My husband and I have been married for a dozen years. We both had our pasts and I have always been content to forget mine and move on. Al is not so disposed. He wallows in his past like a pig in mud and seems to derive some kind of voyeuristic pleasure from having me recount my premarital sexual exploits. While I have been devote and totally committed to him, content to âforsake all othersâ his male eye wanders both in real life and on the internet.
I am able to handle all of the above because I consider it âa guy thingâ because several of my friends at work have similar problems. He is not content to let it end there. He thinks that after a decade of marriage, or sex life needs to be spiced up. Iâm not sure if it is because he feels guilty for lusting after all the women in his life, or if it is deeper than that, but he wants to see me with another man. Hell if he had his way it would likely end in a gang bang. While many women would likely be thankful for the âblank checkâ to fuck whomever they wish, as strange as it may seem, I am just not interested.
I work nights as a Registered Nurse. Several years ago, the unit was almost exclusively female, but over the years more and more men have entered the nursing profession and now there is always at least one male nurse on each shift. Sure, a good number of them are gay and fit right in with us girls, but not all of them. You would be surprised at the things RNâs talk about at work when things get slow. A good deal of the time, the conversation turns to sex. Sometimes it is sex in general and other times it can get quite personal, anything from sex toys to problems in bed with hubbie.
John was a one in a million male nurse. First and foremost, he was good with the patients. He kept his head in a crisis, knew his stuff and was a great asset on the unit. Second, he was very good looking. His pale blue scrubs made his sandy brown hair and blue eyes stand out. He was 6â3â and carried it very well. His hands were strong, but gentle. He always brightens up the shift whenever he worked. He was the kind of guy that I would have gone for if I were single. The only bad thing about John was that he was a travel nurse, which meant that his contract would be up in a week or so and he would return to the Midwest, never to be seen again.
As I said before, the talk at the nursesâ station normally turns to sex sooner or later. We donât watch ourselves too much when a gay male nurse is around, but when the straight guys are working; we tend to tone it down a bit. I donât know if it was because we all liked John and he was leaving or exactly why, but one night we continued our banter even with John within earshot.
Normally I donât say much, but this night when Susie started talking about her hubbie wanting to see her give a blow job to another guy, I had to chime in âwhat is that all about? Al is the same way with me!â Half of the married nurses gave a knowing smile, the other half starred in disbelief, while the single nurses blushed.
John, never one to butt in uninvited, uncharacteristically made a comment. âIf I were married to you, I would want you all to myself.â For the first time in several years I felt kind of warm inside. It kind of got me thinking to myself. Thatâs the way it should be. You know there is an old saying âbe careful what you wish for, because you just might get it.â Maybe it was time for hubbie to have a little taste of what he had been wishing for.
Later that night John approached me. âI hope you donât misunderstand what I said earlier.â He said quietly.
Oh, I had understood alright. âJohn, you know, Iâve really enjoyed working with you, and I am a little sorry you have to leave. You have been so helpful around here; maybe you could help me with another little problem.â
My blush must have revealed my inner thoughts because John said âAnd by little problem, you donât mean Mrs. Smith in 319, do you?â He grinned a little. He was on to me, but he was giving me a way out, what a gentleman he is.
I could have taken the back door out, but this seemed like a once in a lifetime opportunity. All the pieces were in the right place. I liked John, and he would not be around to complicate things after. No, it was now or never. I pulled him into an empty patient room and disclosed my plan to him.
I surprised my hubbie the next day with the invitation to get dressed up and go out. There was a new club that had opened up and he had wanted to go for the longest. I suggested we check it out, and he jumped at the chance. I sent him off to work with the promise of a good time together. I promptly called Susie from work and arraigned for a day at the mall.
We spent most of the morning buying everything from panties to earrings, plus a haircut, manicure and a makeover. I had almost forgotten how much fun a day at the mall could be. Somehow I had allowed myself to just buy what I need to replace and had lost touch with the âtotal new lookâ I used to give myself every couple of years. Al was right, married life did need some spicing up, more shopping, more often!
Al came home right on time. I met him at the door and his eyes popped out of his head. It had been a long time since he had given me âthat look.â I think he would have fucked me on the kitchen table or the hallway floor if I had given him half a chance. I suggested that he take a quick shower to freshen up before we went out. He got dressed in flash and I could tell that he had taken extra time in doing his hair. We made quite a sharp looking couple as we walked out the door together.
He took me out to a 5 star restaurant, and unlike most times, he didnât even mention the prices on the menu. It was almost like being on a first date again. I knew what he was up to. He was pulling out all stops in an attempt to make sure he got laid tonight. We left the restaurant and headed towards home.
âHoney, I had such a good time tonight, I donât want it to end, can we go out for a few drinks.â I knew he wanted to get home and get naked, I could see it in his eyes. I could tell by the way he drove. There was no doubt, but it was not to be. Not tonight. I had laid my plan and the evening would not end without its implementation.
âWere do you want to go? He asked.
âLetâs go to the church keyâ I suggested. The church key was an old church that had been converted to a dance club. It was kind of irreverent, but it was a very popular place with the younger crowd and known as a meat market for 20 some-things. At 33, we were perhaps older than most there, but it helped me to feel like I was still young. Besides, I looked 24 tonight and more than that John was to show up at the church key at 9:30 pm.
It was just before 8:30pm when we finally found a parking space. We paid the cover charge and entered into the historic building. The lights were dim, the smoke thick and the music loud. We had not been out like this in a few years. The dances were different and the music seemed to pulse more than I remembered.
âIs this ok?â Al said.
If it had been any other night I would have said ânoâ and asked to go someplace else. I liked a more subdued environment. But I had to tolerate it for a while at least. âThis is differentâ I replied with a wry smile âLetâs see how the other half live!â and gave him a wink. We ordered drinks and watched the gyrations on the dance floor. Before long I figured out the pumps and grinds, not that there was much to figure out, it wasnât the Macarena they were doing! It took some doing put I soon had Al out on the dance floor. He was putty in my hands tonight. We had been married long enough to read each other like a book. I knew what he wanted. We had also been married long enough for him to know not to piss me off if he wanted to get laid! So, for tonight, he was my puppet. We danced and drank, and danced some more.
At exactly 9:30 pm, John walked into the room. He looked different out of his scrubs, more manly I guess. He wore tight fitting jeans, a shirt open at the collar, exposing his dark chest hair. He stood near the door until his eyes adjusted and within a couple of seconds, he was walking towards us. I had chosen a small table near the bar. John slowed as he walked past us, and made eye contact with me. He sat at the bar and ordered a long neck. He turned to set sideways at the bar, watching the dance floor and looking our direction. Alâs back was to the bar allowing me eye contact with John.
Al had gained a few pounds over the years and had earned his desk job the easy way. He was not fat, but he was not used to an hour of aerobics five times a week. I had nearly danced him into the floor 15 minutes ago. âLetâs dance again!â I shouted over the music.
He shook his head and said âYou are wearing me out tonight!â He made no motion to get up.
âHoney, come on, dance with me! Iâm having fun, the nightâs still young.â My plan was working perfectly. John got up from the bar and walked the 4 or 5 feet over to our table.
âI didnât mean to eavesdrop, but I could not mind overhearing, may I have the pleasure of this dance.â He asked politely.
I thought Al was going to code! His mouth dropped open and he said âauh, sure, I guess if Lisa doesnât mind.â
I almost laughed. This had never happened to us before, and likely never would had I not written the script. âWell, sure Iâm flattered.â I said as I stood up.
We walked to the dance floor. John was a good dancer. His energy level was high and unlike me, it was obvious that he had been doing a lot of dancing lately. He knew the moves, which Al had not even observed. Before long he was behind me, grinding his pelvis into my backside. His hands were on my side, I could hardly concentrate. And then I let go, I let the music move me. I was lost in something close to passion. All too soon the music had ended.
We returned to the small table. âAl this is John, heâs in town on business. John this is Al.â I laughed to myself, as I had omitted the phrase âmy husbandâ on purpose.