Part 4 Jimmy Breaks Free
I slept well that night, and awoke Monday morning with my mind still in overdrive. I took the day off from school, and spent the day writing, recording, and sending finished material to a friend in the licensing and publishing business. Shortly after lunch, my fax machine rang, and went through the familiar start up sounds. My cell phone rang immediately as well. It was my friend.
The fax printed out a contract and all the needed paperwork to get my work licensed and copyrighted. I had sent 3 finished songs, and several fragments of ideas, all of which he loved. He had clients looking for material just like I had written, and encouraged me to finish the rest, because he was certain everything would sell right away. He also asked me to send all the stuff I'd written for school and church use over the years, anything I hadn't already published, and told me to begin arrangements of my new songs for school groups. He was so convinced these songs would sell, that my entire school music opus was likely to sell on my new songs' popularity coattails. I didn't argue, and that fax machine remained busy for the rest of the day, and indeed the rest of the week.
"What took you so long to start making money off this stuff, it's really good! I'm glad you're doing it now, and I'm thrilled you sent it to me, but I'm really ticked we didn't become millionaires together years ago! Jimmy, I've been after you for years!" His admonishment really hit home. All along, I could have had a bit extra in the bank, but I had always been reluctant to relinquish control of my songs. Suddenly faced with the financial difficulties surrounding a divorce on top of the costs of supporting a son with such significant developmental issues, I was forced to take this step into a second career. Besides, just think,, if I had pushed to sell my work back then, Andrea would be collecting half of the royalties as part of a divorce settlement. This way, it was all mine.
Driving home from school on Thursday, my agent called again. Two songs had sold to a prominent country star, who had been looking for filler on a new album. However, it didn't turn out to be filler. He liked the one I had written first, the "my divorce is final" song, so well he wanted to title the album after it. A third song had sold to an R&B singer, a young up-and-coming star. She was actually rushing to add it to the program of a benefit she would be performing the following evening, and she wanted me to attend. I'd have front row seats at the show, and an invitation to the after party. Who could resist? And Karen thought our big date would consist of no more than dinner and a movie.
I called to make dinner reservations, and reserved a room at the Plaza as well. I left Karen a message that our plans had changed, and she would want to dress up stylishly, but that our destination was a secret. Things were definitely looking up.
Friday I came home from school. Andrea and Kim came home later, chattering so raucously I could hear them over the water in the shower.. They were planning a busy weekend. I dried off, and took my time carefully shaving. I went to my room, and pulled out my most stylish suit. As I stood there naked, laying out my clothing, there was a knock on my door.
"Jimmy....oh I'm sorry, I didn't know you weren't dressed!" Andrea averted her eyes but walked right in.
"It's nothing you haven't seen before."
"Yeah, but I always saw it quite a bit softer, and flabbier, you're looking good!"
She stopped averting her eyes, and looked me over like she hadn't in years.
"Was there something you wanted to ask me?"
She abandoned whatever fantasy was currently playing in her mental cinema and explained to me that they had been invited to a cabin in the Poconos to go skiing that weeked. She wanted me to take Jeffy, even though it was her weekend with him.
"Sorry Andrea, something has come up. I have to be in the city tonight, and may not be home until late."
"Oh right you have a big date with Karen. Well you deserve it, you've been so good to us, and I don't want to be pushy." She paused in thought, and then asked "Would you mind if we left early tomorrow."
"I may not come home tonight. I may even stay out until sometime Sunday. I can't promise you'll even see me before the department meeting Monday after school."
Andrea was staring again. There was a time when I would have been quite turned on by that, but now she held no interest either sexually or romantically.
"You really, really look good, Jimmy."
"Thanks," I said as I pulled on my underwear, and began dressing. I don't know what disappointed her more, that I didn't get turned on by her, that she had Jeffy for the weekend and would have to pass on the skiing, or that I pulled my underwear on. Either way, a very long faced Andrea walked out of my room.
Just as I finished dressing, the doorbell rang. I heard Jeffy call out "Pizza Time!" in his inimitable sing song, but it wasn't the pizza man. My debut tonight had earned me car service, and as I came downstairs, Jeffy was showing a very elegantly dressed chauffeur into the entry way. The upper half of her ensemble was the traditional black suit, complete with white shirt, tie and black hat. But below, she was all about legs that never quit. They swept down from the tiniest of mini skirts. My suit was well tailored and very complimentary, but I didn't expect the look she gave me. If I was going to suddenly have a second career in my life that afforded me luxuries like chauffeurs, I hoped they would always be this luxurious...and sexy!
She took my small overnight bag, and led me to the elegant limo. Jeffy had to investigate so I had her take us around the block once, which thrilled him to no end. Kim and Andrea were astonished at the style I was exhibiting, as I had always been thrifty with a family budget that was always jus in the black.
Karen was also surprised when we picked her up. Many eyes followed her as we strolled out of her apartment, and our foxy chauffeur held the door for us both. She was all a twitter about where we were going. Dinner was filled with guesses and questions, as she tried to determine what had caused our change of plans. When we arrived at the concert hall, the limo dropped us curbside, where uniformed ushers met us at a VIP drop. We were ushered directly to our seats, as the program was about to begin.
When she found out who we were hearing, Karen flipped. It was one of her favorite singers, and the chance to hear her live was a huge thrill. It got even better when we were escorted to front row seats, and better still when the concert began, and the singer winked right at us.
The concert was nearly over, when the lights dimmed, and the song I had written began. They had re-worked the groove a bit, taking it from the folk pop sound I had submitted on my demo to an R&B beat that really worked...I loved it. The singers eyes teared, and I realized just how much she really identified with the lyric. She looked at me as she sang the final note, barely 10 feet away from where we sat. As the final chord faded into wild applause, she mouthed "Thank You" to me and blew me a kiss. Karen was floored. I like I was floating throughout the up tempo finale. I didn't feel my feet touch the ground as we were taken backstage to the green room to be greeted by the musicians. My hand was pumped until it was sore. Karen was astonished at being able to meet her favorite artist, and I was aroused by the embrace and kiss she gave me. She apologized to Karen.
"I'm sorry honey, but his song has made me feel so good, I have to pay him back a little bit!"
Karen smiled, and said she'd forgive her, if we could come hear her again sometime.
"Sugar, you stay with this man, and you'll hear lots of me. I want first dibs on everything he writes."
The after party was a blur. Taking Karen to the Plaza was a blur. Taking Karen to bed was not. We no sooner had closed the door to our room, than she wrapped her arms around me and spread my lips with the hottest tongue I'd ever felt. She exclaimed repeatedly how much she had loved the evening, and could hardly believe that she had just heard her favorite singing star playing the song I had just written. She couldn't get over the fact that she had heard it before anyone else, in the solitude of my own studio. She continued kissing my face and neck as she gushed about the entire experience. Then she pulled my shirt open and began to undo my belt. I quickly responded, unzipping her sexy dress, and as she dropped my pants to the floor her dress lay along side. She moved to the bed, looking so fuckable. Her tits were bursting out of the little black bra, and her black panties complimented sexily her dark thigh highs. Her ass was lifted by her legs which pressed so daintily into the very high heeled stiletto shoes. She pulled me to the bed by the hand, and as she crawled on top of the satiny gold cover, she pulled me down to kiss her again.
Her skin was afire, and my mind was frenzied with desire, until I remembered how Karen had made love that night I watched through the peephole.
"Savor it," I thought, "make love tonight. Make love the way you saw her make love. She'll want it the way she gives it."