The next day I was completely useless at work. My desk is at the end of a row on a large trading floor. It's a whirlwind of activity, but all I could do was stare sightlessly at the monitors in front of me. The graphs and charts meant nothing; in my head was the image of Sandy's head thrown back in pleasure, John's strong hands on her hips. It was like it was burned onto my retina.
I wondered if she and John were doing it even as I sat there. He owned a business in town, so there would be lots of chances for them to get together. Did they screw in my bed at home? I imagined them fucking through my house: on couches, tables -- hell, swinging from chandeliers. I kept thumbing my phone to the find-my-phone app. Sandy and I had the same ID, so we could find each other's phones when we misplaced them. I would check Sandy's little green dot. Was it staying too long in the Walgreens parking lot? Was it because she was blowing him in our car? I felt the blood rush from my head as I imagined her head bobbing up and down on his cock while his hands fondled her breasts, like horny teenagers.
"Are you ok? You seem distracted today, you didn't even order lunch."
I snapped out of it, and looked up. Tracy from the risk department was standing over my desk. I must have been really out of it to not even notice her. She was my little fantasy at work. Long brown hair, usually primly up, deep brown eyes, and great legs that I loved watching as she walked away from my desk. She had a tight body, probably from yoga or whatever the hipsters were doing this week. Her eyes behind the dark frames of her glasses looked into mine.
"Uh, yeah, just got a lot on my mind. Not hungry today."
She raised an eyebrow. Lunch is provided by the firm, so no one turned it down, unless they were deathly ill.
"Alright, but let me know if you need anything. I stopped by to say I emailed you those stress tests earlier. I just need to you sign off on them."
I nodded, and the sight of her walking away with a bit of a sway to her hips briefly took my mind off of Sandy and John.
Finally, it was the end of the day and I headed out. Almost home, my phone beeped. A text from Sandy.
"Going running, see you later at home."
I thumbed over to the app. The green dot was parked in a lot at the local forest preserve. I knew the trail she had stopped at. About a mile up it, was an abandoned picnic shelter. Was that the spot for their next rendezvous?
The preserve runs along a wooded stretch, the trail going up a long hill to the old shelter. There was another lot at the base of the hill. I stopped there and my mind almost blank, began scrambling up the hill. There's a reason why the trail starts farther away, it's an almost straight up scramble over rocks and brambles to the top. I slipped several times, tearing my pants once, blood seeping down my knee. I cursed softly as I finally got near the top, not wanting to be heard.