I read the story my husband wrote about our first threesome (Sexy Wife Explores a Threesome) and just like a man, he skipped through all the fun parts to get to the end. I thought I'd fill in the gaps, so to speak and set the record straight.
It is true that my amazing husband Mark gave me the gift of a massage with happy ending while I was away at a conference (Massage for Traveling Wife) and it is true that I enjoyed the hell out of it. Charles was a hung stud with magic hands and having my husband on the phone granting me the pleasure at every step made my eyes boggle. I honestly didn't feel like I'd cheated on him in any way. If anything, I felt like he gave me an amazing bouquet of flowers or something and it made me love him even more. I did come home from that trip aglow with honeymoon-style ferocity and we enjoyed ourselves for quite a while on the endorphins from that experience. So as the buzz started to die down one night, after a particularly lovely evening of the perfect blend of love making and hot sex, I asked him what other devious sexy thoughts he'd been thinking.
"I'd still kind of like to try a threesome. I don't know why but I think it might be fun to focus four hands on ravishing you. What about you? Are you excited by the idea of being in the middle of two big hard cocks?" he asked.
I guess I should have been surprised that he was thinking about sharing me with another man but really, hadn't we already done that? I mean, I know he wasn't in the room, but to me it felt like he was and I certainly got what I needed out of the experience. There are a lot of commenters here on Literotica that seem to think that once a woman has had an orgasm with another man she's ruined forever but in my case, I found the opposite. I felt more connected and committed to my husband than ever before. So what to say? I had been thinking about how to pay my husband back for all the sexy gifts I'd gotten over the years (amazing toys, sweet and not-so-sweet things to wear, massage oils, etc.) and I'd come to the conclusion that I wanted to give him another woman before we were both too old to enjoy it. My devious mind heard his request and started whirling full speed.
I stalled a little while a plan came together.
"I don't know if I want to lose control that much."
Which was true. The best thing about the massage was how much control I had to just stop the whole thing anytime I'd wanted. Something about two strong men in the room gave me shivers and I wasn't ready to test those waters.
"But I'll think about it."
I've also been a little concerned about whether the reality of sharing me would live up to the fantasy. In the fantasy, the man appears, hot and naked, nobody talks too much, everyone orgasms and then he disappears never to return. In real life, he has clothes and a smell and loose change in his pocket and maybe you run into him on the street later and I don't know, it seems complicated.
"I can't say I've ever understood what's so hot about that fantasy for you and I'm afraid if we did it, there would be hurt feelings," I said.
And then I tested the waters, "What about another woman? Would you like that?"
Now, I don't spy on my husband. I trust him completely. That doesn't mean I'm blind. I've seen an open browser window here or there that I shouldn't have and I know what kind of things my husband is interested in. I think he'd LOVE to have two women treat him like a king for the night. I also know my husband and know how self-conscious he is. So I wasn't too surprised when he said, "I'm not sure I'd know what to do with two women looking up at me. It might be too much pressure. I like making you feel good and feeling good in the process. I'm not sure I'd want to have two ladies worth of responsibility on the same night."
He was probably right. He's such a sexual creature and given his way, we'd do it every night. On the other hand, the few times there's been real pressure to perform mightily, he's had a bit of a hard time. He's so good when he initiates or when I tell him I'd like him to make me feel good. If I come on too strong, it takes him time to get adjusted. Two vixens coming at him might not bring out his best. All the same, I filed the whole thing away and turned the problem over to my subconscious and fell asleep contentedly.
The next day, I was supposed to have lunch with my friend Julie. We try to get together once a month or so. It's harder now that the kids are so busy. She called to cancel at the last minute because of some car issue. As we were talking, I got a funny feeling so I said "Julie, are you all right?"
She sighed. "Not really, Mary. You know I was dating that guy Ron and it was sort of going ok but we had a talk about our previous paahhtneers and he kind of freaked out." She laughed kind of sad, "I guess he wasn't ready to hear the truth and he got a little weirded out that my most recent partner was a woman. I said some things and he said some things and I guess we both need to cool down."
"Oh no!" I said sympathetically. "I was really pulling for you guys."
"It might still work out. I don't know. We're 'figuring things out' for a few weeks, I guess. We'll see if he comes around. I'm in sort of a weird place, though. I don't want to go looking for something new but I also don't have a lot of time to waste. Life is short and I feel like I'm just spinning my wheels."
"Huh." I said. "How do you mean?"
"Mary. I haven't had sex for a month and no good sex for two months before that. I like Ron and I love him but I'm 37 and I don't really feel like saving myself for him, you know?"
"That settles it." I said. "I'm un-cancelling lunch. Where are you?"