The look on my husbands face told me that this wasn't going the way that I had hoped. It didn't go well when I asked him for permission to go on a vacation cruise without him, but I had no choice.
I wanted his permission to spend a week away from him with another man. He wanted to know if I was crazy.
Sometimes I think I am crazy. All I know is that I can't help myself. When Miles wants me, I have to go to him.
It all started in February, four years ago. It tax season and Charlie was working long hours and he was coming home late and tired. He just didn't have the time or energy to pay much attention to me.
It was also President's Week and the kids were off from school. I had taken them to the mall and left them, to burn off their energy, at the ice skating rink while I did a little shopping. When I got back they were still going strong, as only teenagers can. I stood leaning against the railing watching them for a bit but then decided to sit in the small grandstand provided for proud parents like me.
I turned to look for a place to sit and I saw him. He was staring at me and he didn't flinch away when my eyes caught him. I was the one that blinked. I turned back to face the skaters but I didn't see them. All I could see in my mind's eye, were his eyes. They were as black as onyx and seemed to penetrate to my soul. I didn't want to look back again. I was afraid to.
Suddenly he was standing beside me also gazing at the skaters. He never turned his face to me as he asked, "What's your name?"
"None of your business. Leave me alone, I'm married."
"I don't care if you are married or not. What's your name?"
I had turned to look at him to tell him to piss off, his face only inches from mine. His head was shaved and his face seemed to be chiseled out of stone, all hard flat planes. His voice was low but very insistent and demanding. Very demanding. Something moved in me, no one had ever spoken to me like this before. He turned to look at me and just stared at me, His eyes bored into me. I couldn't resist, I felt my determination crumble and I answered.
"M M Mary." I stammered, not believing that I had given that information.
He just continued looking at me and I knew what he wanted.
"Caldwell," I continued, again divulging what I had no intention of revealing.
"Phone number?" was all he questioned.
His eyes were fixed on mine, It was like I had no will of my own. I don't know why, I gave it to him.
He turned and walked away. My eyes followed him, watching the roll of his hips, as they moved in his tight jeans. I watched the movement of his broad shoulders as he swaggered through the crowd. Everyone seemed to make way for him. He is so tall and the way the light reflected off of his glistening head seemed to resemble a halo. I wondered if the rest of him would live up to what I could see. Oh God, what am I thinking?
I gathered up the kids and on the ride home I was very quiet as they babbled away telling me all about their skating adventure. My thoughts were about my reaction to my strange encounter that afternoon. That night I attacked Charlie. I don't ever remember feeling so horny or being so aggressive in bed. I wanted to be fucked and fucked hard. But Charlie, being Charlie, made love to me, the way he always did. He got me off but that just wasn't what I needed.
It's a tough time of the year for our love life, Charlie runs the local H&R Block office and tax season means long hours and hard work for him. I really couldn't fault him for not giving me what I wanted. What happened the Monday morning after Presidents Week, when the kids went back to school, wasn't his fault either but it changed my life. Charlie was gone early and fifteen minutes after the kids left for school the phone rang.
Before I could even say hello, I heard, "Look on your front door step, you have a surprise."
"Who is this," I demanded?
"You know who it is. You've been thinking about me all weekend."
"I haven't.........." I started to say, but he had hung up. All I heard was the dial tone. But he was right, I had been thinking about him. It was the guy from the skating rink. I was thinking about him when my husband made love to me and at almost every moment I had to myself all weekend.
I looked out of the peephole and saw no one. I couldn't see down to the step so I opened the door and he stepped through the doorway from the side.
"You can't just........." I never finished what I was going to say because his lips were covering mine.
My resistance was futile. He was too strong and as his tongue probed my mouth, it soon faded. I was still in my night gown and robe. Not much in the way of clothing to protect me and he used my clothes to confine me. He pushed my robe down to my elbows and the straps of my night gown followed. I couldn't raise my arms. I was helpless and for some unknown reason it, it didn't seem to frighten me.
He lowered me to the floor and I was protesting, "No, don't do this."
My robe was open and my night gown was up around my waist. My panties were ripped from me. "No, don't. Please no." was all the defense I could muster.
Then he was in me. I must have been soaking wet because I never felt him enter me until he bottomed out. Then I felt myself meeting his thrusts with mine. My protests had changed to cooperation. The only sounds being made were coming from me as I grunted from each trust and then I came with a loud wail.
"Oh God, Oh God, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhh. Ug, ug, ug, ug." as he continued his pumping. Then, "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhh." again as I climaxed again when I felt him spurt in me.
We lay there on the floor on the small rug in the entry hall. I couldn't move, my arms were still trapped, My legs were wrapped around him, my heels on his ass pulling him against me. I didn't want to let him lift his body from on top of me. It was then that I realized, I didn't want him to move. That's when he did.
Just a slight movement of his hips, his pubic bone was on my clit. I don't know how he did it but his cock was against my G spot. I moaned as I came again in a mini climax.
"Do you like this?" He asked.
I didn't answer.
"Did you like it?" More insistent now. More demanding. More dominant.
"Yes." I whispered in spite of myself.
"Do you want to cum again?"
"Yes." Again surrendering a little more of myself.
"It gets better if you ask for permission."
"Better. How can get it better?"
"Ask."
"Please?"
"Not good enough."
"Please may I cum?" Giving him my complete capitulation.
"Yes, do it! Cum now!"
His pelvis gave a twitch and my body exploded. I had thought that the previous orgasms I had were incredible. They paled in comparison to the one I just had. I came so hard that with just my head and heels on the floor I lifted him bodily above me and held him there until my spasms subsided.
I was still praying, "Oh God, Oh God." as he rolled off me and walked into the living room to sit my husbands chair.
"Mary," he called.
"Yes?" was my dreamy answer.
"Come in here."
I couldn't move. I lay there on the hallway floor in a post orgasmic bliss. I didn't want anything to disturb my euphoria. I had never experienced sex as satisfying as this had been. I had never surrendered myself so completely.
"Mary."
"Yes?"
"I said come in here. NOW."
That was not a request and I roused myself and entered the living room. He was seated in my husband's recliner chair and I moved before him while adjusting my clothing. He looked like a king on his throne except that his cock was standing up out of his fly.
"Do you understand what happened?" he asked.
"You just raped me," was my accusation.
"Did I?" he asked, "I don't see you crying or screaming for help. Was it rape when you just asked me for permission to cum?"
Then it hit me. What had I done? Yes, he overpowered me, but my resistance was half hearted at best and then it disappeared with his initial penetration. Only to be replaced with my eager participation. What had happened to me? Why did I enjoy it so much? Why did I ask permission? Why did I respond to him like that?
"Then there are two things that I want you to remember." he continued, "First, when I tell you to do some thing, you will do it immediately and second, you will always be naked whenever I am in this house."
"Naked?" was my stunned reply.