The events of the previous chapters describe the recent experiences of my lovely husband and I. As a result of our new explorations, we are experiencing a renewed sense of excitement to our sex lives. It's like everything is new again.
About six months ago, we were guests at a dinner evening that was obviously a sex party, although at first I was not aware of this. When the hostess left the room and returned in a fishnet minidress, heels, a dog-collar and nothing else, my husband Dan turned to me and said, "We should probably leave."
Dan is a figure in the local business community and is involved in Republican politics, and I teach high school, so we can't really be involved in these kind of wild parties.
But on the way home, as we discussed the situation, my husband Dan and I learned a little more about each other.
During our lovemaking my husband has always seemed to enjoy hearing me describing myself having sex with other men, even his friends. He loves this form of teasing flirt. I always regarded it as a kind of harmless fantasy-play.
Now I was becoming aware that for my husband there was more to it than a dirty-talking kink.
As I mentioned before, I have a past. During my first marriage, I had an affair. A guy at my work, actually. At the time, I thought I could get away with it, that it was harmless "office sex". We were both married, after all.
Sean was very engaging. I was drawn to his intellect, and his natural ability to stir up a conversation. Over the course of several weeks, our relationship grew from just work friends and conversationalists to something deeper. When I talked, he listened. When he talked, it was with authority and confidence. He touched a part of me that I wasn't getting (in my marriage to my first husband) and I liked it.
I didn't even try to convince myself that nothing would happen. I thought I could take the risk, that I wouldn't be sacrificing my marriage. It was only thrill seeking. I was in love with my husband.
Not Dan -- I'm talking about my first husband.
Well after the brief encounter at the sex party -- the one we left early from - some themes started emerging during foreplay; about me having sex with friends of his and what it would be like. I shared with Dan part of my past and it proceeded into a lovemaking session of raging passion. I proceeded to tell him how Sean would find ways to meet me alone in the hallways at the office and cop a feel or take my hand and hold it against his erection. I liked it.
Things progressed. I was going out a lot to 'visits' and my unsuspecting husband was OK with this. One time we worked on a project for a whole Saturday and during a break, Sean pinned me against the wall with his body and kissed me hard.
Not long after we first began our special 'friendship' Sean was feeling me up and I was rubbing his crotch and we were finding more and more opportunities to be around each other. I was drawn to his authority and power over me. He demanded submission and I complied.
Once, during the middle of the work day, he told me to come into his office. He closed the door and locked it and told me nobody would disturb us. Then he told me to drop to my knees in front of him. He took out his cock and I sucked him off, all the way to completion. My blouse was open, my bra unclasped. I was holding up my beautiful 34Ds and I let him shoot his load all over my boobs.
Sean would have me get down on my hands and knees and he would rub his swollen cock all up and down the crack of my ass and then enter me from behind and that was my favorite position. Doggy style. It made me feel so subservient.
When Sean was screwing me from behind like this he liked talking dirty to me, talking absolutely down to me. "Take it bitch. Take my hard cock. I'm fucking your cunt." And I'd comply.
"Oh yes. Fuck me. Fuck my pussy. Fuck me. I'm your little fuck slut. Fuck me."
Soon he was shooting his hot jizz deep my sopping wet cunt.
I shared with Dan one particularly intense moment. It was early one morning, I'd arrived to help Sean prepare for an important meeting at ten. But instead of going over papers and what not, Sean had his way with me. I guess you could say he raped me, except for the fact that I was willing, and complied.