My husband kept telling me that I am still desirable and hot. But I never believed him because he's my husband. What else is he going to say? He's just trying to make me feel better. I had started working out a lot more and I can see myself in the mirror. It's progress but I haven't really lost weight and I wouldn't say that I was hot. I mean hell, I'm over 40 years old. But he kept on telling me that with a little flirting and showing a little skin I could easily give almost any man a hard on. I have to admit, as I walked through the gym or the supermarket, I had to wonder if it was true. I spent many a morning in the shower thinking about that one.
Later that winter we were on a ski vacation with another couple. On the drive up my husband had mentioned this so-called bet no fewer than 5 times. And since, other than our friends there would be no one else we knew, there, he dared me to test it out. I had been thinking about it for a long time and while I really did want to know if I was still sexy, I was too afraid to find out that I wasn't. When he brought it up with our friends they looked at me like I was crazy. All I had to do, they said, was get a man hard with just being sexy. No touching, just visuals. They thought it was a slam dunk. After two glasses of wine at dinner, I finally agreed.
I returned to the room to change into an outfit. I decided to go braless and wear a thong under my slacks. Anything too revealing would be weird at a ski resort. I'll tell you what - when I looked at myself in the mirror, I had the feeling my tits and ass might actually give a guy an instant stiffy!
I returned downstairs and saw our group sitting in the lounge. But rather than go over to them I ignored them and walked over to the bar. After while a few men started flirting with me but I waited for the right ones. No surprise, I'm sure more than a couple were certainly interested in me. But after doing this to about 3 or 4 men, I decided to go over to the group.
My husband looked at me and said, "So I was right, and you were wrong." Without blinking I looked at him and said, "Yes I flirted with them, but how do I know they got hard?"
Ouch! I had him.
We all joked for awhile, mostly at Steve's expense, and had a couple more drinks. Our friends excused themselves and I'm fairly certain that, due to all the talk about sex, they went back to their room to make love.
After they left Steve brought up the topic again and for some unknown reason I was very much into it. But he proposed a slightly more conclusive plan that included a "hard-on check". I was really nervous but also really turned on at the thought of getting to touch another man. So I returned to the bar and after another fifteen minutes or so, identified a guy and flirted with him. He was about 6 foot 1 or so, broad shoulders and I would guess that he was in his early thirties. He was very handsome and looked like he had some professional job that paid pretty well. So he was young enough to have the job but not yet be rich from it. His name was Erik.
So I repeated my routine of flirting, flipping my hair, and laughing at his jokes. It actually came quite easily with him. We moved to a quiet part of the lodge bar to sit down. As he sat down, I dropped my purse, turned around and bent over to give him a good view of my ass. Then, as I sat down, I bent forward slowly allowing him a grand view of my tits, right down my blouse. And there it was - I had completed my show and it was time to see if it worked. I was rather scared because he was pretty young and handsome and was probably more accustomed to having twenty-somethings fawn over him.
But as we sat on the love seat and talked, I moved my hand and leg over his crotch to check for a bulge. After a couple exploratory missions I had my answer - Success! But the result was not only to validate that indeed he had an erection, but the touching and caressing served two additional purposes. First, it helped my young man maintain his erection. And second, I realized it was an open invitation for him to reciprocate. I hadn't thought of that and a moment of fear swept over me. What would he do if he thought... Does he think that?!?! Does he want to...? With me???
But being a perfect gentleman, he moved slowly but confidently. His arm went around my back and his hand repeatedly touched my legs. Each time a little higher but never to the point where I felt like he was groping. Every once in awhile my breasts rubbed against his shoulders and chest and to be honest I don't know whether he initiated the contact or I did. (Giggle!) Either way the result was that my hard nipples were now poking through my blouse.
In a daring move, I ordered a couple shots to ease my tension. I hoped he wouldn't think any less of me. A few minutes later, the bartender appeared with a second pair of shots on the house. I later learned that it was my husband, who was enjoying the show immensely, had sent them anonymously.
Oh God! My husband. Steve's been sitting there 50 feet away from me this whole time. When I looked over at the table, he was gone. In a couple seconds I found him at the bar talking to a couple guys about the game on the TV. But he had a perfect view of everything that had just happened. He raised his glass and winked at me with a little kiss. Part of it said, "I told you so" while part of it also said, "Thank you." I couldn't quite figure that one out.
Within 30 minutes of sitting there, the effect of the shots had taken over. As I played back this whole experience I realized that this was my husbands attempt to add sexual spice to our lovemaking. We had role played a million times and talked about swinging but we never took the steps. We never met the right people. And now, as I sat here I remembered the times he told me that he loved seeing me happy so much that it would turn him on to see me experience it with another man. All of a sudden, it all made sense. the reassuring knowledge that he loved me and would be there for me no matter what. Even if it meant that I could obtain sexual gratification from another man, as long as I returned to him.
This young man with an erection and me with my pokey tits were as juiced as a couple can get. The reality began to sink in and I knew I needed to stop now or there would be no going back. I excused myself to head to the restroom and sent Steve a text:
Are you OK?
I mean it's getting pretty hot
Actually it's turning me on
I'm already thinking about what comes next
What do you think comes next?
Are you assuming I'll go home with you. ;)
Whoa - actually I was going to say that you better make a choice
Someone is getting blue balls tonight
And you get to decide who
OMG!!
That thought just made me quiver
I put my phone down, and touched up my makeup a bit. Then the texting continued:
Well?
I'm thinking
He's very handsome.
You've already "measured him up" as it were