Author's note: the following story is purely a work of fiction and any resemblance to real people or events is purely coincidental. The author wishes to express his gratitude to rozezwild for her editing to make this a better story.
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I love surprises. I always have. Christmas morning was always full of surprises. There were surprises on my birthday. Sometimes other surprises just seemed to pop out of no where.
But then, not all surprises are good. Some can be simply devastating.
Let me go back and give a little history. Back in high school, I was a little on the geeky side, a member of the Chess Club, the National Honor Society, the Math Club and a few other of those less-than-popular activities. Nevertheless I was lucky enough to date modestly often and several times managed to dip my wick into some pretty sweet honey pots. I wasn't the school stud but then I wasn't a virgin either.
When I moved on to college though, it was a whole different world. For the first couple of years, I reveled in the fact that there were many women there who found knowledge to be attractive. I dated a variety of coeds and few refused my advances. I recognized that it was just sex without love but sex can be very gratifying!
Then part way through my junior year, I met Ann at an afternoon tea at the home of one of my professors. She was not a classic beauty but she certainly was more than just attractive. Although she was conservatively dressed, it was obvious that she had a very nice figure, the kind I much preferred.
After spending some time chatting with her, I asked if she would let me take her to dinner and a movie the next week and she agreed. Although there was no sex involved, we both seemed to like each other's company. On our second date the following week, I felt her out about sex and she told me that she was a virgin and intended to remain that way until the night she was married, since her religion taught her that was the right thing to do. I told her I could live with that, although I didn't tell her how many times I masturbated thinking about it.
Toward the end of that school year, I asked Ann to marry me and she said yes. We decided to have the wedding during the Christmas-New Year's Holidays that year and began making plans for a relatively small wedding. I say relatively because with my sister's family and her four older sisters and one brother and all of their families, we would have about 150 people before we included our closest friends, swelling the invitation list to about 200, still small by some standards.
The night after we were married, we drove a short distance to a nice hotel. I thought it was a little odd when she spent 70 minutes in the bathroom and came to bed in a flannel nightie. She didn't keep it on long but I'm not sure she was really ready to shed it. For sure, the work was all up to me.
I spent quite a bit of time in foreplay, kissing her, licking her, running my fingertips lightly all over her. But when I finally got to her pussy, her lips were almost dry. My cock had been producing more pre-cum than she was. And when I attempted to slip a finger into her, she complained that I was pinching her. What a passion killer!
I went back to sucking and licking her tits, which were nice sized and stood up very well, although her nipples were on the small side. At last she was damp enough and encouraged me to climb on. I got in her saddle and gently worked my cock up and down, trying to get it as well-lubricated as possible. Even then it was a major production to break her hymen. Then I put everything I had learned to work trying to please her. My best efforts seemed to no avail and by the time I came, she had made no sounds to indicate pleasure and the only expressions of approval were some kisses. I never felt any movement from her at all, let alone anything that seemed to indicate an orgasm.
The next day we caught a flight that connected with a Caribbean cruise. It bothered me that, even on our honeymoon, we only had sex once a day and that was almost always in the missionary position. She didn't want to try any other positions. I asked why I was not pleasing her but she swore that she was loving it, even if she didn't make a lot of noise or talk about it. Uh, huh!
I eventually got her to try doggy style and that was okay for her so we had a little variety ... about as little as possible. Other positions 'hurt her legs" or 'made her back sore' or something. And some nights she was 'just too tired' to have sex - that after laying around the pool under an umbrella all day! After we got back into our daily routines, the same thing happened except the frequency of sex began slowly dropping - once every two days, then every three, then weekly and once every two weeks.
Not that she was not helpful. She did use her hands on my cock and balls frequently, if she didn't get that messy stuff on her hands. And she didn't mind kneading my balls while I jacked off, as long as I didn't get my cum on her. Maybe I should have seen something wrong then but I didn't. I whined and wheedled and coerced and complained, all of which she listened to very earnestly, but nothing actually changed. By the time I graduated, I was distraught. This was not what I had bargained for - I thought!
Then Ann came up pregnant just after I landed my first big job in the loan department of a large southeastern financial institution. Ann's sex drive seemed to increase a little and I was pleased. For nine months, I got some about once a week - not very much but when you've been on short rations, it seemed great.
Unfortunately after Amy was born, our schedule reverted to the same old same old. Not very good. I soon became frustrated again. I would get fed up after a while and we've have an argument. She would pretend to listen to me and agree to do something about it but in reality she was just appeasing me because the schedule never improved. In fact I was lucky to get a piece every three weeks. For 22 months I put up with it.
Then Ann's attitude seemed to change. She actually initiated sex one night, then fended me off the next six before letting me screw her again. Six weeks later, after a rather satisfying bout of fucking, mostly banging into her ass from behind, she announced that she had seen a doctor and she was pregnant again. Sure enough at the end of nine months of almost weekly fucking, Edward was born. I was ready to try to make her pregnant immediately but she wasn't having any.
Okay, okay. So there are alternatives, you say, without breaking our wedding vows. Sure there are. We could have oral sex. I love oral sex. I love giving as well as receiving. One time - one fucking time - she put her lips around my cock, for maybe all of 7 seconds before she decided there was no way she could stand that slippery thing in her mouth. It never entered her lips again.
Well, I do love to give oral. A number of my lady friends had complimented me on my technique and staying power with my tongue. But not Ann. To her, it was an abomination that I would even want to put my lips between her legs. She couldn't believe that I would want to suck her pussy and then kiss her with those same lips! Three times during all the years we were married I threatened and begged until she let me spend a few minutes there but never to a satisfactory end.
So there's always anal, right? Wrong! One time - that's one, uno, a single - one time I talked her into letting me fuck her ass. I spent 45 minutes preparing her and when the tip of my finger eased into her, she started crying. When the head of my cock pushed inside, she screamed so loud I thought I was killing her. She was tighter than the fangs of an aroused Doberman pinscher. Needless to say that never happened again.
So after the second baby was born, our sexual activity reverted to the once every 3 - 4 weeks schedule. Argh! So frustrating! I began spending a little more time at work so I didn't have to think about it at home. When I was home, I immersed myself in a couple of non-sexual hobbies to keep my mind off it.
That is not to say that I didn't still try. I took her a bouquet of flowers every few days. I took the family out to eat fairly regularly. I made arrangements for a baby sitter every 7 to 10 nights to take her on a 'dinner and movie date' in hopes that she'd feel romanced and more inclined to be loving in bed. Sometimes it worked but I think that was mostly coincidental, falling on the night I would have gotten it if I hadn't put out any effort at all.
I was so tempted to look for satisfaction elsewhere. I was convinced that Ann wouldn't know and probably couldn't care less as long as she wasn't embarrassed by something I did in public. And there were opportunities. Man, were there opportunities! After our fifth anniversary, I was assigned out to the information systems department as a consultant. They were working on the design of a totally new in-house software package for every aspect of the banking system, to include tie-ins to the branch banks. It was a concept that had never been attempted in those days.
One of the project managers in the IS department was a 32-year-old brunette named Melissa Eldridge. I was assigned to work with Melissa and her team of systems analysts and the first day I walked into her office, I was struck by her sexiness. Yes, she was pretty but her aura said, "Sex, sex, sex!"
Right from the beginning, she told me to call her Missy or Mel. I'd have called her anything she wanted as long as she let me stay close. I had a difficult time (yeah, a 'hard' time!) maintaining control around her. She preferred slick jersey dresses with V-necks that showed generous cleavage and relatively short skirts that flirted with showing what was underneath, but never actually did.