figured I had little or no political clout.
Should I divorce Connie? I mentally debated doing that. If I filed on her I would have to pay for all the attorney's fees, both hers and mine. That was a common complaint from friends whose marriages had cratered. The one who files pays the freight. A couple of friends, both male and female, had been financially and emotionally broken when the spouse had fought the divorce tooth and nail.
No, why give her what she wants. She would then have most of our assets and be free to marry Toni. That would be what Toni would want also. Why else had she pursued my wife but to take her away from me?
Deep in thought I almost didn't hear the tires on the road and almost got slammed by the mirrors on a huge pickup as it went by. Only the horn honk made me look up in time to step aside and almost fall into the ditch. I needed to keep my head in the game here.
That mile back to the condo didn't take long enough to make decisions. I was still debating my near and far future in my mind as I came to the corner down the street from my former home. I stopped and peeked around the near building. Thankfully I saw only my car sitting in front of the once happy home but was now just a hollow building.
Now how to approach this? I wanted some clothes and my toiletries. Well, maybe not my razor. I had no need to maintain my clean shaven visage now. Maybe a goatee would look good. I smiled at the mental image of mutton chops on my narrow face. Hey, maybe I still had a sense of humor.
Eschewing the sidewalk I quickly made my way straight down the front of the townhomes to my car. I quickly unlocked it and started up and moved it to where it could not be blocked. Then I went back to the condo for some of my personal belongings. The place was devoid of life, thankfully. There was a note propped on the table but I ignored it. I grabbed my duffle bags instead of a suitcase. Duffle bags are a lot easier to maneuver if I needed to make a hasty withdrawal.
Soon I had everything I needed for a few days. Unless she changed the locks I could get in whenever I needed to get more of my clothes. I had my camera and my laptop with the appropriate chargers in their bags. It took a couple of trips out to the car. I took my stuff in order of importance so if disturbed I could make that hasty withdrawal.
I didn't take or want any of the photos. I looked at the various drawings and then went to check the nude oil I had done of Connie. It was missing. What a surprise. I suppose it was now prominently displayed in Toni's home. It hardened my heart some more.
Time to leave. I headed to the local branch of our bank where I made quick work of setting up a new account and having half of our savings and checking deposited there. That would give me some breathing room.
Next was a stop at Wal-Mart for a Trac phone. After activating it I called Jerry Caldwell, my attorney, and brought him up to speed. We now knew why the partnership was offered and why it was so onerous. Jerry wanted to know if I was going straight for a divorce and confirmed what I believed would happen. I decided to just be a ghost for a while until I could figure out what I really wanted to do. I know that at age thirty-three I was far from being over the hill so there was the distinct possibility I might want a wife again if I could get over the fear of rejection and humiliation.
He had me come by the office and I signed a power of attorney form for medical and financial matters. Connie had no say in what might become of me in case I was incapacitated somehow. I could even keep her from seeing me if I ended up in a hospital for any reason. That caused me to have a little less anxiety as I didn't want to see her in the near future and maybe forever.
Back in my car I put my old phone on the charger I kept in there at all times. I needed to do one more thing before becoming a ghost. After stopping for something to eat at one of the fast food joints, I powered up the phone and waited for the texts and missed phone calls to quit dinging their notifications before sending my own text.
It was to my boss, Toni Lapiro. Short and simple: I resign effective immediately. Send my final check with my left over vacation and sick leave to Constance. Do not try to contact me. This phone will be deactivated as soon as possible.