Jeff had really opened up to me about his fantasies. He continued to drop subtle hints that he would like me to go beyond where I had ended up in bed with Frank and Jen. I was real honest in telling my husband that the new experiences for me were more than I could have imagined sexually, and that I had been ok with his little roll in the hay with Carol at the club. I just wasn't ready to tell him that I could deal with my jealousy the way he had dealt with his.
We were both very open and honest about what we wanted and how we felt but I just didn't know how I was ever going to make Jeff feel the loss of control that I had experienced at the hands of our neighbor. To him it was all about the act itself. To me it had been the trapped feeling that took away my control followed by the paradise I felt when the sex had been so incredible.
A few weeks went by and life was getting back to normal. I ran into Jen as I was walking home from Tommy's school. One thing led to another and I asked her if she would like to go out for diner and maybe some dancing. When she started to tease me about how my last attempt at a night out had ended, I just smiled remembering what she and Frank had done to me and I said, "No Really" just a girl's night out. Jen said she knew just the place and would Friday night be too soon.
I told her I would clear it with Jeff but that I thought that would be fine.
Jeff was really excited when I told him I had made plans with Jen as that is something that a few weeks ago, I would not have even considered. Jeff went on to say that he would find a sitter and join in the Friday night card game with his friends from work. He then asked if my real intent with ladies night out was to find a new cock to pleasure myself. I just told him he was terrible even though he said he would be perfectly ok if I did.
Jeff left for his game by 6. I worked out all the details with the sitter and at 7PM on Friday, Jen picked me up. She was wearing a tight fitting pair of jeans and a tube top with comfy shoes for dancing. I had decided on a simple knee length skirt and a button up the front blouse. Jen was all smiles as she told me about this great seafood restaurant about an hour's drive from here. She told me that the best part was that it was right down the street from this really popular hotel bar that always seemed to attract the best dancers.
On the way to diner the topic turned to sex. Somehow Jen could always be relied on to bring that subject up. She wanted to know if I was on the prowl tonight. I assured her that I would be looking but that I had no intention of going to bed with anyone. After thinking about that for a moment, I bashfully told Jen that I wouldn't want to be in her way if that was what she was looking for. She assured me that she had ample opportunity for that and this evening would be for me.
Small talk at diner, made me realize that Jen was a pretty well educated woman with lots of interests besides sex. I liked her more all the time. I did have two glasses of wine, but this time I was totally in control. When the check arrived, I tried to pay my share but Jen wouldn't hear of it. I ended up leaving the tip and we went off in search of this bar.
It was so close that I could see the hotel as we were pulling out of the restaurant parking lot. It was well lite with water fountains and lush green lawns. Jen left the car with the valet and we headed for the bar. The place was decorated very elaborately and had a large dance floor and two separate bars. There were a maze of tables around the room and booths along two walls. We were able to find a booth at the far end that was lit more romantically than I would have wanted being with a girl fried, but it had a good view of the dance floor and most of the bar. Jen ordered us each a fruity rum drink and the action began almost immediately. We no sooner got our drinks and what seemed like a parade of guys started asking us to dance. It wasn't till much later that I realized the men outnumbered the women 3 or 4 to one.
We were really enjoying just sitting and talking. Guys would join us for a while but Jen seemed to sense that I wasn't interested as she would politely send them on their way. It must have been two hours later that Jen noticed my repeated eyeing of this one good looking guy standing at the bar. He appeared to be in his early 30's about 6'3 with short black hair wearing a business suit. He seemed to have a buddy out on the dance floor that wasn't bad looking either but I was really thinking how handsome he was. I never knew I was being that obvious until Jen asked if I wanted to go introduce myself, assuring me that the old days of waiting for the guy to ask was long gone. I just blushed and said I couldn't do that.
A few minutes later these two young guys came up and asked us to dance. This time Jen just said sure. These two guys must have been in their early twenties, but they made me feel like the older woman and Jen was probably ten years older than me. I guess I wasn't left with a choice so I followed my dance partner to the nearest part of the dance floor. He had shoulder length blonde hair and was in great shape. I just seemed to let my attention wander to watching Jen and her partner and to my handsome man at the bar.
After two fast dances, my partner got the hint that I was really not interested. While Jen found one dance partner after another, I went back to our table. Paying attention to Jen, I never noticed the man from the bar sliding in next to me at the table. He introduced himself as Tim and told me he was in town on business with his co-worker Dan. He told me he noticed that my friend, like his was more interested in dancing then either of us appeared to be. He wondered out loud if we also were staying at the hotel.
I told him a little about me and the conversation really had me focused on his big dark eyes and his ability to listen. I seemed to do most of the talking but I did find out that he was married, had a young daughter and had been in town all week from Chicago.
For the better part of an hour our friends stayed on the dance floor and Tim and I just talked. I must have really looked disappointed when finally Tim said he had to leave to take care of some unfinished business. Up until then, Tim had been a perfect gentleman but seeing my expression must have emboldened him and his next line floored me. As he looked me in the eyes Tim said, I have never done anything like this before but I have truly enjoyed your company. If you would like to join me for a night cap here is my room key. He left a key on the table and quickly turned and walked toward the elevators on the far side of the room.
I sat there stunned until Jen came back to the table ten minutes later and asked what was wrong. I pointed to the key and told her what had happened. Jen then asked what I planned to do about it. My reaction had been that I couldn't just go to a strange man's room.
Jen ordered more drinks and told me that either way it was my choice. She reminded me of Jeff's subtle hints and how wonderful I had felt after opening up to Frank. She kept saying it was totally my choice, but she kept pushing me to pick up his key. For the better part of an hour, Jen kept nudging me and the drinks kept coming. Finally Jen convinced me to use the room key. She said she would go with me to the fifth floor and then she would meet me in the lobby if the bar had closed by the time I got back as it was already past midnight.
On very unsteady legs, Jen rode up with me to the fifth floor, placed the room key in my hand and said she would see me in a few hours. I stepped out of the elevator and she went back to the bar. As I walked down the long hallway to room 516, I kept wondering what had happened to all my beliefs of just a few weeks ago. It was obvious what everyone else wanted for me but was meeting a stranger in his hotel room what I really wanted. I still hadn't decided as I put the key in the card slot and slowly turned the handle.
It was almost four in the morning when I returned to the lobby. I was surprised to see Jen even though she had promised to be there. She had dozed off on a corner chair.
When I walked up to her, she opened her eyes and said I looked radiant. I said at this hour all I want to do is go home and sleep. I asked her if she was OK to drive because I was probably going to fall asleep in the car. The valet brought the car and she assured me that she would have me home in an hour. To my surprise I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking that this is what my husband wanted for me. I was going to tell him everything that had happened and I knew he would get really turned on. I was just lost as to how I would ever be able to let go of my jealousy and do the same for the man I love.
I kept thinking that I could take him to the club or I could ask Jen to seduce him, but that would just be sex, and he would never feel what I was feeling because to me it was more than the sex. Jen left me alone with my thoughts for the first half of the drive. Finally she asked if there was anything I would like to share with her.
I said that there was and that I just didn't know how to express it. She asked me how it had been with Tim and I told her that the sex had been incredible. When she pushed me for all the juicy details, I told her that I would like to share that with Jeff first. She seemed to totally understand when she said, ok girl, if it wasn't the fucking, what is bothering you.