Amazingly a decade had passed since the very first occasion that Rachel had floated the idea of having some professional, high-class nudes of herself shot as a very special present to myself. As so often is the case, life had gotten in the way and that idea had never developed into anything more substantial than the occasional episode of pillow talk in bed. However, whenever it did pop up, I always found my reaction to the idea of Rachel posing for someone else never varied. It always, without fail, got me hugely excited.
The first step to actually taking the idea and turning it from fantasy into reality, although I didn't know it at the time, was when as a couple, we began to "play" again. By play, I meant I got to see Rachel have sex with other guys. And it truly was a case of again.
We had ventured into this territory some years before. For almost two incredible years, I had gotten that intensely powerful rush that came only from seeing Rachel wrapped up in the arms of another man and clearly enjoying the sex with him immensely. It had been during this first period of playing that Rachel had first mentioned the idea of the photo shoot. But our journey into the realms of cuckolding or the "hot-wife" lifestyle - call it what you will, at that time came to an end before any serious thought could given to the photo-shoot, let alone trying to arrange it.
For me since then the itch to watch as Rachel cuckolded me would often resurface, but we didn't actually dip our toes back into the lifestyle until a couple of years ago; and what a couple of years we have had since then.
I can't speak for Rachel, but for myself at least, being older - and maybe just perhaps a little wiser -
has paid off. This time round I think we both know with a better degree of certainly what we are looking for. For me, it was the realisation that loosing control, that being a willing cuckold to Rachel, albeit in a mild form, was what I both desired and needed. Not that I am adverse to joining in now and then, but only, and this is the key-point: only when I am invited too.
Despite Rachel being what I guess some people would call a "hot wife, she's certainly never been interested in meeting and fucking a whole string of different guys. If she had wanted to, she certainly could have done so judging by the continue level of interest she generates on the swingers site we use. No, what worked out best for Rachel was finding a guy who became her regular. A guy who Rachel certainly see's more of as a fuck-buddy than she does as a "bull" in cuckolding parlance.
So, I hear you ask, what's all this got to do with the photo-shoot? Well, a great upside of our return to playing, especially in terms of the unrealised idea of the photo-shoot, was the massive boost in self-confidence that the interest of a younger man gave to Rachel. The fact that the sexual chemistry between them works so well that it has resulted in Rachel having some of the best sex she's ever had also helped. I swear, it has been almost like turning back the clock ten years for her. If you could bottle and market that effect, you'd make a fortune in the cosmetic's industry.
It was against this background that whilst enjoying some pillow talk with Rachel's after her latest meet with her FB, that Rachel slipped in the question of whether I was still in touch with the professional photographer with whom I had been chatting online just a few months earlier? I replied that yes, from time to time I was. With my curiosity aroused and when nothing more was volunteered by Rachel for a few minutes, I couldn't help but enquire as to why she had asked?
Before I give an account of her reply, let me take just a moment to explain who the gent in question was.
He had first sent us a message via the swinging site we used after I had posted some new photos I had taken of Rachel posing on her own to our profile gallery. I had been both pleased and flattered to read how good he thought the photos where, how hot he thought Rachel was and that she was a natural model. Although true that Rachel had never posed for anyone else, I'd been lucky enough in the extreme to have had my very own private model for the majority of our relationship.
Whilst I don't for a moment consider myself anything other than an amateur, the photos of Rachel had apparently really caught his eye. Over an exchange of several messages he informed me that he was a professional photographer by trade. But whereas the bills were paid by the usual fare of weddings etc, he did enjoy - for purely personal pleasure - shooting wives and couples from off the site. These shoot he did free of charge at his own studio. He sent us several examples of his work and links to his own online portfolio that really illustrated his skills with work that ranged from boudoir to classic nudes to photos of an extremely explicit nature and with a sharp, edgy style that I instantly called Art Porn. What he shot depended on what the wife or couple wanted. He also said that he would really like the opportunity to have Rachel to model for him should she ever feel so inclined. Okay, so now lets get back to the why.
That was easy, Rachel explained. It would soon be my birthday and that together with my having been ill for sometime lately had made her think that in some crazy, but totally great way, that this would be her "get well" and birthday present both rolled into one for me. Instantly, my cock did its best impression of a flag pole. The idea of Rachel posing provocatively, either semi-nude or completely naked for photographer, was an incredibly powerful one for me. On some level the act itself was, for me at least, almost more important that the results. It somehow struck me that posing for someone would be very different from meeting up with another man for sex. I wasn't at all sure why that was, but whatever the reasons, my buttons were being thumbed hard as in my mind I imagined Rachel in a studio with a photographer admiring her, probably seeing her all and working in co-operation with her to produce some great photos. But above all this, there was just one really simple idea that was the hottest one for me. That Rachel would be doing what she wanted to do for her own satisfaction, even if that satisfaction would be producing a very special gift to myself.
I took a moment to pinch myself, just to make sure I hadn't nodded off and dreamt the whole thing, before I asked how serious she was? The look I got back said enough. Whenever we meet up with her regular, Rachel is totally in charge. How much, or how little, I see depending on her mood and on how she reads me at the time. If she wanted some time alone with him or wished to tweak the cuckold streak in me, she would give me a certain, dead-in the eye look that I never got to see at any other time. That was the look I got right then. She nodded and to reinforce the point said "oh, I'm sure," with a thin smile that left me in no doubt that she was serious, and more importantly to me, very very much in charge. However, she added on quickly, there was to be one condition: I was not going to be permitted to be present at the shoot.