After I shared my wife for the first time with other men, we embarked on a long and strange journey together. We became obsessed with the extreme sexual excitement that these experiences created. Our journey was one of self-discovery that was both liberating and disturbing.
Before I explain what happened later, let me first briefly recount how it all started. My wife Carol was in her early forties. She had retained a stunning figure, with full natural breasts and curvy hips on a relatively short frame. She still has strong thighs and shoulders from her earlier years as a swimmer, which also explains the firmness of her body. Her skin is smooth and taut.
She is often concerned about her weight but her body attracts many furtive glances from other men. Clothes cling to her breasts and thighs so that you want to touch her, to hold her flesh in your hands.
When it came to sex, we were both conservative. Missionary position, no oral, condoms instead of the pill. We had sex a few times a month. In between, I had voyeuristic fantasies in which I imagined her showing off her body to a group of other men. I would watch her in the shower or while she was sunbathing and imagine that I had invited other men to secretly watch her. In my fantasies she would eventually realize that she was being watched and, rather than covering herself, would become aroused and show herself even more.
Then my exhibitionistic side would take over. As I watched her, I would undress. Standing with a rock-hard cock, I would slowly gyrate my hips, hands above my head, as though I were performing an erotic dance for an audience of my own.
As I imagined Carol finally turning to her audience of leering men, undoing her bra and letting her full breasts swing free, my excitement would be so great that one or two thrusts of my hips would be enough to bring on a crashing orgasm, and a stream of sperm would erupt from my twitching erection. Usually I would experience half a dozen shuddering contractions, with cum shooting repeatedly from my cock, my excitement fired not only by the mental image of my wife sliding her panties down over her firm rump, but also by the danger that I might be discovered in my hiding spot, naked and erect, semen splashing on the floor in front of me.
One New Year's Eve, after several glasses of champagne, I dared to tell Carol that I sometimes imagined her stripping in front of a group of men while I watched from the shadows. Much to my surprise, she became extremely aroused and my confession was rewarded with intense sex. She came almost immediately and with an intensity that I had never before seen.
We were both shocked and embarrassed by the experience. We couldn't bring ourselves to talk about it. My fantasies came to dominate my waking hours and I could barely work anymore. Carol became more withdrawn. Our conversations were difficult, as though our secret urges might break through the surface at any moment with disastrous consequences. We rarely made love anymore, and when we did it was fuelled by wordless fantasies on both sides.
When I felt that the tension couldn't be sustained any longer, I organized a weekend trip for Carol and I to a different city, where I invited two strangers to share my wife's body while I watched. She made no effort to resist. I sat in the shadows of our hotel room as she slowly undressed for the two men, as their hands ran over her body, as her breasts and bum shuddered under their touch. I witnessed her arousal. She kissed them eagerly and deeply. Then one penetrated her and – without condom – filled her with his sperm. Finally, my wife took the second man's pulsating erection into her mouth. As he pumped his semen between her lips, I emerged nude from the shadows, moaning for the three of them to look at my own twitching cock spurt cum.
If I thought this experience might release us from our obsessions, though, I was soon proven wrong. We were highly embarrassed by what we had shown to each other and were unable to discuss it. I had seen Carol's excitement as she stripped for the other men. She had fixed me with her gaze many times during that evening, especially at moments of intimacy – during a kiss, or at the moment of orgasm. She saw something in my reaction that fuelled her excitement even further. It was plain that these feelings made her uncomfortable.
And once my lust had subsided, I was mortified by my own behavior... I had invited strangers to have sex with my wife while I watched and then, at the moment of utmost sexual excitement, emerged from the shadows and wanted my wife and her lovers to witness my orgasm.
After this, we spoke even less to one another. But rather than drift apart, we became more dependent on each other. We both knew we would continue our experiments and that, whatever it was we were looking for, we needed each other to discover it. There was no need to discuss our feelings. We knew what we wanted and how to get it.
It was easy for me to arrange another meeting with the two men we had met for our first encounter. Carol and I had a mutual, unspoken agreement that I would make the arrangements. If she was embarrassed about meeting the same men again, she said nothing. They had enjoyed Carol's body and her eagerness to give herself to them. Tom, tall and trim, enjoyed looking at my wife and wanted nothing more than to let her ride him until he exploded inside of her. The second man, Nick, was older. His interest went beyond my wife's full curves. He was also interested in the hidden forces that were driving the two of us in our adventures. There was a chemistry between him and my wife that enhanced our excitement.
So it was that a couple of weeks later the four of us met once more in the same hotel bar. Carol was wearing a black cocktail dress that clung to her hips and breasts. She looked down at her lap most of the time and didn't say much. It was up to me to keep the small talk going as we ordered a round of drinks.
It didn't take long for the conversation to peter out. After a moment of silence, Nick turned to Carol and said, "I've been looking forward to this." He raised a hand and gently stroked her hair. Carol's face flushed and she closed her eyes for a moment. The second man, Tom, was looking at Carol as he sipped his drink, his gaze moving slowly over her curves.
"Your body is incredible," Nick continued. "Full, and luscious." He stroked her hair again. "Would you like to show it to us again?" The blood was pounding in my head and in my cock as Carol nodded, still looking down at her lap.
"Then let's not waste any more time," Nick said. The three of them stood up and headed towards the elevator, ignoring me. I watched Carol from behind, walking between the two men. Her bum swayed and jiggled with every step. As they passed a man in the lobby, he turned his head to look at her. They went to the reception desk. Nick said something to the woman behind the counter, who nodded to my wife and gave them a key.