My name is Jenny; I am married with 2 young children. I was raised in the mid west with a pretty strict male dominant upbringing.
We, my sisters and I were not allowed an opinion, especially a contradictory one that went against my father's beliefs or ideas. Being the oldest I took the brunt of this while my sisters got away with much more, especially the youngest.
The tension and stress in my family's daily life was so bad that something had to give and that manifested itself with my mother one day just up and leaving.
This devastated my father and turned our lives upside down. He became very demanding of me and while I tried to make it work I finally got myself into college and out of the house.
A lot changed for me living on my own and not having to kowtow to a dominant male. I was always considered attractive, but pretty skinny most of my school age years. I did have boys pursue me, but my father was way to controlling for me to start dating any of them.
Now on my own there were no such obstacles. My figure filled out nicely and my sensuality finally began to emerge.
I had several short term relationships throughout college, from aggressive jock types, that mostly scared me, to nerdy brainy guys who while not as attractive, they easily became my friends even after the romantic part ended or never materialized.
With the more aggressive guys, while I may have been attracted to them, if things did not work out or I did not let them get to first, (or second), base with me they usually got pretty nasty, their egos seemed so fragile they could not handle any kind of rejection.
In my senior year I met Robert, not a jock, but not a nerd either. He was and still does have a penchant for art and is quite good at it.
Robert got a degree in Business and me in the Humanities. We married soon after graduation and have had some pretty good years together.
Sex was good and Robert seemed infatuated with my rear and legs.
I did run tract in both high school and college and I guess that helped my firmness and shape. A "perfectly sized bubble butt" is what he called it.
My breast became larger after having children and stayed firm, much to Robert's delight. My nipples, while always having been quite sensitive, were a little larger and when erect they looked like two small strawberries.
Unfortunately, even while soft they still were evident even with a bra which I always wore but did not need.
Robert loved to look at me and would often suggest outfits that were sexier than I would have chosen myself. He even had me sit for a painting he did himself and it was quite good. He said "Jenn you bring out the voyeur in me" and he meant it as a compliment and I took it that way.
Well, like many married couples after a few years of raising a family and making a living, sex lost a lot of its passion between us. I have to say I was oblivious to it most of the time, but would on occasion masturbate just to relieve some undefined sexual tension.
I missed the attention Robert used to spend on my breast when he would titillate me and bring me to climax just with his incessant attention to my nipples.
I guess for Robert he starting feeding his voyeuristic drive by watching and reading adult movies and stories that fed his imagination.
He never really tried very hard to hide this from me and one day I pointedly asked him about it. He was a little embarrassed, but I was not being judgmental and he shared with me what turned him on about it.
It turned out I was still the object of his desire, but now he imagined me in more revealing and risquΓ© scenarios. At first I was not at all sure what to make of it and knowing he loved me and that it was still me that turned him on, I let it become part of our love making.
The passion was mostly back albeit it involved me being seduced or groped by someone other than my husband to get us started, then it would progress to some hot love making between us.
I was pretty much on-board with all this and found myself excited more when the stories had me in a more innocent and submissive role. I was then and still am pretty naΓ―ve to a fault, but nothing would have prepared me for what was to become real life experiences that shook me, Robert and our marriage to the core.
At Robert's direction these stories usually had me being seduce and ravished by the very jock types I disliked back in college so many years before and I was pretty much okay with this.
This type of man still does attempt to make a pass at me whenever the situation presents itself, but the previous insecurity and ego I disdained then, when they were turned down, was not evident today. I guess we all mature to some degree.
If Robert witnessed me being hit on by some aggressive guy he never seemed to be jealous or try and blame me for it, but sure enough, it would wind up as the lead story in our love making and role playing sooner or later.
He would have me admit I wanted this man to be ravishing my breasts or fucking me as he was busy fucking me and if I did, whether real or imagined on my part, we both went sky high with orgasms.
So now it is time for my side of events on our ski trip;
First of all this trip had nothing to do with the fictional stories Robert had been directing in our bedroom.
We really did just want to get better at skiing. We had signed up for an hour long lesson to get us going.
I did wear my bib overalls that I have had forever and a long sleeve T-shirt under my ski jacket. Yes, my nipples were clearly visible as the T-shirt was form fitting and that expensive moisture wicking material that can keep you warm while still being light weight. But, I had my really warm ski jacket on so I was well covered.
Robert and I got to the chair for our 11 o'clock lesson and met our ski instructor for the first time. His name was Todd and after introductions we were off for the day.
Todd was great, an amazing skier, but also a fantastic instructor. He was friendly to both Robert and I and it seemed like our lesson was over way to soon.
As we finished our last run with the lesson we broke for lunch. It was so warm by now that we grew concerned that the snow might get too sticky.