Jess lay across the couch, bare feet propped on the armrest as the TV droned on in the background. The clock on the wall ticked away, each second stretching into eternity. 7:07 PM in Texas. 5:07 PM in California. Tom would still be trapped in meetings for at least another hour, probably more.
She thumbed through her phone, scanning their most recent text exchange:
Tom: "This project is a mess. I miss you."
Jess: "Miss you too. How's the hotel?"
Tom: "Decent. Room service sucks though.
Jess: "Want me to FedEx you some real food?"
Tom: "God I wish. I'd give anything to be home with you right now."
Jess: "Even your promotion?"
Tom: "Ouch."
Jess: "Sorry. That wasn't fair."
Tom: "No, you're right. I'm so sorry about missing your party. I'll make it up to you, I swear."
Jess: "I know. Go save the day."
She tossed the phone aside, frustration bubbling beneath her skin. She should work on the Skyline designs, but motivation eluded her. Instead, her mind drifted to Friday's party, to the emerald dress hanging in their closet, to the career milestone she'd be celebrating alone.
The resentment simmered fresh in her chest, refusing to dull. Jess still hadn't fully forgiven Tom for dropping the San Diego work crisis on her with no notice, right after she'd come home glowing from dress shopping, ready to show him the emerald green knockout she'd splurged on.
She'd spent weeks looking forward to celebrating together, picturing him beaming at her at the Skyline party. Instead, all that anticipation had soured into an empty house and a calendar marked by his absence. She knew the promotion was important. She knew their future depended on it. But knowledge didn't blunt the sting of feeling like an afterthought, again.
Her phone buzzed. Madi's name flashed on the screen.
Madi: "I need DETAILS. How'd Tom lose his shit over that dress? I bet he couldn't keep his hands off you!"
Jess's fingers hovered over the keys. She didn't want to deal with Madi's reaction, but lying felt worse.
Jess: "He's in San Diego. Some work emergency. He won't be back till Saturday."
The response was instantaneous:
Madi: "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?"
Madi: "Please tell me you're joking."
Madi: "He's seriously missing your party? For work???"
Jess: "It's a big deal. This project could mean his promotion."
Madi: "This is YOUR moment. He should be here supporting you."
Madi: "I swear to god, I'm going to text that workaholic husband of yours and give him a piece of my mind."
Jess sat up straighter, panic flaring.
Jess: "Madi don't. Please. He already feels terrible about it."
Madi: "He SHOULD feel terrible. This is fucked up, Jess."
Jess: "I know. But it's complicated. Just leave it alone, okay?"
There was a long pause before Madi replied:
Madi: "Fine. But only because you asked. You're still wearing that dress to the party right?"
Jess glanced toward the bedroom.
Jess: "I don't know. Maybe I'll wear that black sheath dress? New one feels too fancy without Tom."
Madi: "Don't you dare. You are wearing that dress."
Jess: "I don't know."
Madi: "Jessica Marshall. You are wearing that dress if I have to come over there and put you into it myself. Tom's absence does NOT diminish your accomplishment. You're going to that party, you're going to look smoking hot, and you're going to network your ass off. Got it?"
Despite herself, Jess smiled. Madi's fierce loyalty was both touching and slightly terrifying.
Jess: "Okay. You win. I'll wear the dress."
Madi: "Damn straight. Now tell me you're not just moping around the house."
Jess glanced guiltily at the TV.
Jess: "I might be."
Madi: "Go for a run or something. Get those endorphins flowing. You can't just sit there feeling sorry for yourself."
Jess: "You're right."
Madi: "Good. Do something other than stare at your phone. Love you!"
"Love you too," Jess typed back, then tossed her phone aside.
With a groan, she hauled herself off the couch. Staying still was driving her crazy. She moved to the kitchen, opening cabinets, reorganizing spices that didn't need reorganizing. Anything to keep her hands busy, to quiet the restless energy thrumming through her veins.
Her mind again drifted to the Skyline project she'd poured her heart and soul into. She remembered the way Chris Webb's eyes had lit up when she'd unveiled the designs.
This was her moment, dammit. She'd earned it, but now, at the moment of her triumph, she'd be attending alone. No Tom to squeeze her hand reassuringly. No Tom to charm the investors with his easy smile and quick wit. No Tom to celebrate with afterward, to peel that gorgeous emerald green dress off her body and make her feel like the most desirable woman in the world.
She slammed a cabinet door harder than necessary, the sound echoing through the empty house.
She took a deep breath. Madi was right. As much as Tom's absence hurt, it did not diminish her accomplishment. She was more than just Tom Marshall's wife. She was Jessica Marshall, up-and-coming interior designer.
With renewed determination, she marched to the bedroom. The dress beckoned, its fabric shimmering under the soft lighting in the closet. She ran her fingers over the material.
She was going to wear this dress, and she was going to own that party. Let them see her confidence, her talent, her undeniable presence. Let them remember her name.
Her phone buzzed again. She expected another text from Madi, but Tom's name flashed on the screen instead.
Tom: "You free to talk?"
Jess stared at the screen. She wanted to deny him, to flip her phone over and let him wonder, let him stew in silence. But her body betrayed her. Her heart leapt at his name, her skin prickled with that raw, stupid longing. She needed to hear his voice.
Jess: "Yeah. Call me."
Seconds later, her phone rang. She answered on the second ring.
"Hey," Tom's voice was warm, if slightly hesitant.
"Hi," Jess replied, settling onto the bed. "Long day?"
Tom groaned. "You have no idea. This whole system is held together with duct tape and prayer. I swear, every time we fix one thing, three more problems pop up."
"Sounds rough," Jess said, trying to keep the edge out of her voice. She didn't want to hear about his work troubles. Not when those same troubles were keeping him from her.
"Yeah, it's... wait. Are you doing okay?"
Jess sighed. Even hundreds of miles away, he could read her too well. "I'm fine. Just... lonely, I guess. The house feels big without you here." She paused. "And I'm nervous about Friday."
"I know, baby. I'm so sorry. I hate this. I should be there with you."
"You should," Jess agreed, unable to keep the bitterness from seeping into her tone.
Tom was quiet for a brief moment. When he spoke again, his voice was heavy with regret. "I know. Believe me, I know. I've been beating myself up about it all day. You deserve better than this."