After sex, while I lay next to Billy in his bed, he caressed my 40D tits, admiring them. He'd lean over and kiss my nipples. But I had my husband on my mind.
"What did he say, Billy?"
"What did who say?"
"My husband, what you mentioned you heard in the parking lot at the hardware store. What did Randy say?"
Billy paused. He was 58 years old and a real gentleman. We go to the same church and I believe he is sincere and basically decent. He didn't want to discuss it, but he could see it was my right to know.
"Said you been thinking about doing a three-way, with two men, for years. That you might even want to try a gangbang. He said you the hottest pussy he's ever had and he just wishes more men could enjoy your favors. He went on some about how you move and things you say in lovemaking, but my ears was getting offended. So I moved on."
"And you were standing right there next to him? He hardly knows you."
"No, Terry, I was standing back a bit. He was talking to three bubbas I figured was friends of his. But he was talking loud. He was low-class about it there."
I got myself up, wiped Billy's cum from my pussy with a towel he offered, and started getting dressed.
"Getting time for me to head to the diner, Billy."
He stood up and walked me to the front door. We embraced and we kissed. I looked him in the eye.
"Will you be coming back by, Terry? You're always welcome here."
"I don't know, Billy. But you try and keep that ex-wife out of your head. She ain't worth all the misery you've put yourself through."
"It would be easier done if I had someone like you in my life," he said. And I couldn't help but feel a deep warmth well up inside me for him. "You're a fine woman, every-which way."
I went off to work the lunch crowd like usual, then I went home. When the kids got home, I made them a quick dinner and drove them over to my mother's house.
I wanted to be alone with Randy this Friday evening. We needed to talk, or rather, I needed to chop his head off.
He came in around 6:30 p.m. I had dinner waiting. I was dressed in loose, baggy cotton fleece shorts, a XX-large green t-shirt, sandals. Nothing sexy.
We ate dinner polite like, then I told him: "I just had me a morning FUCK," I said with pause, "with another man."
"No shit!" he said with some genuine surprise. "How was it?"
I leaned over to slap him but he dodged. "That would be your first question? Did I like it?" "Hun, please. You know I ain't the jealous kind. I'm just thinking, it's about time. So who was it?"
"Billy Johnson, the tree nursery man."
"That old fart? Aw, baby, you can do better. Let me fix you up."
"I don't wanna talk about you 'fixin' me nothing! He said you was talking about me again, over at the parking lot of the hardware store. About how I wanted to be a whore and have everybody fuck me! Saying that shit in front of strangers, Randy!"
I swung again, this time fist closed, and I didn't miss. I had knuckles squared up on his jaw, but Randy's a huge man and he just shrugged off my best shot. I was that pissed I couldn't floor him.
"Now sweety, I see you got some steam you need to lose, but I know my wife and my wife ain't that bible-thumping hallelujah girl ever body else sees. You _ is a whore."
"Fuck you, Randy!"
I marched off to the bedroom, slammed the door and went to the bath, slammed the door, undressed and started with a cold shower. Randy was quiet the whole time. When I came out, naked and dried off, he was sitting on the bed with a tape in his hands.
"Know what I got here, baby?"
I ignored him.
"I got here proof that my wife is a whore."
"Oh right. What did you have a camera in Billy's house? And if I was with him it's cause I felt sorry for him and righteously pissed off at you."
"That all may be true," he said. "In fact, I believe you. But you was also horny. Cuz you is always horny."
I kept silent. He was right.
"You remember four years back, you went into Houston for that churchy convention?"
I turned to look at him. He was waving the tape in his hand. My heart went cold and my stomach started doing a slow turn, like a dryer machine barrel starting a new cycle.
"You came back with the sexy outfit you shopped for at the mall. I made fun about how you were hanging with the holy rollers at night and mall slummin' in the day to dress like a slut for me. You didn't tell me you tried that outfit on, before you came to show it to me."
"How did you get that?" I asked, my voice less confident, my heart racing.
"Henry Martin. You remember him from high school?"
"No."
"Well, baby. He remembers you. And he knows a side of you I didn't know nothin' about."
"I never fucked no Henry Martin!"
"I didn't say you did. But see Henry used to work security guard after high school. He hated the job, but he learned himself a trade. He installs closed circuit TV systems and ID card readers. He got a call to replace a surveillance system at this here adult book store in south Houston a few years back. He got to talking with the store manager and they got friendly. The store manager shared with him some tape of girls that go into the back room."
I stood silent, shaking inside, my heart was pounding so loud I felt like my eardrums would burst.
"Oh God."
"Oh, I don't know about him, baby. But I think we should see this together."
"Donnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn't!"
He put the tape in the old VCR. A grainy black and white started running. And there I was coming out of shadows up to a stall, built like a bathroom stall. I stepped into a booth where the side partitions had big holes cut in the centers.
I was wearing a pair of tight white bikini shorts and a wide studded black belt. I had on white high-heel pumps, and a fake silk white blouse that was unbuttoned. The blouse was held in place by a knot I had tied just above my belly button.
I had on a red lace push-up bra. I sat on the seat and waited. I hellish-long minute passed.
Then there's noise. Someone enters the next booth. I remembered that night often. After buying the outfit, I had the urge to try it on. I had played out this fantasy of being a slutty whore with Randy in our bedroom a million times.
I was just curious!