My name is Kate. I'm 25 years old. I'm exactly five feet tall and though I'm not skinny I'm not fat either. I'm pretty average I guess except for my porcelain white skin with a scattering of freckles across my shoulders and my nose, emerald green eyes, and auburn hair that hangs in soft curls around my shoulders. This is my story.
Every story has its beginning but in honesty I cannot quite place my finger on the moment when things began to change between my husband and I. I think back to shortly after we were engaged and I vaguely remember having second thoughts then. I even voiced my concerns to him them. However, nothing changed and within the year we were married.
I'd been sexually dissatisfied for years and ended up having to get myself off, usually images of my husband's best friend in my head as I frigged myself into oblivian. Maybe it was the age difference between my husband and I, the fact that he wasn't comfortable having sex with a little one in the house, maybe he just didn't find me attractive anymore. Regardless of the reason, no matter what I tried, our sex life just got worse.
I asked him to share his fantasies with me. I'd shared mine with him and I was willing to do ANYTHING to spice up our sex life. He said he had no fantasies. I made him a stupid coupon book for every sexual favor under the sun only to find it in the trashcan the next day. Nothing I tried seemed to work.
The few times we'd is have sex I would start off by blowing him only to have him either blow his load and not do anything after the fact or we'd fuck, two thrusts in and he would cum, pull out, and pass out. My toy collection gave me more satisfaction than he did but I missed cumming on a hard cock. I missed feeling wanted and desired.
Other areas of our life were taking a hit and finally I'd had enough. I told him I wanted a divorce but that made him change his tune. A little too little too late. We didn't get a divorce but I asked him to move out because I needed my space and some time to decide where I wanted my life to go.
I tried to relieve my sexual frustration with my favorite toys, watching my favorite porn, writing erotica, and eventually taking a part time job as a phone sex operator. It curbed my appetite to some degree but not enough.
I was sharing my phone sex secret on Whisper when I received a private message from a 19 year old boy named Logan. I'm 25 and I've never been with a guy my own age, yet alone a guy younger than me. Anyways, it was around the holidays and he wanted to hang out and watch a movie. I didn't think anything of it and invited him over for a movie.