Many thanks to editor extraordinaire and fledgling author
LovelyAnon
, not only for fixing mistakes, but for challenging the writer to do better.
Grateful thanks to AdrienneL for catching some small errors and one major one.
The German version of this story is posted in German Literotica as
Warum hat er Funken in den Augen? by Egon Hoppe
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They had managed the strain to their marriage for over a year -- until the week before Sterling had to report.
After Hillary came home from taking the kids to school Monday morning, she walked briskly into the kitchen, where Sterling was lingering at the breakfast table. She grabbed the coffee pot, refilled his cup, poured one for herself and sat down opposite him.
"We need to talk," she said. Her voice was calm and unemotional.
"Is there something new I don't know about?" he asked.
"It's not new because I'm sure you've thought about it, but you've pushed it out of your mind. You don't want to face it, and you think that I can't help. I'm talking about next week."
"We've said everything there is to say about next week."
"Please wait until I've finished," she said, with a bit of impatience breaking into her measured tone. "I've been working for weeks on how to say this, so just listen."
He wasn't put off by her no-nonsense manner. That was her personality, part of what drew them together.
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Sterling met Hillary when he was the newest coding hotshot. She was even hotter because she was a year younger and already head of IT.
He rose through the ranks quickly and within a year was her assistant. They were a terrific team, and their bosses loved them.
They worked well together because they were similar in many ways. Neither was adept at social skills. Because they were always three steps ahead of everyone else, they understood each other.
To employees in other departments, their manner often seemed harsh and abrupt, but those who reported to them overlooked their social awkwardness, because Hillary and Sterling put their subordinates' interests above those of the stockholders.
Hillary didn't care that she was smarter than he was. It hardly ever came up -- only when Sterling made a rare error or when he occasionally bumped up against something that he was having trouble with. At such times, Hillary would step in and take care of everything in what seemed like a split second. He was always appreciative and never resented her.
She tried to downplay her superiority because she didn't want to embarrass him. Eventually, she relaxed when she saw that he wasn't threatened by her brilliance.
Once their emotional involvement began, they learned to disguise their feelings toward each other while at work. They became so good at deception that sometimes, for fun, they'd use the skill on each other, for things like birthday surprises.
One night at a bar, Hillary saw that Sterling was troubled and asked him what the problem was. He tried to hide it, but she plied him with drinks and eventually got it out of him. He admitted that he wanted to marry her, but if he did, he would have to quit the best job he ever had to stay home with their kids. He drunkenly apologized for being a selfish macho male pig.
Hillary resigned the next morning after promising their bosses she'd come in and consult if there was ever a problem Sterling couldn't handle. She also promised them that would never happen.
Sterling went into a kind of shock. He refused the promotion. He reported to work as usual during Hillary's last two weeks but avoided her and wouldn't meet with human resources. He didn't answer her phone calls after work.
Two days before her final day, she called him into her office and yelled at him. During their relationship, there had been some good fights, but never had she yelled at him as boss to employee. Her first words were, "What the fuck are you doing?" It got worse from there.
He stood there and took her onslaught without batting an eye and or opening his mouth. She saw she was getting nowhere and in a calm voice asked him why he wouldn't talk to her.
"I can't say anything appropriate," he replied.
She started to answer, but stopped herself. This wasn't working. She needed another plan. In an instant, she thought of the solution.
She was still nervous but brought every deceptive skill she had mastered into play.
"I'm not happy about how you're acting, Sterling, but my last day is tomorrow. Because of what we do, there's a chance that my next company will be dealing with this one at some point. I can't afford to end our working relationship on a bad note, so I'm going to forget the last half-hour, and I hope you will, too. I'm taking you out to dinner tonight."
"I'm sorry but I can't make it."
"I'm sorry, too, because if you have other plans you'll have to change them. It's going to be a business dinner, and it will be on my expense account. My boss is upset that you rejected the transition he planned, so you and I have to work out an alternative."
"Why don't you just tell him you're staying?"
"We can discuss that tonight," she said. "I'll see you at Chez Tromperie at eight."
"But..."
"This meeting is over, except for a warning. Don't even think of not showing up tonight."
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The dinner at the expensive restaurant started with her toasting their careers with champagne. After that, she started a lengthy review of all their joint successes through the years.
They finished the bottle of champagne, a bottle of white and a bottle of red by the time they had coffee. She ordered a bottle of port instead of dessert as they continued to discuss work.
She had to help him walk out to the taxi she called after arranging with the valet for their cars to remain at the restaurant's lot until the next day. She gave the driver her address and somehow got Sterling onto her living room couch. He was barely able to sit.
After a few cups of coffee, he woke up a little. She pulled up a chair and sat facing him. She leaned in toward him and spoke to him in a soft but determined voice.
"All right, Sterling, what gives?"
"What do you mean?"
"You know what I'm talking about. I want the truth."
"You, you, you liar!"
"That's right. You just figured out the whole business dinner was so I could get you drunk and bring you here. You didn't notice that I hardly drank anything while I was pretending to keep up with you. I'm stone cold sober, and that's the truth. Now I want the truth from you."
"I'm not going to, to..."
"To say anything? Oh yes you are. You're not leaving here until you do. If you don't start talking, I'll tie you up while you're too wasted to resist. Maybe I'll torture you. But I need to know why you turned down my job."
"You, you, you -- you're not going to do it!"
"Do what?"
"You can't leave."
"Tomorrow is my last day."
"No. You're destroying everything you've worked for. I won't let you throw your career away. What I said was stupid. I wish I had kept my mouth shut."
There was silence for a while, followed by sniffling. Hillary blew her nose and looked at Sterling. Tears streamed down her face. She began speaking slowly, stopping often to take breaths.
"You dummy. I'm not throwing anything away. I'm just moving to a higher position. All those things we talked about at dinner were amazing. I'll always treasure them.
"But the most wonderful thing about my career is that it brought me you. We've talked about children, and no job is worth one minute away from our babies.
"I've looked forward to quitting since I realized you loved me, too. I've been waiting for you to pop the question, because I'm old-fashioned that way. I interpreted what you said the other night as your idea of a proposal.
"Even if you wanted to stay home with the babies in some misguided noble gesture, I would never have let you. I'm more selfish than you. I want those kids all day. You only get to see them in the morning, after work and on weekends.