The wind blew through Jeff Emerson shaggy hair as he rode in the back of the old pickup truck.
The scenery was beautiful, but lost in thought, Jeff didnât notice. He wondered how he his life had gotten to this point.
He looked like a bum down on his luck. Jeff had the grand total of fifty cents in his pocket, was badly in need of a bath, and needed to run his clothes through a washer. Probably do better to throw them in the trash.
His mind wandered to his old life. To his old job, his house, his Lexus or his Platinum Amex cards. But mostly to his wife, or by now his ex-wife.
Itâs been five years since he last saw her. As she left their house to meet her lover.
Five Years Ago.
Jeff Emerson watched as his wife of eight years walked down the walk of their house to the curb. To the car that awaited her at the curb.
Her loversâ car.
Damn that hurt to even think about, more or less witness. But it was his fault. All of it.
If he had only kept his pecker in his pocket. But the ass on his new secretary had mesmerized him. He just had to have a taste, just a little taste. She came on so strong he just couldnât resist. The fact that he was half drunk at the time didnât help either. She wasnât even a good fuck. Damn.
Giving into temptation had not only cost him his career, his good name, but also his self respect. And most importantly the love of his wife.
When his secretary had filed the sexual harassment suit, the ugly truth had come out. It had been embarrassing.
But worse was the look of betrayal on Shannonâs face.
She refused to speak to him for almost a week. She would pass him in the hallway without speaking as if he wasnât there. He was of course sleeping in the guest room.
When she finally spoke, he almost wished she hadnât.
âJeff, you hurt me very badly, plus you also embarrassed me. Made me a laughing stock all over town.â Shannon said.
I tried to speak, but she cut me off with a shake of her head.
âShut up Jeff. I donât know if I still love you. I know I canât trust you. There is one chance that we can save our marriage. If you donât agree, Iâll divorce you and take everything.â She stated
âAnything, Shannon Iâll do anything. Please give me a chance to make it right. I know I was wrong. Please let me make it up to you.â He begged
She smiled an evil smile.
âAll right. Hereâs the deal. You had your little fling and embarrassed me, Itâs my turn. Iâm gonna have an affair and everybody including you will know. It will be a first for me.â She stated matter of factly.
âFor how long?â I asked
âAs long as I want it to. You have no say. Who, where or how long it will go on. All you get to do is watch. This is your only chance, take it or leave it.â She stated.
I looked at her with suprise. Shannon was usually very quiet and not at all assertive. Where had all this come from?
âWell, what will it be? Yes or no? You have 30 seconds to decide.â She said
âI donât have much choice, do I? Okay.â Jeff said
Shannon laughed. âNo you donât. Remember, you agreed to this.â
So began the worst months of Jeffâs life.
Shannon had picked Jeffâs biggest rival at his old job to have an affair with.
Alan Watson had always had the hots for Shannon.
At first they went out on the town and stayed at Alanâs once a week, usually on weekends. Then they began to come back to the house. Jeff could hear them through the thin wall.
âFuck me Lover! Put that big dick in me. Itâs nice having a real man fuck me for a change. Let me suck that big thing!â he heard he shout.
Jeff could hear Allen talking to her saying what a wimp he was for allowing another man to fuck his wife in his bed. How she deserved a mans man.
Shannon had sucked his cock but never deep throated or swallowed his jiz. He heard Alan one night shout, âThatâs it my little slut. Take my whole cock down your throat. Yeah! Suck it all bitch. Now eat my cum. Swallow it all. Donât waste any, my little cocksucker. Lick those lips. Now clean me up! Youâre such a good cocksucker for a real man!â he shouted
She also wouldnât let him near her asshole, but she let Alan.
âFuck me in my ass Lover! Oh yeah! God it feels so good. Fuck my virgin ass. It belongs to you now Lover!â she shouted one night.
All that was bad enough, but having to face them over coffee the next morning. Looking at Alanâs smirk and Shannonâs nasty smile. This was the end. In order to save what self respect he still had, he had to leave. Now.
Three months of this shit was enough. More than enough. Jeff was done. He sold his car and took his share of their savings and hit the road.
He left her a note with his wedding band taped to it.
Shannon,
I know that I hurt you badly. I even understand your need for revenge. But my indiscretion was only a one time thing! Youâve been at it for months with no end in sight. I think this has gone past any need for revenge.
If you were trying to find my breaking point, youâve finally found it.
I only allowed this affair to go on so long to try to save or marriage. I took the nasty looks and scorn from my family and friends. But I realize thereâ nothing left to save.
Our marriage is over.
I loved you with all my heart. Itâs plain to see that you couldnât have loved me very much to treat me this way. Itâs obvious that you are enjoying your lover. I hope he is what you really want.
I hope one day you wake up and realize all you lost. I hope your revenge was worth it.
I might get the last laugh after all.
Iâm out of here!
Jeff
That was five years ago. He never called or wrote. No one. Even his family members didnât know where he went.
The Present.
Jeff looked up. He hadnât been paying attention to where he was going. It looked like a large city on the horizon.
Damn. It was his old home town.
Well maybe it was time to see his parents and brother and sister. To try to rebuild his life.
If they wanted to see him. They were still pissed off before he left. First over the affair, then over what he let Shannon do to him.
Oh Well! Telling him to get lost was the worst thing they could do.
The driver let him out in front of his parents house.
He walked to the kitchen door and knocked. His mother came to the door and at first didnât recognize him.
Then with a shout she flung the door open and rushed into his arms.
âJeff, is it really you? We had almost given up hope that you were still alive. We thought you had committed suicide or been killed.â His Mom cried
âNo Mom, nothing that drastic. I just had to get away. It just became too much to handle.â He said
She stepped back and looked at him. âYouâre too thin. And you stink! Get upstairs and in the shower. Iâll find you something to wear.â She ordered
After a long hot shower and clean clothes Jeff felt like a new man. He also shaved. Man that felt great.
Going down stairs, he came face to face with his father.
âI donât know weather to hug you or punch you out. You scared your Mom and me to death.â He shouted
Then he pulled Jeff into a bear hug . âGod itâs good to see you.â
In short order his sister and his brother came flying into the house.
The sentiment was about universal. They couldnât decide whether to hug him or kill him. The hugs won out.
They caught up on all the changes that had happened in the last five years.
His sister had gotten married. His new brother in law was working second shift. Jeff would meet him later.
His brother was divorced from his second wife.
His Dad was semi-retired, only working 2 days a week. He had a heart attack three years ago.
His Mom still worked at the family business. But she too was cutting back.
No one wanted to mention Shannon. Jeff figured he might as well ask and get it over with.
âWell did Shannon marry that asshole Alan? Is she still living in the house?â he asked
Martha his sister, looked at him. Shannon and she had been close friends before her affair.
âNo she didnât. And yes she is still living in your house.â
âWell that sure a suprise to me. I figure she would have burned up the road to get to the lawyerâs office to file for divorce. She was certainly enjoying herself with him. She must have found some other stud.â
âDid you get the papers? I guess she got everything. Hope sheâs enjoying it. At least she had to pay for the divorce.â He said