It was all a blur. Time passed, words were exchanged, awkward moments were had, and somehow we ended up joining the Chris's on their Honeymoon in Jamaica.
Jayson and I didn't get to speak very much in the days following the wedding. We were caught up in a world wind of excitement from the ceremony. It was all a distraction, to be honest. When I think about it, I believe my husband may have been avoiding the conversation. Maybe he thought I was gonna bring up some existential problem with our marriage. I couldn't make heads or tails of his behavior but I went along with it out of a sense of guilt and even a hint of curiosity.
We initially turned down the offer to travel with the Chris's on their Honeymoon but after they twisted our arms into pretzels by practically begging, we agreed to go. Jayson rationalized our decision to join them by claiming to need a vacation ourselves. Still, we didn't want to be a direct part of their romantic getaway. They wouldn't have it, they insisted that we make it a "couples thing", whatever that meant. The crazy part about it all was that we weren't really that close to them. They were friends of friends from our home town. Sure, we've double dated a few times and had similar interest when it came to things like family, morals, marriage, and life in general. They were cool and all but not, "join you on the most intimate getaway in your lives" cool. I don't know if you are ever suppose to be that close to your friends.
"How in the actual fuck, did we get to this point?" I thought to myself while sitting across from Christian and Jayson.
We were all lounging outside a huge Villa, on a beautiful all inclusive resort, beach side, dressed appropriately for the occasion. The boys were yapping it up like there were no cares in the world. Like one of them weren't keeping a scandalous, world ending secret from the other. Christina and I were sitting together, sun bathing and overhearing our husbands measure their dicks with story after story of former glory from their high school and college years.
"I'm getting in the water. It's too beautiful not to." Christina said, finally breaking the silence.
I didn't say a word, I simply joined her. The ocean water was cool and refreshing. The moment the waves rushed past my knees I was compelled to completely submerge myself. If only for a brief moment, I was whisked away from my intrusive thoughts about what occurred less than a week ago. As I emerged from the calming waters I was presented with stares and smirks from Jayson and the Chris's. Before I could put together what the apparent joke was Christina yelled out from the shoreline.
"Nice tits, girl!"
Looking down I eyed my bare breast and immediately cupped them in my palms in an attempt at covering up. My nipples were stiff and sensitive from catching the evening breeze off the water. To my surprise and embarrassment, Jayson and Christian whistled and pumped their fist in celebration of me unintentionally losing my top.
I never did find my bikini top, or at least not that evening. I guessed Christina felt bad because she soon joined me in my partial nakedness by removing her top, exposing her impressive breast which had a lovely, perky sag to them. Her actions brought on more cheers from the boys. Christina and I placed playful slaps on their arms in protest. If I had to be honest, that event help to break the ice. Things were a bit tense between Christina and I despite how well Jayson and Christian were getting along. In the back of my mind I was still feeling shity for having fucked her husband on their wedding night. Her playful, free spirited demeanor was indicative of her ignorance to our deception. I played along for as long as I could.
Moments later, after becoming more comfortable with being topless around people other than Jayson, I relaxed into my husband's comforting embrace. We all witnessed a gorgeous sunset over the water. Lying there in Jayson's arms, with the cool breeze washing over our bodies, I was able to finally enjoy a moment of peace. Though I needed to get a heavy weight off my chest I was able to relax a bit. The horizon appeared as a painting and casted a gorgeous scene of pink colors rippling atop the water. The sounds of waves crashing on the beach as a tide came in. The fresh smell of salt in the air. It was all magical. I thought that maybe things would go well for us there. The truth and all its messiness could wait until we got back to the states. So I thought.
"So, you guys hear that a couple was fucking in one of the closets in the reception hall at our wedding?"
Christina spoke softly from across the distance between them and us. Though it cam off as a joke there was an undertone of seriousness in her voice. My heart nearly left my chest. Shame, fear, and guilt struck like lightening and I nearly broke into tears. I had been found out. The smirk on Christian's face was an indication of that. That motherfucker probably outright told his wife what happened. He was always the overly cocky type. Not so much arrogant but way too sure of himself. Poor Christina seemed to be passively confronting me about it or rather that's how I took it. The emotions welling in my chest was too much to deal with at the moment. Without thinking, my body had taken over. Before I knew it I was quickly making tracks back towards the Villa. Jayson and the Chris's yelled to me but I wouldn't turn around to answer. I needed to get away from them.
I stopped in the kitchen to catch my breath. It took a while to come down from my emotions and even longer to steady my thoughts. My mind could not find a positive solution to the mess I was in. No matter how I did the math in my head, the results were clear. I was fucked. While standing at the marble island top with my head buried in my folded arms, tears began falling down my face, pooling on the surface below. I couldn't have felt more like shit. At least there was relief to be had through that long, moaning, snotty cry.
Moments later someone came into the kitchen. I couldn't tell who it was but I felt there presence behind me. I was too much of a visible and emotional mess to lift my head to see who it was. Whoever it was they didn't speak a word. A hand, soft yet firm, touched and caressed between my shoulder blades and then made a slow trail down my back. Their intentions were far from sexual but that didn't stop me from shivering with pleasure. Because, of course I was turned on from their comforting. Comforting I did not deserve but desperately needed. I honestly didn't care who was caressing my back in an attempt at calming my emotions. Truthfully, I wanted them to do more to me. To remove me from the horribly intrusive thoughts that were wreaking havoc on my sanity. Because, of course I wanted to be fucked right then and there. That's how I got into that situation in the first place.
"Sue. Did I say something wrong?"
It was Christina.
I responded after a brief silence. "I-I have something to tell you." I was able to speak through the tears but what came out wasn't the truth about what happened back at the wedding. It was another truth. A truth that complimented my emotions at the time. Something that came over me seemingly from out of thin air.
"I want to kiss you... I'am sorry. That is weird and way inappropriate. But I just really want to kiss you right now."
There was silence. Christina didn't say a thing. Her hand continued to trace up and down my back, giving me pleasant chills and moistening my pussy. I was too embarrassed to face her. Soon she tugged at one of my arms, beckoning me to stand upright. I complied. We stood face to face and for the first time ever I saw her in a different light. Christina was absolutely stunning. Her dark brown complexion glistened in the muted light from beneath the cabinets. Her eyes equally glowed as they spoke the words she did not need to say. Her lids were low and fluttering with fabricated bashfulness. Her beautiful full lips curled into a crooked smile. Surveying her body I took notice of her ample breast. Their large, dark aureola framed perky nipples that begged to be licked, sucked, and bitten. Her waist was thin for her sized but her hips were wide and curvy. Making my way back to her face I took notice of her curly hair which danced in the breeze from the open back door. Before then I had never felt that way about a female. I had never wanted to kiss, lick, and bite someone that much in my entire life.
Before I could shoot my shot, Christina lifted my chin with one of her index fingers, leaned down and pressed her soft lips against mine.