"Are you seriously asking, as my boyfriend, that I should not let my ex-boyfriend cum in my mouth tonight in his car? This must be the most absurd discussion I have ever had with anyone. Is this even real?" she asked, "But you are fine with me sucking his big dick as long as he doesn't cum in my mouth?"
"Well no, not exactly fine," I whined, "but you did say that if they win the game you are going to give him a blowjob and that I can not change that. So I was just hoping that you wouldn't let him cum in your mouth. I don't like to idea of another man's cum in your mouth since I will be kissing you later."
With mock anger, my girlfriend of three months immediately spat back at me,
"Well if you don't want to kiss me then just go without. Who am I to force you? Let's not kiss at all if you insist. But the last time I checked you just couldn't get enough of kissing me."
And she was right. As she was my first real girlfriend I was just mad about her. Most of the days I still could not believe that she had agreed to go out with me. But when I asked her out I was so deep under her spell. I mean I had admired her from a distance for a long time but when I heard that she had broken up with his football star boyfriend I just had to try. I had to ask her out with me. All my friends laughed and made fun of me when I told them I was going to do it. They thought the whole idea was hilarious.
And for a while, it was a dream come through. The dumb look on my friends' faces when I told them she had agreed. And how hot she had looked during the date. The final kiss at the door when I returned her to her house. I was the happiest young fella alive on that day. I mean she had been a little high maintenance during the date and I did have to pay for everything but I wouldn't have had it any other way. She even complimented me on how polite and nice I was compared to her stupid ex who was always just thinking about her pussy. And other women's pussies as well.
I assured her that I would not be the same and all I wanted was to be a perfect gentleman and a perfect boyfriend for her. My friends still thought that there must be some catch to all of this. There's just no way the head cheerleader would be interested in a nerd like me. My best friend even tried to be a good friend and as delicately as possible told me that the rumor at the school was that she was going out with me just to piss off her ex.
I didn't like what he was saying and even got angry at my best friend for saying it. But after I heard it I started doubting it all myself also. I mean she clearly had some feelings for him still it was obvious from the ranting she was doing about his comings and goings. Especially vicious she was about any potential new girl her ex might have been seeing.
Then there was this game night when our home team absolutely crushed the visiting team and who else but my girlfriend's ex was the celebrated star of the game? We had some plans with her after the game but I couldn't find her. When I tried to message her she just replied that something has come up and that I should go home and she will talk to me tomorrow. Naturally, I was disappointed and a little lost at what might have happened and why she had ditched me like that.
And the next day was just awful. She had said in her message that we needed to "talk". I've seen enough tv shows to guess that this was not a good sign. So I rushed to her place to hear what she had in mind. My worst fears came through. She was somewhat silent and sad but said that she thought we shouldn't be dating anymore. I of course insisted on knowing her reasons and even started to plead my case why we were so good together. I was much more reliable than that stupid ex of hers.
This clearly hit some open nerve since she physically winced at the mention of his name. She told me not to speak ill of him. After all, he had been brilliant at the game last night once again. She told me that he was even saying that he might have what it takes to be a pro baller. It was super annoying how she was defending him.
"When have you had the time to speak with him?" I asked. She started sobbing and told me she had seen him after the game,
"We always had this routine to celebrate his victories. Sometimes with the team but often also with just him and me. So last night when he asked me to come along I went. And this is also why I don't think it's a good idea for us to be dating"
I was not happy with this turn of events but said that there is no harm in remembering the past and even having a good talking relationship with your ex. It didn't have to mean that our wonderful relationship would have to end.
"Or what do you mean? Do you want to get back with him?", I asked.
She burst out crying and explained, "No it's not that. He doesn't want to commit to me or any other girl long-term now. He doesn't want me back."
So there I was comforting my girl over her ex. I still tried to convince her that since he hasn't changed a bit there was really no reason for us to break apart. Finally, she was so frustrated with my efforts that she practically yelled her thoughts on it,
"I blew him! Yes at his car at the hills, I gave him his victory blowjob. It was always another routine in our relationship and I did it again yesterday. So I really do not think we can continue how we were."
This revelation lead to an argument but it was somehow a very complex one for me. I was really disappointed with how things had turned out but I still was nowhere near that place where I would want to break up with her. So I reasoned that since this was just a one-time thing I would forgive her. We didn't need to make a big deal out of it.
She looked at me pitifully, "Make it a big deal? Your girlfriend just sucked another man's cock and you're saying it's not a big deal? And you forgive me? Somehow I did not hear me apologizing from you. I was in full control and I wanted to suck him off. I'm drawn to him. His arrogant and cocky behavior is the complete opposite of your meek manners. And with a game like that, I certainly think someone should thank him for his efforts. And by the way, he did not think this was one time. In fact, he said that I give the best head he had ever had and that we should make it a regular thing whenever he wins even if we are not going steady together."
I went silent. I just gaped at her after all that. When I finally found my words I still tried to say things like she didn't have to go along with it and that I would be a much better boyfriend for her. But she insisted. She didn't have to do it but she wanted to. And finally, when I was beaten I told her that even if she was going to give him blowjobs after the victories I still wanted to be with her.
"What? Are you fucking serious? What kind of a man would date a girl who is sucking her ex's cock on the side? Are you some sort of cuckold? Does it excite you? I'm not sure if I can be with such a pervert." she said rolling her beautiful eyes.
But in the end, she agreed to give it a try. I mean she thought it was completely weird but she had to admit that much that I was a very attentive boyfriend. And I was a fool and thought that everything else would be the same. But it was not. First, it started with little things. She did not ask me to pick her up for school she more or less told me to. She made me give my seat to her girlfriends when they arrived and so on. Totally pushing me around. Even our sex life was altered. She was not that enthusiastic about it and was most of the time quite passive. For example, she just let me lick her pussy for ages and it was not too often that after she came she just said that she was too tired for sex and asked me to go home.
And then of course there were the game nights. I prayed for our team to lose but with her ex being on fire on the field that just did not happen. She cheered joyfully for their success and when the game ended kissed me on the cheek and smiling devilishly commented on how I should head home since she had other things to do.
To make matters worse her ex started to treat me as some sort of buddy of him. Whenever we run into each other he would call things like,
"What's up big dog? How's that sweet girlfriend of yours?"
And it wasn't even in any sort of obviously mocking manner but to any outsider it would have looked like he really was a friend of mine. Even his athlete buddies accepted me as some sort of hang-around in their group and to the best of my knowledge no one except me, him, and my girlfriend knew about the "arrangement".
My old friends were jealous saying that everything had changed for me so fast. I had a super hot girlfriend and was hanging out with the cool kids. They really wondered how I had done it. My face burned when I thought about what they would think of me if they would know the whole truth of it.
After a while, I kind of started to explain it even to myself in such a manner that I was just a very open-minded and modern boyfriend. And I didn't mind paying for all her expenses as my parents had money and they supported my living lavishly.
But still, the game nights were agony to me. I could not stop thinking about them when I was alone in my bed. Knowing they were out there and potentially at that very same moment my girlfriend was making her lips into an o shape and giving him pleasure. How she would run her lips up and down on his shaft. Maybe even squeezing his balls with her other hand. Would he be, just at the moment, gripping her hair and pushing her to go deeper?
It did not happen on the first of the times but then on one victory night I took my own penis into my hand and I jerked off thinking about them. I did not want to but the more I thought about it the more excited I became. That is until I came. After it, I felt just miserable. She was supposed to be my girlfriend but there she was sucking some other guy's cock and here I was tugging my penis at my home alone.
I promised myself I would not do that ever again, But the very next time I could resist only something like 20 minutes of being home alone, and then my own desires took the better of me. I had asked her if she could ask him not cum in her mouth but her reaction had not been what I hoped for. It was not just that she made no promises about him not cumming into her mouth but the fact that she thought of me as a total wimp for even asking it.
In my mind, I pictured her face. Smiling at me. Thick white cum on her red lips and on her white teeth. She looked so beautiful but the cum looked appalling. Her face was closer and closer and she opened her mouth to laugh and I could see some of the cum dropping from her upper teeth to her tongue. She played with it on her tongue and lips and some was dripping to her chin from both corners of her mouth. Then she swallowed it like it was some sort of delicious dessert sauce.
With these thoughts, I came to my hand. I shook my head in disappointment. I had done it again. I looked at my own hand and the sperm on it and shivered from the sickening thought that a similar load would be in her mouth right now somewhere. I didn't want to be a cuckold and I decided again that next time I would not jerk myself off when they were away.