Hello, my name is Amber and these stories are of my personal journey to becoming a secret slut wife. I will tell you that some of these encounters are true, some have been altered and others I can only hope to come true on day. Names and certain locations have been changed, as I am a secret slut wife after all and hope to keep it that way.
First, a little more about me. I am 26 years old, 5'4" tall, 140 lbs, long, curly brunette hair, blue eyes and a creamy, white complexion. Growing up, I was not someone that guys noticed very much as I was a bit of a shy, chubby and awkward teenager. Over the past couple of years, I have much more self confidence and I have improved in the looks department. I am not perfect, but I can confidently say that I am now a good 7-8 out of 10 in the looks department.
It was the summer after I graduated from community college that I married my boyfriend Greg, whom I had met at school. I graduated with an associate's degree in general education as I was not sure what I wanted to do as a career. My husband graduated with his associate's degree in internet technology. I was a virgin at the time I started dating Greg and had a pretty sheltered life growing up. Greg was a bit of a computer geek and not much of a lady's man, but he did have some sexual experience with one other girl he dated in high school.
I was 21 years old when I married and my first year of marriage was going great. Greg had a decent job doing IT work with a small company and was able to support the both of us. We had a decent sex life as far as I knew, having sex about three or four times per week. Since Greg was my first, I had nothing to compare him to in bed and I guess you could say our sex life was pretty normal.
After our first year of marriage, Greg received a promotion at work and was asked to travel occasionally for work. He would usually be out of town for a week or two every month. Our sex life had slowly diminished as Greg was always out of town or busy with work when he was home. We were lucky to have sex two or three times a month now and I was getting frustrated sitting around the house with nothing to do.
One day when Greg was away on a business trip, I was horny and decided to watch some porn on the internet. I had not seen a lot of porn at the time, but with all the extra time alone, I found myself watching porn when Greg was traveling for work. It opened my eyes to a whole new world of sex and I could not get enough of it. I found myself masturbating and watching videos sometimes up to four or five hours a day.
I loved Greg, but I began to realize that there was so much I was missing in my sex life. When I was not browsing porn videos on the internet, I found myself thinking about sex all the time and started imagining what sex might be like if I had not gotten married so young.
About two years into our marriage, I realized that even though I loved Greg and didn't want to end our marriage, I could not go the rest of my life not knowing what sex was like with another man.
The more I tried to suppress my sexual desires, the more I thought about sex. I was horny all of the time and one day when Greg was out of town, I decided to stop into a local adult video and toy store. I was very nervous sitting in the parking lot and must have sat in my car for an hour before building up the nerve to enter the adult store.
Once I entered the store, I was shocked to see not only all the videos, but all of the adult toys available. I had my eye on some of the big dildo's hanging on the wall imagining that they would feel like the big cocks I had seen in the porn videos. I did not feel comfortable getting one at the time so I decided to go with a less embarrassing toy and picked out a vibrating bullet that had an attached wire and remote control.
Once home with my new toy, I quickly realized how much pleasure I had been missing out on. I had the best orgasms of my life and became more and more infatuated with exploring my sexuality. I started to feel sexier and found myself to be a more confident woman. I began to think of myself as the girls I had been watching in the porn videos and slowly started watching my figure, dressing a little sexier and thinking more and more like the slut I felt building inside of me.
One day when I was browsing the internet, I decided to check out the personal ads on craigslist just to see what it was all about. I browsed through the various ads and found many ads with guy's looking for sex, but I wasn't quite sure that I was ready to sleep with some stranger.
I found an ad titled, "Looking to give sensual massage – M4W" and thought that this sounded like a good option to test the waters. I figured that If nothing else came out of it, I would at least get a nice massage. I replied to the ad and for the next hour I nervously watched my email to see if I would get a reply.
A reply finally came and I quickly opened the email that read, "Thanks for responding to my ad, I offer free sensual massages and I am available to host most evenings. Please let me know when you are available". His ad described himself as a 35 year old, HWP guy with decent looks, clean and very discreet. I replied to his message and scheduled a meeting for a Wednesday evening the following week when Greg would be out of town.
The rest of the week seemed to drag on as I was nervous, yet very excited to have another man touching my body. Greg left town Tuesday morning and would not be back until Friday. I was very anxious for Wednesday evening to come and found myself fantasized all day Tuesday and Wednesday of what might happen with this stranger.
