Once again, offered to you with appreciation to LadyCibelle for editing this piece. Any mistakes in the Portuguese translations are purely mine. Sorry about that.
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We are all tested and offered choices in our lives. Do we turn left or right? Do I file my taxes now or wait until the 15th of April? If we are lucky, we make the right choice and pass the test. Often, we won't know until long after the choice has been made and the results tabulated whether we were right or wrong. But, sometimes, we know the minute we make that little tick whether we passed the test or not. That happened to me the week of my first anniversary.
Most of you have already been introduced to my past and how a lovely, raven haired Brazilian undulated into my life. And my life has never been better since that night in Sao Paulo. She grabbed a hold of my heart that night and has never relaxed her grip.
Thanks to Maria my life began to settle into a warm rhythm. Prior to meeting Maria I had been directionless since my marriage had broken up 10 years ago. I didn't even have the luxury of throwing myself into my work as many men do. A consultant's life is a series of assignments punctuated by periods of inactivity. I had gone from assignment to assignment with no real permanence. One day seamlessly blended into the next. And then Maria changed that. She made me...respectable. I took a permanent position as an information technology project manager with a large pharmaceutical firm in the area, rented a lovely little house in a cul-de-sac and began to live like a human being.
Maria did not want to return to work and I had no desire to push her in that direction. My salary was enough to make us comfortable. Occasionally she did take translating job working from home on a laptop she seemed to be happy just making the house "cozy" as she put it and being my wife.
The only cloud on our horizon was that she had taken to the idea of having a child. She had informed me of this the previous night after we were in bed. I tried to dissuade her but, as is the case with many women, she wasn't listening. I had no say in the matter. Intellectually I could see her point of view. She was still young. She had never had the experience and I am sure that her "biological clock" was ticking with the foreboding insistency of a bomb. But I was no longer a young man. In fact, I was so far over the hill I could no longer see the hump. I would be ready to collect social Security when the child was just getting out of college! She was not to be dissuaded and this bothered me.
I remember fluctuating between this and just what to get Maria for our anniversary when bad news arrived at my office door in the form of my executive assistant, Pamela. Pam had been with the company for the last 5 year and was an exemplary employee. During those 5 years she had worked for a VP, a senior director and my predecessor. She had a fine sense of office politics and was a major conduit for the powder puff grapevine, a nasty appellation given to the ladies room gossip mongers. She was loyal enough to pass things of interest on to me from time to time, things which might affect my little section.
She poked her head in and asked "Busy?"
I took my feet from my desktop where they had taken up permanent residency. I started shuffling things as if I had actually been doing something other than trying to decide between perfume and flowers for the anniversary gift. "Nope, not really. What have you got?"
Pam walked in and stood there with a big grin. "You are not going to believe this! Guess who is back."
I had no idea what the hell she was talking about. "I have no idea what the hell you are talking about. If you have something to tell me, tell me."
"Mike Turner. He's back." She grinned.
I groaned and said, "Are you shitting me? Who is responsible for that fuck up?"
Pam grinned. "Blame it on Walters in HR. They didn't really check into his, Turner's, packet when he reapplied. Plus, Turner is friends with some senior director somewhere. He is a good systems engineer, Pete."
I grimaced. "You know I hate being called Pete. Don't do it again or I'm canning your ass."
Her laugh had a deep throaty quality to that I enjoyed. "Whatever you say." As if Pam getting sacked could ever happen. Pam knew not just where the bodies were buried but who put them there. "You ready for the best part?" She said, eyes twinkling.
I sat back and groaned. "There's more? Don't tell me, let me guess. He's being assigned to me?"
"Aren't you just special?" Pam grinned. "He should be on his way..."
"Hey folks!" Turner, on cue, stepped into my office.
I stood up and reached my hand across the desk to shake hands. "Good to have you back, Mike." I lied looking over at Pam who had a shit-eating grin plastered over her features.
Mike took my hand and shook it. "Great to be back! You can't keep a good man down, you know."
"So it would appear," I agreed, retrieving my hand.
I looked at my hand. One...two...three...four...five...wedding ring...watch. Yes, they were all there.
Pam moved to the door, "Well, I have things to do. Mike, stop by and I'll show you your cube and get you set up with a laptop and everything. Okay?"
"Sure thing. I'll be there in a minute. I just want to touch base with Peter here."
She walked out and Mike turned to me. He hadn't changed much in the intervening year. Perhaps a bit more grey in hair, but then I couldn't say much about that.
"Look, Peter, I want this to work out between us. About Brazil, I want to apologize for that. I was drinking too much and made an ass of myself. I want you to know I am sorry and that it won't happen again."
I looked him over. "No, problem, Mike. That was a year ago. Just two things to remember. I know you have a drinking problem and in the past it got the better of you. But you always kept it away from your work. Continue to do that and we'll get along."
"Done!" he replied. "And the second?"