SAVING MY MARRIAGE
CHAPTER 1
My name is Ryan Coulter. I'm 34, relatively good looking, medium build, have all my hair, reasonably intelligent, and successful. My wife is Michelle. She is 30, medium length blonde hair, nice figure, has had breast implants, is very pretty. She is also intelligent and successful. We both do computer programming, but for different companies. She works from home. I do some from home, but I actually prefer going to my office.
I love Michelle very much. She is my life. We've been married 12 years. We met and dated in college, then married after graduation. No kids, but we planned on having 2. Hopefully 1 boy and 1 girl, but we would not be disappointed if we had 2 of the same.
We bought a house 3 years ago after living in an apartment up until then. It's very nice but we wanted to completely remodel it to make it exactly what we want. But we haven't gotten started yet.
About 9 months ago I made a huge mistake. Michelle was at a conference in Atlanta. I went to a co-workers birthday party. He was turning 40 and wanted one last blowout before being 'over the hill'. He went all out. Had caterers, a band, and an open bar. It was at his and his wife's house in the country.
We all got pretty loaded. And smoked up. I danced with several different women that evening. Some married, some single. Just dancing, nothing else. As the evening wore on and people started leaving, I was sitting on the front porch with Vic, the birthday boy, his wife Gloria, and another co-worker, Ron. I was sitting in the porch swing. Vic's little sister Marilyn came out and sat beside me. We all talked and joked about Vic getting old. Soon we were the only 5 left.
The band had packed up and left so we had put on a few vinyl albums. We had some more drinks and some more smoke. Marilyn asked me to dance with her. We had danced earlier. While we were dancing Vic and Gloria started making out. They soon said they were going in but we could stay as long as we liked. In fact, Marilyn was staying over. She was from out of town.
Marilyn is a beautiful woman. She's 35, brunette, petite, with a great figure. She probably doesn't weigh 100 lbs.
As we danced and talked and joked she laid her head on my shoulder and we just swayed to the music. Pretty soon she looked up at my face and I leaned in and kissed her. Things heated up very quickly and my hands started roaming. I knew this was wrong but I was drunk enough and stoned enough to not have control. We headed upstairs to the spare bedroom she was staying in. At this point Ron said, "I guess that's my cue to leave. See you at work Monday."
Our clothes came off and we tumbled onto the bed. I thought of Michelle a few times as we made love and felt guilty but not enough to stop. I got up and went home after we made love.
I slept good and woke up the next morning with a hangover. I thought about the night before and knew I had screwed up. I also knew I was going to have to hide it from Michelle at all costs. If she ever found out she'd divorce me in a heartbeat.
CHAPTER 2
About a month later Michelle and I were at my company picnic. She was talking to a couple of ladies behind me. Ron came up and said, "That was some party at Vic's wasn't it? I assume that was your wife you went upstairs with?" I tried to shush him and hoped Michelle didn't hear. But she did.
She stepped around in front of me and said, "WHAT!?"
Ron said, "Oh shit. I'm sorry. I really did think it was your wife. I gotta go."
I said, "He was just kidding. We joke around all the time. He knew you were right there. Just trying to get me in trouble."
"Well it certainly worked. Who was she? What happened?"
I was too shocked to say anything. And didn't for a few seconds. I guess that was enough for her to know it was true. She stormed off. I went after her.
Needless to say it was hell at home the rest of the day. And the next. And the following weeks. I admitted to what I had done. I thought it would be best to be honest and get it out in the open and maybe we could work it out. But she wasn't ready to try to work it out yet.
We slept in separate bedrooms and didn't talk much. We both did express a desire to get through this and stay together. But she said she needed some time first. We made an appointment with a marriage counselor.
CHAPTER 3
A few weeks later a thought entered my confused and hurting mind. If she cheated too then we'd be even and we could get on with our lives. I didn't want to think about her screwing another man but if it would fix this then I would bite the bullet and let it happen. Only thing is, she would never do it. She's way too conservative, and she has high morals and standards.
I devised a plan over the next couple of weeks. It took a lot of digging and phone calls to put the right people in place as she was going to be hard to convince. Not that I was going to talk to her about it.