I love making my husbands squirm. Yes, you read that correctly...
husbands, plural.
I don't know that I want to go into the whole backstory of how I ended up the luckiest woman in the world, that's a story for another time. I'm a little too aroused at the moment.
I've got a dirty story to tell and dammit I'm going to tell it!
But yes, I am the wife in a wonderful, loving, strong marriage with two remarkable men. Two remarkable men who love me intensely, and who I love making squirm. And boy did I make them squirm this morning.
I love that look of stupor on a man's face when you have just surpassed every sexual expectation they had built up in their imagination. You know, that face you laugh at when you're with your girlfriends? Mouth agape, eyes wide in an awestruck gaze. I live for that face, it drives me insane.
Most men only experience their deepest fantasies when they watch porn, turning the sluts on screen into avatars for their own pleasure. But I'm a slut... I'm
their
slut... who needs an avatar?! Ever since my first encounter with both of my husbands, when they got to make me feel like I was living a life only described in porn, I've become addicted to the feeling of fulfilling that role in their lives. Making them squirm. Forcing that hilarious, adorable gawk of disbelief and satisfaction onto their faces.
My husbands love that I'm the kind of woman who wants two men in her life. We're all a bit freaky, but on some deep level they're both intensely attracted to my insatiable sex drive. I know our marriage seems like an odd arrangement, but it's actually the only reasonable arrangement I could have accepted in life. I need variety, I need passion, and honestly -
I need to get fucked.
And BOY are they up for the task. They love to please me, to try to tame me, to tire me out, to take their turns with me until I collapse. These are the kind of men who will happily walk away with blue balls before they allow me to go unsatisfied. I truly cannot believe my luck.
But with all that luck comes gratitude, and this weekend is my gratitude weekend. Because this is free-use weekend. We're all very attracted to the free-use fetish, probably because we reverse its typical dynamic in our relationship. In our relationship, I am the Queen and my sex drive keeps our wheels turning. They are just all too happy to oblige. But in free-use porn, a world is envisioned where women exist to be freely used - anywhere and at any time - by sexually impulsive men. We love watching a video where a cute girl is trying to read a book or do her homework, only to be interrupted by a stranger in the library who decides it's time for her to make him cum. She might stop what she's doing to suck him off, she might pull her pants down and let him do what he needs to while she continues reading...but in either scenario she's just happy to help. I really do see the appeal...I pretty much live life like a guy in a free-use porno!
The tables turn on free-use weekend in my house. I exist solely to please the men I love so dearly. They get all of me that they could ever want all year, but all of my holes
belong
to them this weekend. I am their one-woman harem, here to suck and fuck and stroke at a moment's notice. I find this so empowering, to watch them hunger for me all day long. For their every craving to be directed at me, and my body, and my energy. I have the power to drain and deplete them. To divert all their attention exactly where I want it. To take them hard and powerful and leave them soft and limp... figuratively, of course. But most of all, I have the power to put that fucking expression on their faces. And I cannot wait to make them gawk all weekend.
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They have both been working from home for a while, so I decided to start the weekend on Friday morning, just a bit early, as a surprise. Last night, I set aside my fish-net leggings, my floral lacy garter belt, and my open cup bra that perfectly outlines my perky tits and leaves nothing to the imagination. I want to draw all attention to my bits and pieces that will drive them nuts, no need to cover anything on free-use weekend. Oh, and you may have noticed that I left panties off that list...
that wasn't an accident.
I brought all of this to the spare bedroom along with my make-up so I could creep out of bed in the morning and turn myself into their little slut. I mean, I always am, but I am putting on the full uniform to kick off free-use weekend.