This is a continuation of an earlier story about a young couple, John and Sara. She enjoyed swinging in her first marriage and started training her new husband in an effort to get him to enjoy the swinging lifestyle too. He struggled with his jealousy when they had a threesome and then a foursome and he managed to overcome the rage that threatened to tear them apart. In a party with eight couples he became extremely jealous when his wife disappeared with a huge black man. He left her at the party. He cooled down after a while and returned home to his wife. He continues his story.
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My name is John; I was telling you how my wife, Sara, and I almost destroyed our marriage at a swinger's party. Sara convinced me that she loved only me and that the people she had sex with at parties were only friends. She insisted that it was just sex, no love was involved. She vowed that we would never go to another party no matter what.
She held my face between her little hands and said, "I never again want to feel the despair and agony I felt when I learned you had left the party without me. I knew you were badly hurt. I thought I would die. I never wanted that to happen, it kills me that I hurt you. I am ashamed that I had put you in a position where something like that could happen. It was totally my fault. I should have known better than to expose you to something like that." Tears coursed down her cheeks as she talked.
This was several weeks after the incident. She was still unable to discuss the party without breaking down and crying. I pulled her into my arms and held her close to my body. I still had some unresolved feelings and we had not had sex since the party. I thought I had forgiven her but I couldn't get an erection that would stay hard for more than a few seconds. Whenever I started getting intimate with Sara I saw in my mind the vision of her French-kissing Maurice, her huge black lover. I saw his long thick cock stretching her tight little pussy. The old feeling that she belonged to him and not to me swept through me. I would just roll off of her and go somewhere where I could hang my head and cry.
I loved Sara with all my heart. I just didn't know what to do to save our marriage. She would always find me very soon and try and comfort me. She never failed to try and get me to tell her what was bothering me. I just knew if I started talking to her about that I would say something that would ruin things between us.
One day I came home from a job and found Cindy Martin sitting in our living room alone. Cindy is a very pretty girl; I am very fond of her and her husband. She was our friend in our three ways and she and her husband, Fred, joined Sara and I for our foursomes. I had learned to really enjoy the foursomes. They were both dear friends and we hadn't seen them in several months.
I walked to her and she stood and we kissed for a long time. She pulled back and tears ran from her eyes, "John, I have really missed you guys. How are you?"
"Not too good Sweetie. I don't know if we are going to make it. Where is Sara?"
"She went out for a while. She won't be back until I call her. You and I need to talk."
"Have you talked to Sara lately?"
"Honey, Sara and I talk to each other every day. I know exactly how things are between the two of you. She is sick over what she did to you. I can't stand to see her this way, the girl loves you more than life it's self. She is at her wit's end."
"Cindy, there are some things I saw that night that just come into my mind every time we get close to each other. I watched her make love to Maurice. It wasn't just sex. It was far more intense than that. It was as if they belonged to each other. Like she was his and no longer mine, I guess I still feel that way."
"Oh, John, Honey, I KNOW that is not true. We do not lie to each other, ever. She tells me everything. She cries all day over you. I know she has never shed a single tear over Maurice. She never mentions him. She hasn't even mentioned his name in months but she talks about nothing but you. You guys are so much in love with each other it is crazy to be tearing each other apart. Do you really want to live the rest of your life and never see her again. Because that is the way she is talking. OH! She will never let you leave, I'm afraid she will decide she is totally responsible for your misery and that she will run away or kill herself to free you. I am scared to death for her, I really am!"
"Cindy, you know I love Sara, I just can't work my way past this, I just don't know what to do."
"John, do you trust me?"
"Of course I do, totally."
"I have a crazy idea that might just work. Do not plan anything for tonight after dinner. OK?"
"Sure, I'll try anything as long as it doesn't hurt Sara."
"I pray that it won't hurt either of you. I love both of you."
"Thanks Cindy, I really miss our times with you and Fred. I especially miss the closeness with you girl. You are special to me. I love you, not like I love Sara, but I do love you." She pulled my face to hers for another long sweet kiss.
"I'll see you tonight John, Sara will be in soon. Love her as hard as you can and tell her how much you care about her, she needs that right now."
After dinner Sara and I were talking and wondering what Cindy had in mind. I heard our doorbell and Sara jumped up to get the door. I was right behind her. It was Cindy and Fred. Cindy hugged Sara and turned to me, "John, how are you feeling tonight?"
"Not bad, Babe. I'm cool, as the dudes say."
Cindy laughed, "John, the 'dudes' haven't said that in years. But I'll take your word for it." By now we were all seated. She looked in my eyes. "Sweetie, listen carefully to me. I have someone outside who wants to talk to you. Will you promise to listen to what he has to say with out interrupting?"
"Sure, no problem."
"OK. I'll be right back." She walked to the front door and opened it. In walked two black people, Maurice and Shawanda! I jumped to my feet. Cindy ran to me and held my face between her hands. She pulled my face so that I could only see her face. She said, "You promised!"
"I'm cool. No problem." I sat back down.
Shawanda smiled at me and said, "Please listen to Maurie, he needs to get this off of his chest."
Maurice looked at me and then at Cindy. Cindy said, "Go ahead and speak your piece."
"John, I owe you and Sara my sincere and most heart felt apology. My behavior the night of our party was unforgivable and I realize it has caused you and Sara a great deal of pain, embarrassment, and discomfort. I had no intention of doing that. I was so deliriously happy about seeing Sara again I just had to have her to myself for a while. Sara is one of my favorite people in the whole world.
"I am ashamed that I hurt her. I want you to know that I am not now nor have I ever been in love with Sara. We have always been the best of 'fuck buddies'. I know she loves you, John. She begged me to let her go to you and I didn't listen. I didn't pay any attention to her.
"You see, I know it takes me a half an hour or more of careful stretching and gentle working my way inside her before she is comfortable and can enjoy my big cock. I am always concerned that I will injure her physically. She is so tiny that is always my first concern.
I am totally devastated to learn that my actions hurt little Sara and her new husband. I swear I will never have sex with her again. I beg both of you to please forgive me and please let me be your friend again." Tears ran down both his black cheeks.
Shawanda looked at me. "Can you find it in your heart to forgive both of us?"
I looked at both of them. "I think my wife is one of the sexiest women in the world. Maurice, I know just how you feel about having sex with her. She makes me act foolish too! I have never been able to resist her.
"I blame my self for a lot of our problem. I let her talk me into things that really don't feel right to me. I have resolved that if she still wants to be with me that I will say NO when I have any doubts about what she wants us to do. I know I have been a bastard to live with lately. I hope this meeting and hearing Maurice will ease my tensions and relieve the stress between Sara and myself. It has to work. I know that without her as my wife I have no reason to live, none at all." I looked at Sara; she had her face in her hands. Her shoulders were shaking; she looked up and sobbed, "You guys are all wrong, it was totally my fault. I am supposed to know my man better than that. I should never have let that happen.
"John, you are my life, now and forever. With your permission I want to go off the pill right now. I want your babies, at least a dozen of them."
My jaw dropped, "12 kids. Wow! We need a bigger house."
She wiped her eyes, "Well maybe just 2 or 3. I swear that I will be a true and faithful wife to you. No more parties until the oldest leaves home. Maybe not even then, it will be up to you my dearest husband." Maurice stood and walked over to me and held his hand out. I took it and shook it firmly.
I grinned at him and said, "Thanks for coming over tonight."