In high school I had been a late bloomer. I was a skinny gawky girl with braces and thick glasses who was very quiet and timid. I never had a date and had few friends other than girls like myself.
I finally began to fill out the end of my sophomore year in college. By then I was a total grind and not the least bit interested in the attention I began to receive. By the time I ended my junior year I had blossomed into a real beauty. The braces and glasses were gone and I had filled out into a very sexy woman. I began to overhear comments about my body that, although they embarrassed me, made me proud of my upturned breasts, long legs and shapely ass, but all the men my age seemed so immature and obvious in what they wanted that I refused every date.
I first met Brad when I was doing a summer internship prior to starting graduate school. I was 21 and he was an older man with a high degree of self-confidence and a relaxed attitude that put me at ease immediately. Brad was head of security at the large multi-national that I interned at. He became a mentor and a friend while I was there and suggested that I take an MBA with an emphasis on computer security systems. After graduation I went to work for the company where I had interned and often worked together with Brad in developing new security systems.
After a year with the company Brad had still not asked me out. We were working on a new project together when he asked me why I had didn’t accept any of the dates that I had been offered. I told him that I was waiting for someone whom I really cared about to ask me out, that the rest would just be a waste of time. Brad looked at me a long time and then said, “You know there is a large age difference”.
I answered that seven or eight years was not a large age difference, but he shocked me when he said, “Yes, but twice that is”.
I could not believe it when he told me that he had just turned forty. He was 17 years my senior. “I thought you were in your early thirties” I said incredulously.
“I take good care of myself, watch my diet, work out regularly and am blessed with good genes” he laughingly told me.
I looked speculatively into his eyes and made a decision then that I have never regretted and reached across the table and said, “I don’t care how old you are, so when are you going to ask me out?”
That night I gave Brad my virginity and had my first orgasm. I loved sex so much that we would often never leave his apartment on weekends. The more we did it the more I wanted it! I loved that raw feeling between my legs after several hours of non stop lovemaking and would often go to work on Mondays with swollen irritated pussy lips that would rub against my thong making me even hornier. We once did it six times in an eight hour period and when I went down on him to try for a seventh he laughingly pushed my head away and said, “If we keep this up I am going to get calluses on it and lose all sensitivity”.
The first seven years of our marriage were wonderful even if often I had more stamina then he did. By the time I turned thirty Brad was slowing down. He had started his own international security consultancy for multinationals and was under a tremendous work load. Sex between us was still good, but it wasn’t often enough or long enough for me.
One day Brad brought home a vibrator that we used to spice up our sex life. One night we were both totally covered with baby oil when he slid the vibrator into my anal passage while he was inside of me. We could feel the vibrations on his penis in my vagina only separated by the thin wall between my two passages. I could feel my impending orgasm building and building and then suddenly Brad groaned and came. When I begged him not to stop he told me that he was sorry, but that maybe I needed a man closer to my own age.
That night we had a long and honest discussion. When I told Brad that I could never be unfaithful to him he answered that he would not consider it unfaithful if it was just sex for the sake of sex. I told him that I was not the type of woman to go to bars and pick up one night stands and that in today’s world of sexually transmitted diseases that sort of behavior had serious consequences.
Brad asked what if he could arrange a completely secure, yet anonymous situation where I could choose from men that I knew where in good health. I answered, “What if one of them turned out to be some sort of a maniac? You are the only man I have ever been with, the only man I have ever been truly secure with, even if I knew that I would never see the man again and that he was totally healthy and did not know who I was I would still feel be afraid to have sex with someone I hardly knew and I would still feel like I was cheating on you”.
Brad reassured me that it would not be cheating on him because; if he set-up the situation, it would mean that he was bringing me the pleasure. The men would just be his instruments of my pleasure. Then came the real shocker when he told me he would never leave me alone with any of the men. That he would always be in the room.
“You mean…you would want to watch?” I asked incredulously.
“Yes”, he answered, “then it would be like I was the one making love to you. I would be the one bringing you the pleasure and I would enjoy watching your pleasure”.
Brad then outlined his plan. He was doing a seminar in New York City next month for all the European security heads for a large multinational. He then pulled out the personnel files from his briefcase of over a dozen men! Brad said, “Look these over, if you find anything interesting in them I will bring you to the conference and introduce you as the recently widowed wife of my cousin and explain that you want to end your mourning, but are afraid to without me there to protect you, as, other than your deceased husband, I am the only other man you have ever been with.”
“Oh, and what’s the name of your cousin?” I asked.
“Anything but Shirley” he answered, “someone might know that I have a wife named Shirley and put two and two together.”
“If I were to ever agree to something so crazy my name would have to be Stacy” I laughed.
“Why Stacy?”