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I don't know how to begin. Who would believe me? I mean, I certainly wouldn't have believed this story a few months ago. No one who knows me would believe it.
My story begins about six months ago. That's when BillyWayne and I moved here to Fresno from Walker Landing, Georgia. BillyWayne is my husband. We both grew up there, instilled with good Christian values. My name's Rebecca. I'm 23 and BillyWayne is 24. We've been married six years and have a five-year-old girl and a four-year-old boy. The way I was raised, sex was never discussed; a girl waited until she was married and then did it under the covers. I started going out with BillyWayne when I was 14 and didn't kiss him until I was 15. When we got married shortly after my seventeenth birthday I was still very much a virgin, mentally as well as physically. Despite his bragging, I don't think BillyWayne had any more experience than I did. But he sure had, and still has, some pretty strong ideas about what is proper sex and what is not. I think you get the idea.
Then six months ago, Billy Wayneβs company moved him to Fresno. He came ahead and found us a house in an older tract, found a church for us and moved me and the kids here. The first couple of months I was really lonely but then one of the ladies at the church kind of adopted me. Her name is Trudy and her husband is Stan and they are the best thing that ever happened to me. At first I sort of thought of them as my mom and dad because they are around 50 I think. But now they are my best friends.
Before I get to far, maybe I better tell you what I look like and Stan and Trudy look like. I'm really tiny. I'm 4 feet 11 inches tall and weigh 98 pounds. I've got light brown hair that is shoulder length, my eyes are hazel. My bra size is 30A, which is kind of a joke because my little titties really don't need a bra. No one ever says that I'm beautiful or gorgeous; they always say I'm cute. I used to hate that, looking like a fourteen year old but now I like it. Trudy is about 5 foot 4 I think, she has dark black hair cut short. She says she's fat but she really isn't. She does have really large breasts with these huge round dark nipples. My nipples are just pink and pointy. She also has kind of a round tummy and round butt. Stan is not too tall either; I guess about 5 foot 6 or so. He is bald on the top and has brown hair around the sides so he looks kind of older than he is. But his face is really nice and he always is smiling and has a look that makes you want to smile too. He is pretty thin but has a tummy on him too.
Anyway, let me tell you what happened two months ago, it was July and it was hot. It was Friday night and Trudy invited me to come to her house and help the ladies make food for a church picnic on Saturday. Well it turned out to be kind of a party too. There were six other ladies there and Trudy made these really good drinks and as we worked, everyone sipped drinks and talked and laughed. By the time we had finished preparing the food around 10 p.m., everybody was a little tipsy. I didn't do too much talking because I'm shy and also I was sort of embarrassed at the way the ladies talked. I mean I never heard ladies talk about sex the way they talked.
When everyone was leaving, Trudy says, "Rebecca, will you stay and help me clean-up"
"Sure", I said.
She hugged me. "You were very quiet tonight. Did you have fun? You seemed to like my choice of refreshments."
"Oh, yes. I like them a lot. BillyWayne don't approve of ladies drinking so I only did it one time before. I guess I didn't know what to say because I never heard so much talk about sex before."
Trudy laughed. "Honey, don't worry. They talk about it more because they've all been married so long that they don't do it the way you young kids do. I bet that BillyWayne is on you all night every time he comes back from these business trips of his."
I didn't say anything. I guess my face said something though, because Trudy hugged me again and held me. "Oh baby, I think I may have said something wrong. Let me fill your glass and maybe we should talk."
"No, you didn't say anything wrong. We just don't do it very much at all. I mean.... well...it's just that we don't want to have no more kids. I mean BillyWayne says we can't afford to have no more. And...well...you, know...you just do it to make babies and to please your husband."
Trudy was holding me close, I was sipping the newly filled glass and feeling really light headed. If I hadn't had those drinks I would have never let the conversation go on, but I did.
"Rebecca, are you telling me that you don't enjoy it when you do it - or maybe I should say when you did it. Honey, trust me, there is nothing wrong with enjoying it."
"I kind of do Trudy. I mean it always seems like I'm just starting to enjoy it and then it's over. I mean I always think that there's something more going to happen and it doesn't. Please don't ever tell anybody what we're talking about. I found out I enjoy it more when I just rub myself down there, but I know it's wrong."
"Honey! It's definitely not wrong. Sex is meant to be enjoyed. And sweetie, just between us, why don't we not say `down there'. Honey that's your pussy. And let me tell you, every one of those women tonight have a vibrator or a dildo that they love to use on their pussy."
I felt a tingle when she said `pussy'. She must have noticed. Her arm was still around me; I could feel her large breast, warm against my arm.
She whispered in my ear, "Say it for me honey...say `pussy'.
"Pussy."
"Good. That calls for a drink.β she laughed.
I laughed too and said, "pussy". Then, "Trudy, can I ask you something else?"
"Anything baby."
"You know when Margaret had that carrot and said it looked like her husbands thing but it was hard and he wasn't?" Do you think that it can really be that long?"
"Honey, of course. Hell, that carrot was only about 5 or 6 inches long. Stan's is bigger than that. Damn, I always thought that tall drink of water you're married to must have at least a foot hanging there." Trudy was giggling and also a bit tipsy. "AND, what is this talk about `things'? I thought we decided it's OK to use some of those `fun' words.β she laughed. "It's a `cock'! And just how big is old BillyWayne's?
I held up my fingers. "About this long." "My God! That's only about 4 inches. And that's the ONLY one you've ever seen?", Trudy was shaking her head.