From some point in my young adult life, and even before I was married, the idea of a happily married wife enjoying sex with other men has been a huge turn on for me. I know when and how this fantasy began for me but I am still at a loss (intellectually) of how to reconcile this fascination with all that we are taught as being normal.
As a young college student my then girlfriend and I lived next door to an middle-aged couple who were very lower middle class (what can I say? I was a college student) and not at all attractive. But one day the wife stopped by and asked if I wanted any of the huge stack of adult magazines which they were going to otherwise throw out. Now, being a very sexually active and inquisitive young male, how could I let a treasure trove of this magnitude go to waste? So, with my girlfriend's blessing we took in these homeless skin mags and tried to give them a good home.
I was working my way through them, setting aside those of interest and having articles or models which I found particularly stimulating, when I read one article in an old "Hustler". The article was entitled "The Big Suck" and was about a housewife who ended up having sex with a neighbor she encountered in the laundry room of their building. Now this was not shocking, in and of itself, but the fact that she told her husband, who LOVED it and then they arranged for her to fuck him so he could watch was something else entirely!! I was instantly and thoroughly hooked!! The article and the description of his wife sucking and fucking that big dick was an incredible revelation to me!!
I must have read that article five times a day for weeks. I am sure I came more in the next few days than I had up to that point in my life!! When I wasn't jacking off, thinking about it, I was thinking about jacking off, thinking about it. I showed the article to my girlfriend and had her read it. I began sharing this fantasy with her and having her share the fantasy with me. I would have her tell me about the other guys she fucked and how much she liked it; about their cocks and balls and how many times she would cum. We even began to role play where she would either tell me about having sex with some (fantasy) lover or even call me by another name while we made love.
Now, flash forward to my married life. No surprise that this scenario remains one of my most intense and enduring fantasies. My wife and I have often done this role playing and fantasizing. It was not until a couple of years ago that I found out and realized that "my" fantasy is not all that unique or unheard of. I found and frequented websites that are dedicated to the idea of playing, loving wives. At first I was able to keep this all a game and fantasy but the desire to live the dream became too much and I began thinking of ways that I could make it happen.
Naturally, the first thing was to determine if my wife would even consider it. Then I thought, I have a great, honest relationship with my wife where nothing sexual is hidden or "off limits". We openly discuss anything and everything. I am pretty sure if she asked if another woman could join us, or if she told me she had, or wanted to have sex with another woman, I'd be OK with it!! So, I began bringing it up during sex and while we were watching adult movies; "Honey, how do you like him?" or, "I'll bet that would feel good in you, huh?". It didn't take long before she was more than comfortable sharing this fantasy and elaborating on it.
One day I came home and she informed me that "Eric" the cable guy had been there that day! She even went so far as to tell me how cute he was. How she had offered him a glass of wine as it was his last call of the day. How she followed him around the house, showing him where things were and answering his questions. At one point he indicated that he might not have the right equipment to complete the job and might have to come back the next day. My wife made some remark to him that she though he had all the equipment necessary but that he could come back any time he wanted. There was an awkward pause but nothing happened.
