After the night that Heather met Roxanne and Peter she went through weeks of soul searching. She had new clarity on her own life and sexuality and did not like what she saw.
Before Heather got married at the age of 22 she had only had sex with two other men. She treated sex as something that the man earned by demonstrating his commitment to her. The two men she had slept with had both left her shortly after she had finally done the deed with them. For years she took this as evidence that all men were selfish pigs who left once they got what they want. Her husband was the first guy who had gone the distance so naturally he was marriage material.
She was now coming to the realization that those two earlier lovers left her because the sex was just plain bad. Even if they were only in it for the sex they wouldn't have put in all that time for one go. Heather had so many rules about what she wouldn't do and so many expectations about how things were supposed to work that having sex with her was an unenjoyable, demoralizing experience.
She believed that if a man loved her, he would have accepted her limitations. It only occurred to her recently that if she had loved them she would have thought more about the nature of and reason for her limitations. It's not like she was refusing something to which she had any reasonable objections. She couldn't even bring herself to wear sexy panties. They left her because she put the approval and opinions of others and her own insecurities ahead of the relationship. And she offered a lifetime of sexless marriage.
Her husband was smart, successful and handsome. But they had no sexual connection. Now that she was interested she wanted to believe their lack of sex life was his fault. The fact is that after five years of bad sex, guilt and shame he had shut-off with respect to Heather's sexuality.
Now 32 Heather had experienced a dramatic increase in sexual desire over the previous two years. At the same time she had grown distant and disdainful of her husband. He had not even noticed her evolving sexuality. He was the obstacle to her fulfillment and the target of her frustration.
Heather's burgeoning relationship (though only by email to this point) with slut wife Roxanne was filled with irony. She was the one that made Heather realize that her husband was not at fault. And after years of being prudish and judgmental her role model was this woman who had cuckolded her husband and taken on a bevy of lovers to service her insatiable desires.
Heather wished she could enter the slut wife lifestyle the way Roxanne had. Roxy's particular lifestyle also involved Ds - she was the dominant party in all her sexual relations. By seizing the opportunity and bringing her husband to heel, she had established her dominance at the outset. Roxy never asked permission. She did what she wanted and the men that were with her fell into line.
Unfortunately, Heather did not expect Bill to cooperate. The most likely outcome was the end of their marriage. Much as she craved to explore her sexuality, she first needed to set things right with Bill.
When she approached Bill, Heather was kind and gentle. She told him that their sex life was not fulfilling her and that she planned to have sex with other men. She stated her intentions without explicit reference to the status of their marriage - the long shot that he would become her cuckold was still in her mind.
Bill was dumbfounded at first. He could not reconcile her newfound lustiness with all of his failed efforts to bring out her sexuality.
"Heather I always thought you were not interested in sex. I guess the problem has always been me."
"No, that isn't true Bill. Up until a couple years ago I was not at all interested in sex. I don't blame you for losing patience with me. By the time I was interested you had lost interest."
"Well, it isn't that I lost interest in sex. I just grew weary of your rejection. Heather I have been cheating on you since the third year of our marriage."
She did not see that coming. Her natural reaction was to be hurt. However, having already come to grips with her own history and urges she could hardly blame him. There was no going back. However, in those few moments she saw a different man. He was no longer a pathetic husband whom she wanted to offload. He was a virile man who needed sex.
"Heather I would be a hypocrite if I tried to stop you from being with other men. Does this mean it is over?"
And there it was - Bill's acceptance of her having sex with other men without it necessarily meaning the end of the marriage.
"Do you want it to be over Bill?"
"I don't think I do. Having been married 10 years to the old Heather it seems a terrible shame to end it just as you are becoming more sexual. Considering the cheating that I have done, maybe we should just think of this as evening the score for now."
"Bill I don't want this to be about getting even."
"Sorry poor choice of words. The point is I can accept your having sex with other men because of the things I have done." Bill could hardly believe his own words. "The thing is, um how do you plan to go about this. Do you have someone in mind?"
"Not really.....maybe one." Thoughts of Peter flashed through her head.
"Someone I know?"
"No."
"I can live with you having sex with other men." He was aroused by saying it. "But I don't think I could deal with it if they were connected to our social circle. And I don't want you taking risks with random guys. I mean what are you looking for?"
"I don't exactly know Bill. I am not looking for a specific circumstance or set of physical features. I have become obsessed with the idea of opening myself up. Its time I learned to take what I want rather than passively letting others define my life and tell me what is acceptable."
Heather had not foreseen this possibility. Talking about having sex with other men tore down all of their barriers. She and Bill talked for hours, opening up their sexuality to each other.
The other women who had caused Bill's eye to wander suddenly paled compared to his lovely wife. He wanted her more than he had ever wanted anyone. By the time Heather told him about Roxanne and Peter, they both knew that was the place to start their adventure - in another town guided by an experienced slut wife.
That night Bill fucked his wife for the first time in months. More aware of one another's needs and desires and free of all expectations. It was the best sex either of them had ever had.
Afterwards, smelling of sex and glistening with sweat Heather walked naked into Bill's study. She could barely contain her excitement as she picked up the phone to call Roxanne. Heather told Roxanne about her discussion with Bill and how they thought a good start would be with Roxy in Chicago.
Roxy agreed with one condition - she would be dominant and make all decisions for the four of them during the visit.
When she hung up the phone Heather was buzzing - if only she had some lovers to help her work off the extra energy. Soon, she thought, very soon.
For the next three weeks Bill bought her a new slutty outfit every day. He told her the things he found alluring and slutty. She did the nasty things he told her he wanted. And they both fantasized about her doing them for other men.
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Roxanne's attitude towards their new lifestyle had changed a lot since the beginning. She had taken a huge risk in forcing this lifestyle on Peter. He would have been perfectly justified in telling her to go fuck herself. She had been reconciled to the possibility of losing him, but with each passing day she was more and more happy she had not lost him.
They had entered a Ds mode at the same time she became a slut wife. Roxy had not started out as a good Dom, at least not as she now saw it. She had taken for granted that he was there for her amusement rather than taking it as a responsibility to ensure that he was happy too. She was lucky that he enjoyed submission to her. Luckier still that his enjoyment of such things and love for her outweighed his ego. The more their adventures expanded, the more she realized he was a bigger freak (in the best possible meaning of that word) than she was and that he was actually one step ahead of her.
Their life together was not what people would conventionally think of as "equal". She was the dominant party and they both invested more time in her pleasure than his. But he took particular pleasure in her pleasure. And they both took pleasure in their respective roles.
From the initial shallow days of her slut wifedom Roxanne had grown to understand that she could not be who she is without Peter. They both still enjoyed ejaculation denial, but not as a power trip for her - as a fetish for them both that made it all the more enjoyable when he was released. Roxanne chose the lovers and they both wanted more for her, but sometimes he deserved a new woman too. He liked to watch her get fucked but neither of them got off on having her lovers humiliate him (well maybe occasional roll play).
Obviously many people will see the situation as inherently humiliating. To Roxanne, Peter and her lovers he became one of the guys banging a slut on a regular basis.
They were both happiest when she was aware of both their needs - even if their particular lifestyle entailed more attention to hers. Peter was totally devoted to her.
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Roxanne, Peter, Heather and Bill got together in Chicago. This would be an experimental weekend for everyone.
Heather was vaguely aware of what it might be like.