My name is Mikel Robinson. The day after my eighteenth birthday. My Father died, and my Mother rushed to have him cremated, telling me it best to start putting it behind us.
Less than a week later, Mom saw another guy and invited him and his three kids to move into the house. They started sleeping together from day one. The usual questions came to mind. Did she see the prick before Dad died? I was in the hospital with a cracked left hip and my right arm broken near the shoulder.
His two sons and a heavily muscled daughter would beat the crap out of me whenever they could. They would even come into my room when I was sleeping and hit me. One would hold a rolled-up towel to gag me while the other two had their way. This time, they all three jumped me near a wooded area of a local park and beat me with branches they found there. They didn't stop until an off-duty policeman heard the noise and came to my rescue. They fled through the trees and were gone when he arrived. He called 911 and stayed till the EMS arrived.
Once I was out of surgery and back in my room, my Mother came in, "I don't know why you always provoke them like you do! I can't take you causing all this and then try to play it off as it was you against them all the time, and they are always the cause of it all! Anyway, it's all over now. You are moving out. I don't care where you go, but you won't be in the house to cause any more damage to anyone. You brought this all upon yourself, and now you must pay the price for it."
"While you're sitting in here recovering, I suggest you find a place to live because when you get released, I'll let you know the storage locker where you can find your things. I have to go home and settle everyone down over this shit storm you created," then she turned and walked out of the room. A beautiful candy striper stood outside the door beside a cart of books, and that she always pushed up and down the halls.
The candy striper quickly picked up an armload of books and entered the room across the hall to avoid her. A few moments later, she came out and began watching me through the glass as she returned the books to her cart.
All I could do was lie back and hope that the next round of meds would hurry up and help me forget everything for a while. I realized I was expecting my mother's attitude, but the part where she kicked me to the curb, not so much. And then I was pulled back from the edge by the most unusual question I ever heard...
"Hey There, I know I'm being a total pain. But they make me ask everyone as part of my parole. Do you want something to read? Perhaps a book or a magazine?" Her pause was practiced, "I even have some of today's paper after Mr. Molston got through with it."
"You have any that has a cut-out hiding a gun, do you?" I replied without thinking.
"I understand. Any Aunt of mine do that to me, I'd want to shoot her too!"
"Not an Aunt, though she is a 'Mother,' my voice had a slightly manic edge. The realization of what was happening hit me just as I realized that I was here. I was strapped to a machine six hours a day, making me work all my leg joints till I wanted to kill someone, hoping I wouldn't look too funny trying to walk again. "The gun reference wasn't for her."
What followed next made me a firm believer in the phrase, 'The calm before the Storm,' and what a freaking storm it was!
She stormed across the room. Both hands grabbed my shirt and sling, pulling my body up and twisting it against the machine's straps on my leg. "Listen, you little fucker! Nobody gets out of life alive, and no one gets to punch their timecard on my watch, not this time! So man up and grow some balls!" She opened her hands, and my body fell back in the bed. Her eyes widened a bit, "Hold on! I remember you. You're the guy who always sits alone by the big oak tree at school. I don't have you in any of my classes, but quite a few of my friends do. They wonder if you're gay or just a loner... So what am I going to tell them?"
"Tell them I'm damaged goods with too much personal luggage for anyone to go through, and you can also add that I'm homeless now as well. So now, if you don't mind, please push your cart further down the hall. I have enough to think about right now and am not looking to add to it!"
A couple of nurses came into the room in response to my loud voice. The candy striper met them at the door, "Everything's fine, he's just crying over some milk he spilled," and pushed her cart down the hall. The nurses looked after her strangely, and then their heads swiveled in my direction with the same look. I hardly noticed as my mind tried to sort out the latest events in my life.
My doctor came into the room around 2 p.m. and gave me the news that a crack had begun to widen in the hip socket and that I now had to have the hip replaced. It seemed that life wanted to finish the beating the three had started. The only good thing was I didn't get a visit from the candy striper that day, so I had some peace and quiet.
The following day, after a rousing hospital breakfast (ha-ha!) A greasy-looking man with a briefcase came into my room and told me that they were not going to pay for a hip replacement, and I was being dropped off the healthcare coverage in place. He produced some paperwork he said I had to sign. "Don't sign a fucking thing!" erupted from behind him. The candy striper walked into the room, "I'll be recommending charges be filed for you approaching a medically induced patient with trumpet-up files, trying to have him sign them to thwart your client from their financial responsibility due to their child."
She snatched up the paperwork he had and then said, "Security, show this man out, and I want a guard on this door to stop any follow-up harassment towards this patient. He has suffered enough."
One of the guards present was a huge black man. He gave me a wink and stepped over to the lawyer, then gave him the biggest grin I've ever seen, " You're not a fall risk, are you, dude?" The color instantly vanished from the lawyer's face as he finally stammered, 'No.'
I felt something inside give a long-needed 'snap,' and I could just let it all go. All the built-up tension and worry just evaporated! Large tears ran down my face as I gasped for breath, "You really should get that checked out while you're here. They'll even teach you the best ways to get back up after you do fall!" Everyone present thought the exchange was rather humorous. Some were just able to hide it better.
My eyes had just fallen upon a man I'd never seen before when the candy striper stepped in between us. "Don't ever sign anything while you're taking anything stronger than a Tylenol, you have no idea what they say. Here's all the homework you missed, and here are your school books to complete it. I've spoken with all your teachers; they know what's happening. So get busy, and I'll check back after my first round," and off she went.
She looked at the gentleman standing with my doctor, and he just held up his hands, so she continued. He glanced at me, turned, and walked away, talking with my doctor. He reminded me of a duelist from old times, sword and all, but even with that little bit of awareness, I knew he seldom lost.
It took three days of back and forth with little Ms. Candy Striper before I finally started doing the homework... it was the only thing that shut her up. Then, the day before I was supposed to have the surgery, Dr. Tellis came into my room with a younger Dr. "Mikel, I would like to introduce you to Dr. Samuel Mitchel. We want to talk with you."
Dr. Mitchel shook my hand. I'm glad to meet you, Mikel. Just call me Sam, and we'll get to know each other better tomorrow. Financial services cannot reach your Mother for the updated insurance info needed for something like this surgery to progress. As your surgery was set for tomorrow, it can no longer take place," He tore a small stack of papers in half and threw them in the trash basket.
"I have certain leeway that the hospital doesn't. Look, Mikel, The crack in your hip is getting bigger, and very soon, you will lose your ability to walk. I'm here to help you, and all you need to do is sign this." He held up a form just as the candy striper came in to drop off my homework assignments. I remembered the last time this happened, so I hesitated a moment.
She gently laughed, "Oh, you can sign that one. " Then she kissed Dr. Mitchel on the cheek, "Nice to see you again, Uncle Sam. See you at supper." She opened the door to walk out.
"How could I resist my favorite God-daughter?" He called after her.
"I'm your only God-daughter, Uncle Sam. Then, the door was closed, and everyone turned their full attention back onto me. My mind, however, was in a whirlwind, cut off from everyone. All I could feel was being battered back and forth, sure of nothing. I couldn't even feel anything solid, and I began to panic.