Mia Hogh—say it as 'Me-a-ho'—said, "I'm yours. You own me."
Worried, I replied, "Mia, I know you're in guilt mode. That's OK. But I just can't 'own' another human being. I don't want a slave, even pretend one just for sex."
She said, "I still love sex. If I can't be your whore, then I'll be your slut. I love to be penetrated by a hard cock ... yours. Love showing you my sexy body. Love showing you what your hard, thrusting, pumping cock does to me, moment by moment. I love to orgasm, to cum, to scream out dirty sex talk while I sex and then climax. I love to pose in between more and more demands to fuck me. That's what being a SLUT is. Since I'm your slut, that's what you'll get."
"We can talk and cuddle and just be us, together, but you let your hand lightly wander over one of my tits, grab my ass or caress across my leg and—POW—you'll have a sex-loving, erotic-stripping, cunt-displaying, tit-thrusting slut, beside, on or under you, ready to be used for whatever loving that both of us can come up with."
Post-sex, we both cuddled and fell asleep, there in my bachelor apartment, in the living-area bed. Later, after waking, a shower—a cunt clean-out for her—and a pick-up meal, we went back to bed and just drifted. We had sex again, slow, deliberate, powerful at the end.
Then she began to talk.
Mia Hogh went on, kind of musing, in a quiet voice, as she started to fill in the details of what led up to the night of my supposed alcoholic humiliation orgy.
"I'm your resident slut until you get tired of me. I did you dirty, so awfully dirty and wrong, back 6 years ago. I'll never be able to make it up to you completely, but now I WANT to try. I've still got free choice. I know I'm not your slave. My mind and spirit are my own. I can get up and leave anytime I choose."
"It's just that I'm choosing to be right here, staying here, at your side, naked, your jizz dribbling out of my cunt. I want to be your slut. Not just for guilt or shame. I'm your slut because, to me, it feels right, feels good. Feels sexy as hell, too."
"This is what I should have been, when we were married, but I was too focused on being a middle-aged, unfulfilled woman, looking for I-don't-know-what."
"Right up to that last year-and-a-half, I was a loving, faithful wife. Right after we decided to be exclusive, then through the engagement and our marriage, you were the only one for me. I never even kissed another man. You never had a 'mercy fuck'. My body was for you alone."
"But then, I started to change, so slowly even I didn't quite know what was happening."
"Oh, Ken," she said as she remembered, "I tried to hide it from you but I was feeling so un-fulfilled. So empty. You had your work, your creative, engineering work. My own audio/visual stuff was boring. I was out of sorts. I never could say just what it as that I was feeling, but all the passion, the excitement was gone out of my life, when you weren't making love to me or thrusting your so-excellent cock into me, making me cum. I felt something was missing from my life."
"But it was just too indefinite, a sorta, kinda, I-don't-know-what fuzzy, female type of feeling. Nothing that I could talk about with an engineer or so I thought. Maybe a mild depression. I started to buy the occasional bottle of booze (vodka, it was) and get a little high in the morning and evenings, especially when you were away on your assignments."
"That's probably what Hastings Royall ('call me Roy'), the top executive at my company, picked up on. He was really good at negotiations and business, and could pick up on the slightest hints of what a supplier wanted or what his people wanted. Right now, I think he picked up on my feelings, when he met me to discuss some training videos he wanted me to produce."
"Oh, Ken, you never met him. He was handsome, and he was powerful, forceful, rich and he was a horn-dog. All that came out, when he appeared in my little studio one afternoon. He closed the door, then walked up behind me—I knew he was there—and he simply reached around and lightly grasped both my boobs in his hands, saying, "Miola, I wanna fuck you like a whore-in-heat".
"What I should have done was screamed, slapped his face, ordered him out, filed a sexual harassment HR complaint, quit my job, and come home to you for caring, comfort and cuddling. My husband Ken would have taken care of me. I could always find another job."
"But I didn't. I was a little high, since I had a bottle there at work. But that's no excuse. What I really did was take a deep breath, pressing his hands harder against my suddenly aching-sensitive boobs.
"Then I said, 'OK, sure'."
"I said it between one breath and the next. I said it on a whim. Right there, I said the damning two little words that set me on the slippery slope down to total degradation, loss of my marriage, loss of my husband Ken and eventually loss of my self-respect, my spirit and my very soul."
"On a whim, in the space of a single breath, I separated love—love of you, of my marriage, of myself—from having sex for fun."
"Inside two minutes, I was bent over my desk, jeans and panties down around my ankles, blouse open and bra up around my neck, as Roy plunged his cock in and out of my suddenly-flowing cunt. No tit or nipple play. No licking. No foreplay. Just hard cock in-and-out, pressed between my ass cheeks and into my pussy, thrusting, grunting as he sexed me."
"I still remember, 'Oh God, it felt GOOD!' I was a pretend-whore. I was pretend-evil. I was having excitement. I was doing something nasty, sexy, getting over on my husband. Cheating on my husband, soiling my marriage. He'd never find out. Having sex with the boss, right there on the job, where anyone could walk in and catch me."
"Roy pounded into me, telling me I was a whore. A dirty, nasty, cheating whore. I loved it. He only lasted a few minutes, the first time, but I came twice, loud and shuddering, like you remembered I did at home. My tits were on fire. I told him that."
"He fucked me twice. Once from behind and then again, missionary, on my desk, all our clothes on the floor. Oh, Ken, he wasn't bigger or longer than you. Just different. For those glorious moments, though, I was his pretend-whore and I had my excitement back."
Mia dribbled a few tears, as she added, "I never—not once—ever thought that what I'd just done was gonna make you into a cuckold." Bitterly, she added, getting hold of her tears, "that came later, of course."
Mia went on with her tale, telling me, "He got off and we dressed. He left, after he said that he'd be back for more. After I said, 'Sure, OK' again. My next step down the slippery slope."
"Wrapped in a kind of golden glow, I continued where I'd left off, setting up another training video. The interdepartmental mail arrived, with a big envelope. Inside were some 'gifts' from Roy: a key to the executive's washroom, which was almost a self-spa. A key card to one of the small apartments in the tower that the company maintained for visiting execs. Q-10, it was. Inside was a nice bathroom, a chair, desk and a big bed."