A couple years ago, I posted a story about my first group sex experience and stated that it was the first time I had a sexual relationship with my friend Jessie. While the story itself was true, that particular fact was not. At the time of the writing, there were personal reasons as to why I omitted the fact that I had actually slept with Jessie previously. However, those reasons are no longer of concern. The following is the accurate account of the actual first time I had sex with the object of my longtime obsession:
I made it home just before the weather really took a turn for the worse, thanks to the fact that work sent us home early in preparation for the snow. My two roommates, who worked together at another company, were not quite as lucky. Unfortunately for them, they would be stuck at their jobs overnight until this blizzard, which had onset suddenly, passed over. Little did I know that the stars were aligning for what would be, at the time, the most memorable night of my life.
By 5 pm, all the roads in town were shut down. It was around that time that I got a phone call from my friend Jessie. Jessie and I had a pretty long and very complicated history, but I considered her my best friend. However, even though we texted often, an actual phone call was a very rare occurrence.
I picked up immediately, and Jessie, who worked literally less than a mile from my apartment but more than a half hour away (in good weather) from her place, was calling to ask a favor. With no reasonable way for her to get home, she was asking if I or my roommates would mind if she spent the night at our place until the storm was over. Of course I told her yes, because what decent human being would deny such an urgent request? What I didn't tell her was that my roommates were stranded elsewhere for the night. You see, my heart started pounding and my throat got tight the second my brain processed Jessie's request because I wanted nothing more than for her to spend the night. Given our history, though, I didn't want the fact that we'd be alone to deter her from making what she might have thought was a bad decision.
Jessie and I had been very good friends for nearly eight years by this point, but an unspoken, mutual attraction had always caused a certain level of drama and sexual tension between us. Even though I deeply loved and cared for Jessie more and more as our friendship developed, I never made a move toward a romantic relationship because she had always had a boyfriend, though it was hardly ever the same person until she met Brian. Not only did Brian keep me at bay, he shattered any hope I ever had of being with Jessie when my best friend accepted Brian's marriage proposal a couple years back.
Oddly enough, the closest I came to winning Jessie for myself was mere months before her wedding, when she confided in me the insecurities she had with her soon-to-be groom as well as her very real and deep affectionate feelings for me. We even talked openly about having sex, which would have made me happier than anything else in the world. After all, Jessie was not only my best friend; she was the object of all my sexual fantasies, no matter how ordinary or downright depraved those thoughts were.
Beside our obvious chemistry with each other and the multitude of things we had in common, Jessie was easily the hottest girl I had ever met and she was exactly my type. At 5'5" and thin with slightly tanned skin, she had perfect, straight, long brown hair that reached her shoulders, bright brown eyes and the prettiest lips and smile a girl could have. Her rack was admirable for a petite girl, and her legs and feet were as sexy as any I have ever seen. I could only imagine how much fun she was in bed.
However, not only did Jessie and I never come together physically, she did end up marrying Brian, and our friendship took a huge hit as a result. In fact, it took about two whole years until we were completely comfortable around each other again. However, once we were back to texting and occasionally hanging out, those old feelings started to creep back into my heart. I often wondered if Jessie felt the same way.
This particular week, Brian was away on a business trip, as he often was. Not only would Jessie be at risk of being stranded at work, she didn't have anything to go home to or anyone to come get her. I was happy she had turned to me, and, with the setup perfectly coming together, my mind began swimming with the thought of having my sexy best friend all to myself for the night, although I realized I had a snowball's chance in hell of even getting Jessie to consider anything remotely adulterous tonight.
Even though she was not even a mile away, it took almost half an hour for Jessie to arrive in the thick snow. I finally noticed the headlights fighting through the flurry in my driveway and I hurried to the side door to help my former love interest into the apartment. As soon as my eyes caught sight of her, my heart melted as I pitied the poor young woman in her mid-20s who was wet, freezing and miserable. When she finally had made her way to the door and into the house neither one of us said a word at first. I simply helped her with her jacket, which I draped over a nearby chair in my kitchen.
When I turned back around, I saw that Jessie was shivering uncontrollably, the color drained from her face. In empathy, I took her in my arms and held her to help warm her up. I wasn't intentionally romantic, but the embrace reminded me of the hugs we had shared in the past and how it always felt like the world stopped when we embraced. This moment was no different, and all those old feelings can rushing back in an instant.
Jessie's shivering grew less and less, and the married woman simply held me back as she warmed up. I couldn't help but rub her back in a comforting manner as I observed what she was wearing. I still remember the knit, turquoise sweater, dark blue jeans and black boots she wore that night.
It then became very apparent that the hug affected Jessie like it had me because, just as I started to pull away, in a moment of weakness, Jessie leaned up and kissed me on the lips. Even throughout the emotional roller coaster we had endured the past several years, we had never kissed. I knew what we were doing in this moment was wrong, but it felt so good to finally kiss my best friend that I savored the moment, figuring it was brief and fleeting, never to occur again or harm anyone.
"I'm sorry," Jessie said softly when she finally pulled away.
"Don't be," I said quietly.
"I'm just in a really bad place emotionally right now," she tried to explain. "I'm so sorry, I--"
"I said don't worry about it," I cut her off. "It was nice." I then quickly changed the subject and let her know what kind of food there was to eat, although you can imagine a bachelor pad didn't offer a very wide range of delicacies. Also, while I had little to provide as far as entertainment, there was always Netflix. Then I finally told her that my roommates wouldn't be home tonight.
Jessie's eyes went wide, and I swear that her mouth curved into the slightest of smiles for just a second when my friend realized we would be alone. She quickly composed herself and realized she had yet to thank me for my hospitality, so she did so as she removed her boots.
"You're welcome," I said. "You could probably use a shower, huh?" I added. Jessie gratefully accepted, and I got her set up in the bathroom that was just a stride or two away from the living room where I would be. Since the only clothes Jessie had were the wet ones she would be taking off, I gave her some of mine, even though they would be really big on her. She smiled, thanked me again and then closed the door.
Once the bathroom door was closed in front of me, I exhaled and looked down, noticing right away the huge bulge in my pants. I was embarrassed, realizing that there was a very good chance that Jessie had noticed my erection. After a few more deep breaths to help calm myself down, I headed the couple steps over to the living room, sat down on the couch and turned on the TV.
Nothing on that screen could distract my thoughts, though, especially once I heard the water in the shower turn on. There wasn't a girl in the world I would rather fuck than Jessie, and not only was I all alone with her in my own apartment for the night, she was naked and wet on just the other side of the wall to my right! The longer she was in there, the more I tried to desperately formulate a seamless plan to convince her to have sex with me tonight, her marriage no longer a deterrent to me now that we had kissed. The intensity of my lust had never been higher since meeting Jessie so many years ago.
At last, I was getting so anxious that I realized how ridiculous I was being. There was no way another man's wife, even if we were best friends, was going to sleep with me tonight. I finally made up in my mind to take this night for what it was meant to be: a nice opportunity to just be comfortable and hangout with my best friend without doing anything stupid that could adversely affect the rest of our lives.
My chest got tight when I heard the water shut off, and I prepared for my friend to join me on the couch. Even though I had calmed myself down to the point that I was genuinely eager to just hang out with my friend, it was hard to beat down my flesh that wanted so badly to make it with Jessie tonight. The fact that Jessie took forever getting out of the bathroom only compounded the anxiety that was now rebuilding within me. At last, the door swung open, and everything changed.