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Another familiar theme. This is a long story. If you prefer to avoid long tales or simply don't have time right now, please skip this. For those with adequate time and patience to continue, I placed evenly spaced chapter markers in bold for your convenience. Please forgive my preference for not breaking my stories into sequential posts. I will never write a willing cuckold story.
Chapter-1
It began when I was in grammar school. I thought everyone saw the world the same as me and I believed it to be perfectly normal. Because of my unusual capabilities, I was finally tested by doctors after graduating high school before entering college. My diagnosis? I am a high-functioning autistic with synesthesia, something which occurs in only two to four percent of the population. My parents never believed me to be autistic growing up. They attributed my unusual skills to intelligence. Being a high-functioning autistic, I'm only mildly awkward socially. I often tend to blurt out whatever comes to my mind truthfully. I couldn't tell a lie even if it made me look bad. It's not in my constitution. I can tell a joke as well as anyone else, but not a lie.
As an adult looking back now, I learned that my condition began as number-form synesthesia. After learning the fundamentals of math, I would see numbers in various colors inside my head as I considered an equation. For example, if the teacher asked the class what two plus two was, I might see the numbers 2 + 2 in my head in red, while other numbers floated around it in various colors. I soon learned that the numbers colored in shades of green were the correct answers. By the time I reached middle school, the answers began presenting themselves to me in different forms. Sticking with two plus two as an example, instead of seeing the result 4 in green, I began seeing the word spelled out as four, but still green. It became very frustrating because long answers had to be reinterpreted to be written down in decimal or algebraic form. That notwithstanding, I received mixed grades in my mathematics classes. It was as if my brain understood the processes and calculated them in the recesses of my mind without reminding me of how I did it. Oh, I seldom had any difficulty with providing correct answers but because I was never able to show my work on how I arrived at those answers, it negatively impacted my grades and drew suspicion. On occasion, I'd even been accused of cheating or copying from others several times but was never observed by anyone doing so a single time. Though I was good at math and the sciences, I struggled horrendously with history and civics. Memorization of names, places, and historical events was not my strong suit.
The more my education was broadened, the more my version of synesthesia morphed along with it. I didn't have a perfect memory. I would have much preferred to have that gift, but we all must make the best of the gifts we are given. Mine just happens to be unusual compared to many others. In college, calculus and differential equations opened new horizons for me. As more higher-order mathematic fundamentals were introduced, I began seeing ranges of options in various shades of green so I developed a new understanding that the darker shaded answers were more correct than their brighter, more colorful counterparts. I hit my stride in statistical analysis and probabilities. Though many of my fellow students hated such courses, I fell in love with them as they perfectly formed my view of the world through my synesthesia. I developed discernment beyond surface details. I voraciously consumed as much data as I could, then processed it all in ways that others could not. Analysis became my scholastic objective.
During college, I stopped mentioning my synesthesia to anyone. The word autistic, high-functioning or not, seemed to induce others to unfairly view me as number smart but mentally defective. I was the go-to person for answers but a pariah when it came to dating. Although I was still unable to lie, I learned that there was a difference between lying and not revealing everything there is to know about me. That increased my probability of getting dates. As I changed my friend group, I became accepted by my peers as an atypical egghead with a quirky personality. During my senior year of college, I met Mary Beth Meadows in one of my classes. A vision of beauty, I saw her hit on constantly by numerous guys trying every line on her to date her. She was way out of my league, however, though I couldn't help but lust after her as did all the other guys.
I dated several other girls who I believed were more in line with my looks and social status but every time I was making out with a girl, I would close my eyes and imagine that she was Mary Beth. For some reason, such thoughts fueled my ardor. However, after three or four dates, girls would generally fade away politely. I believe they found me boring. Sure, I could recite the value of pi to the one-hundredth decimal place, but such activities do not inflate desire in a woman nor a yearning for more of my companionship. My parents had always told me that there would be someone out there for me but that she would have to be someone special to understand and
get
me. Fate has a way of bringing unlikely people together. I was seated alone in the campus library when she walked up to me.
"Is this seat taken?" Her melodic voice echoed in my ears.
"Er, uh, no. Be my guest, please have a seat." The object of my desire was now seated next to me and I didn't have a clue why. For a moment, I considered that she had been put up to this by her sorority to ask an ugly guy out and the girls would convene and vote to see which girl won the contest for the ugliest date. But Mary Beth was totally disarming.
"Hi, we've never been formally introduced. I'm Mary Beth Meadows."
"I know who you are, Mary Beth. I've known for quite a while now. I'm Andrew, Andrew Stevenson."
"And how would you know my name?" She coyly asked.
"I don't think that there's a red-blooded male on campus who doesn't know who you are. When the most attractive woman on campus walks into a room, every male takes notice." I affirmed as I swept my hand in a grand gesture to draw her attention to the others in the library. Every male eye was on her and here she was with me. She chuckled at my remark, recognizing its validity.
"You're funny and different from all the other guys on campus and that's what attracted me to you, Andrew. There's something about you. I can't quite put my finger on it but it will come to me in time. To help me along, why don't you tell me something about yourself to see if that triggers what's been twinging in the back of my mind? I already know that you're one of the smartest guys around. Everyone says that about you but that's not it. No, there's something else," she inferred as she tapped her finger on her chin pensively.