Author's note:
Looks like just one more chapter to go after this. I hope you're enjoying it. Please be sure to read the first 3 chapters for the entire back story.
Thanks,
GolfingSamurai07
Jo made him breakfast because she had one more serious conversation to have with Randy before he left. "Thanks again, Randy. Last night and this morning were perfect. I couldn't have asked for anything more. Those things you did and said to me; it was so much better than I had imagined it being in my head."
"While I appreciate the ego stroke, Jo, it's not necessary." Randy said. "I have enough of that to last a lifetime just from knowing you chose me to help you. I know you were nervous about it, but I bet somewhere deep down inside, you knew we wouldn't refuse you. And I have to say, once I got over the initial shock of what you were asking for; well, damn, I mean look at you. You have to realize that this hasn't exactly been hard for me. You're sexy and gorgeous with a fucking killer body; you have a great sense of humor, and are just an overall good person. I bet I could find a thousand guys that would want to be in my shoes by the end of the day if I went looking. I know better than anyone how lucky I am. I would be lying if I said it wouldn't have hurt knowing you had picked someone else to help you out. I know you love me, Jo, and as for those things I said last night; I was completely honest with you when I said I loved you and you had a piece of my heart. I won't ever stop loving you."
Jo Ann couldn't speak for a minute. It was more than she was expecting from him. Maybe it would lead to a life of loneliness, but she was even more determined now to compare all men in the future to Randy.
"Wow, I'm not sure what to say to that Randy other than I'm just as lucky myself to have you in my life too."
She needed to bring up one more delicate subject with him but because she hadn't expected the previous few minutes to go the way they did, Jo Ann found herself facing a rapidly growing awkward silence. It had worked numerous times before so she with humor to the rescue again.
"Well, that conversation went a little more into left field than I expected. It's a good thing we're not Mormon; you and Sarah may have just gotten a sister wife if the right God had heard us."
Randy laughed again. "Maybe I'll talk to her about converting." Jo Ann laughed back but had a sudden thought that he might not be completely joking.
"Randy, I'm feeling really great about what you've helped me accomplish so far. I know you said you'd help anyway you can but I sometimes still feel the need to ask for permission of sorts so bear with me, okay?" She waited for his acknowledgement before continuing.
"Sarah and I have been talking and I'm not keeping any secrets from her about this. 100% total honesty. You and I have talked about it but probably not in as much detail so I want to make sure you remember that getting me to the point of being able to make love once is probably not going to fix everything for me; so we're going to have to have sex a bunch more times. To be blunt, I'm talking about working up to straight up animal style fucking. I was in control this morning and it was fantastic but I need to get to a point where I'm comfortable with someone else having that control. I need to be able to have the hell pounded out of my pussy without any fear. I need to have you fucking me from behind me where I can't see your face and still totally trust that I won't get hurt. You know I'm not afraid anymore to touch you but I'm going to need to comfortable having a cock and cum in my mouth. I need to replace the feelings of everything they did to me with new memories. Good memories of doing them with you. Do you fully understand what I'm asking for and are you still with me?"
Randy nodded. "I told you that I'm going to take care of you and I meant it."
"I've asked Sarah this question already and so now I'm going to ask you, Randy. Why won't you have anal sex with Sarah? I know she always wanted to try it because I would tell her how much I loved it but she never did. I also know that she's asked you for it in the past but you won't do it. Is the reason that you gave her true; you hurt a girl once?"
Jo Ann noticed him visibly stiffen and it was finally his turn to not be able to look someone in the eye. "Yes, I did." he said quietly.
Jo Ann took his hand. "Sarah couldn't really tell me much about it; she says she doesn't know all the details but I know you didn't do anything like what happened to me. I know the kind of man you are and there's no possible way you could have ever done that to someone. Maybe we can help each out here though. You're helping me to get over all of my issues stemming from the rape. Anal is going to be one of them so maybe I can help you while you're helping me. Can you tell me about what happened?"
Randy didn't like thinking about it. Just like with Sarah, there may be topics he wished to avoid and asked not to talk about but he wouldn't lie to either of them so he decided to go ahead and tell Jo the story.
"I don't talk about it much, not even with Sarah, but did she ever tell you about either Valerie or Alice?" Jo vaguely remembered hearing the name Valerie once or twice but shook her head so Randy continued.
"Back in high school, I met a girl. Well, probably more of a woman than a girl. Friend of a friend of a friend kind of thing, you know? Spring of my senior year, we were introduced at a party and the attraction was instant. Didn't matter that she was older than me; I was already 18 and she was just about to turn 25. We were glued to each other for the next six months. I was no virgin; I'd never had any complaints so I was confident that I knew what I was doing. Valerie quickly taught me that I knew jack shit. I'd like to think I picked up a few things on my own in the years since she's been gone, but it truly all goes back to what she taught me about pleasing a woman.
I thought I already knew how to fuck; hell, it might not be any good but anyone can just go out and fuck. Valerie showed me how to fuck better and, most importantly, how to make love. She taught me how to take my time to get a woman ready for sex. She taught me how to eat pussy and like it. She taught me ways to prolong sex before having an orgasm. She taught me about angles and pressure, rhythm and speed variation, and how to listen to a woman's body and respond."
"Sounds like Sarah should send that woman a thank you card or something; and probably me too after last night." Jo said with a chuckle.
Randy laughed too. "I think Valerie would actually have enjoyed that a lot."
"What do you mean, would have enjoyed? Is she the one you hurt?" she asked him.
"No, we quit seeing each other when I went away to college and she was killed by a drunk driver a few months later." Randy paused when Jo reached across the table to take his hand. "That had to be rough, I'm so sorry." she said.
Randy nodded. "Thanks. We both knew that what we had wasn't going to be a permanent thing since I was going away to school but it still hurt nonetheless. Anyway, back to the story; like I said, she taught me about everything including anal. She almost couldn't get enough of it. I enjoyed myself quite a lot too as you can probably imagine. I mean, the feeling of being inside a woman's mouth and pussy are some of the greatest feelings on earth for an 18 year old guy; even a 33 year old for that matter. But there was something almost otherworldly about being deep inside of an ass.