Author's note:
Looks like just one more chapter to go after this. I hope you're enjoying it. Please be sure to read the first 3 chapters for the entire back story.
Thanks,
GolfingSamurai07
Jo made him breakfast because she had one more serious conversation to have with Randy before he left. "Thanks again, Randy. Last night and this morning were perfect. I couldn't have asked for anything more. Those things you did and said to me; it was so much better than I had imagined it being in my head."
"While I appreciate the ego stroke, Jo, it's not necessary." Randy said. "I have enough of that to last a lifetime just from knowing you chose me to help you. I know you were nervous about it, but I bet somewhere deep down inside, you knew we wouldn't refuse you. And I have to say, once I got over the initial shock of what you were asking for; well, damn, I mean look at you. You have to realize that this hasn't exactly been hard for me. You're sexy and gorgeous with a fucking killer body; you have a great sense of humor, and are just an overall good person. I bet I could find a thousand guys that would want to be in my shoes by the end of the day if I went looking. I know better than anyone how lucky I am. I would be lying if I said it wouldn't have hurt knowing you had picked someone else to help you out. I know you love me, Jo, and as for those things I said last night; I was completely honest with you when I said I loved you and you had a piece of my heart. I won't ever stop loving you."
Jo Ann couldn't speak for a minute. It was more than she was expecting from him. Maybe it would lead to a life of loneliness, but she was even more determined now to compare all men in the future to Randy.
"Wow, I'm not sure what to say to that Randy other than I'm just as lucky myself to have you in my life too."
She needed to bring up one more delicate subject with him but because she hadn't expected the previous few minutes to go the way they did, Jo Ann found herself facing a rapidly growing awkward silence. It had worked numerous times before so she with humor to the rescue again.
"Well, that conversation went a little more into left field than I expected. It's a good thing we're not Mormon; you and Sarah may have just gotten a sister wife if the right God had heard us."
Randy laughed again. "Maybe I'll talk to her about converting." Jo Ann laughed back but had a sudden thought that he might not be completely joking.
"Randy, I'm feeling really great about what you've helped me accomplish so far. I know you said you'd help anyway you can but I sometimes still feel the need to ask for permission of sorts so bear with me, okay?" She waited for his acknowledgement before continuing.
"Sarah and I have been talking and I'm not keeping any secrets from her about this. 100% total honesty. You and I have talked about it but probably not in as much detail so I want to make sure you remember that getting me to the point of being able to make love once is probably not going to fix everything for me; so we're going to have to have sex a bunch more times. To be blunt, I'm talking about working up to straight up animal style fucking. I was in control this morning and it was fantastic but I need to get to a point where I'm comfortable with someone else having that control. I need to be able to have the hell pounded out of my pussy without any fear. I need to have you fucking me from behind me where I can't see your face and still totally trust that I won't get hurt. You know I'm not afraid anymore to touch you but I'm going to need to comfortable having a cock and cum in my mouth. I need to replace the feelings of everything they did to me with new memories. Good memories of doing them with you. Do you fully understand what I'm asking for and are you still with me?"
Randy nodded. "I told you that I'm going to take care of you and I meant it."
"I've asked Sarah this question already and so now I'm going to ask you, Randy. Why won't you have anal sex with Sarah? I know she always wanted to try it because I would tell her how much I loved it but she never did. I also know that she's asked you for it in the past but you won't do it. Is the reason that you gave her true; you hurt a girl once?"
Jo Ann noticed him visibly stiffen and it was finally his turn to not be able to look someone in the eye. "Yes, I did." he said quietly.
Jo Ann took his hand. "Sarah couldn't really tell me much about it; she says she doesn't know all the details but I know you didn't do anything like what happened to me. I know the kind of man you are and there's no possible way you could have ever done that to someone. Maybe we can help each out here though. You're helping me to get over all of my issues stemming from the rape. Anal is going to be one of them so maybe I can help you while you're helping me. Can you tell me about what happened?"