My wife (Lucy) and I had been together 40 years, had raised 2 amazing children and had enjoyed a thoroughly amazing fulfilling sex life until a regular visit to my GP changed our lives forever, I was diagnosed with prostate cancer.
After consultation with my Urologist and chatting with my wife we decided that having the prostate removed was the only answer.
Any men that have gone down this path are aware of the implications of this operation, the prospect of permanent ED looms heavily on your mind.
For 12 months after various options to keep my cock hard for intercourse, the only means was through the use of a cock ring but this was uncomfortable and really had passion killed our relationship.
Lucy was constantly reassuring me that she loved me and that there was so much more to our relationship than sex, but while I was driving very little enjoyment I felt sure that she too was suffering because of our unplanned new circumstances.
One night after our uncomfortable sexual endeavour my wife again tried to reassure me, she was saying all the right things to give me support but was not opening up to me about what she was now missing out on as a woman that had always enjoyed sex.
A couple of weeks passed and I took up reading erotic stories, the mind can play an important part in ED recovery and a website endorsed reading these types of stories, focusing on stories that caused mental and hopefully physical arousal.
I brought magazines and often would go early to bed to get a good read before turning the lights out.
I became particularly attracted to the stories of guys watching their wives getting fucked.
One night when Lucy came to bed she was curious about what I was reading, I was apprehensive but then thought what the heck.
She asked if she could have a magazine and for the next week she came to bed earlier and would read magazines as well.
One night after we turned the lights out she asked what I was thinking when I read the stories, I told her they were just my fantasy but the thought of watching a guy with a big cock screwing her really turned me on, mentally, sadly not physically.
The next night after we turned the lights out she asked if i had been thinking of anyone in particular that i had imagined her fucking, I hadn't and said that i wouldn't want anyone we knew fucking her, it could only be a stranger and preferably away from home.
I could tell that this line of conversation was turning her on, she had snuggled into me and was fondling my very limp penis while I was fingering her very wet pussy, managing to finger her to a climactic ending.
Later in the dead of night I heard her breathing increase and I could feel enough movement beside me to reflect that she was giving her pussy another dose of attention.
About a week passed and again after lights out, she asked how I would go about finding a man, while stressing that she was not at all interested but simply curious.
The next day I went about joining a couple of websites as a couple interested in meeting a male and I set out a certain criteria.
Lucy and I are both in our early 60's but on the whole would consider that we look much younger, many have suggested as such.
My criteria initially was 50 to 70 year old male, single athletic, non smoker.
Wow, we were bombed
55 to 70 non smoker, occasional drinker
Bombed again but the number went down
55 to 70 Non smoker,Athletic body, big cock, prepared to travel
Wow the number dropped like a hot rock, so now i had a pretty good foundation to work from.
I spent weeks going through the many options.
Our offering was a 60's boomer athletic couple requiring a service man to look after wife's needs as a consequence of hubby suffering from ED.
It was a bit tongue and cheek but how else could you explain our situation.
I narrowed the list down to 4 guys that were in my mind, the sought of guys that i could reasonably accept fucking Lucy if she was going with either one of these guys i could mentally accept the situation.
It became apparent that our best conversation was after lights out, I think we sought solace in the fact that neither of us had to look each other in the eye.
Lights were out and I said that I had found 4 guys that I thought she might be attracted to, i was immediately met with objections but finally it was agreed that we would jointly look at the profiles in the morning.
The next morning I presented my case but the mood of Lucy had changed, we had been together 40 years and fidelity has been paramount in our relationship.
Her argument was of a woman that had made a commitment all those years ago, in sickness and in health and the concept of breaking those vows really bit heavy into the conscience.
I abandoned any further discussion and that night we went to bed and jointly read our magazines, before lights out my wife remarked that it won't hurt to look so I grabbed my laptop and showed her the profiles of the men that I thought she could be attracted to.