Thank god the wedding was short. I sat next to Jayson trying to mask my squirms and silent screams during the ceremony. He suspected something but thought little enough of my behavior to not pay me much attention. I wasn't sure why he was so focused on the wedding but I was nonetheless grateful.
How could I have been so stupid? How didn't I know? Was I so slut-blinded that I couldn't tell the difference between my own husband and some random? I knew there was something off about him in that room. I just thought Jayson was being extra. I never thought for a second that it wasn't my husband.
So, there I sat watching Cris and Cris, or Cristian and Cristina, get blissfully wed after several break-ups and make-ups. The wedding followed their most recent make-up. The Cris's were meant for each other. I guess they finally realized what everyone else saw for years and decided to make it official. Watching them exchange vows, rings, and tender kisses helped me realize why Jayson was so captivated by the moment. That moment also helped me realized why we enjoyed going to weddings. We always felt all lovey-dovey after the couple made their promises and sealed them by passionately pressing their lips together in an extended display of love and affection. Jayson and I would hold hands, look into each other's eyes, and become swept away by all the emotions. Emotions that would start off gentle and romantic, but would quickly end hard, raunchy, and damn near disrespectful. That wedding, despite my previous visit to the realm of debauchery, was no different than the others.
Not long after the ceremony and a few less than desired interactions with people I didn't care to exchange pleasantries, I found myself, again, pressed against the same wall from earlier. At least that time it was the right person rolling around inside me. The pretend-whore feeling from before was replaced with something more real for meeting the qualifications of a true slut. I rationalized my actions from earlier by telling myself that I was just too turned on by the thought of having secret sex with Jayson in the back room of the reception hall. But that math didn't math. For once, I decided to be a bit honest with myself. I kinda knew it wasn't Jayson in the room with me before. Sadly enough, that turned me on even more.
That small dose of honesty opened something within me. As if something tightly bound had broken free, all sorts of revelations poured into my sex'd out brain like a river breaking through a dam. I knew it wasn't Jayson, and I was glad it hadn't been. I wasn't really ashamed, I was afraid of being found out. That is why I initially couldn't sit still and watch the ceremony. I felt like all eyes were on me instead of the bride and groom. Like everyone could see the deceit on me.
More thoughts poured in. Shameless, skanky thoughts. The thought of Jayson stirring some other guys cum inside of me. Him thinking that the foreign seed was my wetness brought on by excitement, drove me insane. The other guy towered over me like a giant. His hands were large and strong. His cock filled me to the brim without the full length being inserted. I was lying to myself earlier. Telling myself that Jayson was tiptoeing in that back room and that I got him so excited he grew several additional inches. My husband couldn't achieve any of that on the best of days.
I was shameless in that moment, while Jayson plowed away at my previously stretched hole. My husband certainly couldn't fill me like the shadowy dude did but he had other tricks up his sleeve that didn't require a massive cock, height or strong hands to pull off.
Being married for as long as Jayson and I were, and having a sexual appetite as large as mine, Jayson knew exactly how to please me. My loving husband, with his few short comings, learned my body early on in our relationship. His smooth hands remembered every curve of my slender frame. His tongue was an absolute blessing between my legs, and anywhere else for that matter. He knew exactly how and when to talk during sex and despite his small but good enough size, Jayson knew how to hit my G-spot and would last for an eternity grinding into if the time permitted.
I was going back and forth between feeling wonderfully slutty and feeling like an awful slut. While I wanted and appreciated all that I received and was receiving at that moment, I couldn't help but feel shitty. I cheated and my husband was unknowingly splashing around in the evidence. Ruining the crime scene.
"Damn, I love you, Sue!" Jayson grunted.