Brian isn't threatened by the other men in my life. It's true he gets jealous. I've seen it in his eyes. I notice it when I am meeting someone new. He is always there, that is part of the deal. It is when I am sitting there, barely dressed in some outfit selected because it is revealing, having a cocktail, and interviewing a new plaything. It's before I have touched them that he is jealous. I steal glances at him. I guess I like it. I know he does.
It all came up pretty early in our relationship. I was drunk of course. "In vino vertias." We were at a party and a longhaired man in a tight T-shirt was being a little too obvious. I was flirting. I wanted him. I said no. I still slipped his number into my bad though. Brian pulled me aside. He asked if I wanted Mr. T-shirt. I said yes, I did. He just looked at me for a minute but it felt like an hour. I grew uncomfortable. Just as I began to question whether or not I could actually just settle on one man he reached out to me. He put his hand on my back. My dress plunged deep down my back almost to my ass and he moved his hand from my shoulder blade until it was tantalizingly low on my back. I wanted him to continue to my ass. I am sexual that way. I just like it. I like all of it. I like the tease, I like the seduction, and I like the earth shaking hair pulling hard fucking.
"Can I watch?" he said quietly in my ear.
I will be honest. I have had thoughts about having multiple men. I have had long dirty nights of imagining it and touching myself and bringing myself to orgasms as I had one hand between my legs and the fingers of the other in my mouth in a pale imitation of the real thing.
"No." I said quietly. I didn't look at him afraid of what he was thinking. If I was going to go through with it I would need to just close my eyes and let the cards fall where they may. "I want you too." I told him.
It was better than I imagined. It was too good. It was too good not to happen again.
"I just love cock." I told him. It was about the third time I had invited Mr. T-shirt over. Those early times, they were social as well as sexual. Mr. Tshirt would come over and we woul drink wine and smoke a little and then when we grew quiet I would know it was happening. I would ran my hands over their thighs and then stroke them through their Jeans. They would undress. They both knew it was all about me. I wouldn't be wearing much, usually just a T-shirt of my own but they would stand in front of me. I would stroke them and lick them. Sometimes this would go on longer than the fucking. I just loved cock.
Mr. T-shirt found a girlfriend and faded away but I wasn't done. Neither was Brian.
One night he took me out to a club. I think it was my birthday. It was some sort of special event. He told me when we were waiting in line. "It's been a while. I thought maybe you might find a new playmate tonight." I loved that he said playmate. It made it less serious. It wasn't fucking it was playing. Playing is fun.
"Or two?" I teased him.
"You want two?" he asked.
"I want all of them." I smiled as I said it, as if I was still teasing, but I wasn't. I found two friends and with Brian we all went back to one of their apartments. It was a young single guys place. It was small and dirty with the bed barely off the floor. Brian told them the rules as I undressed. I made a show of it slowly peeling off the blouse and skirt I was wearing. They had to wear condoms to fuck me.