I can't say I wasn't hurt. I can't say I wasn't humiliated. I can say I was quite embarrassed, but also extremely happy for her.
John finally said," Look, Robert... Tracy told me a little of her story, and why you and her decided to try this. I just want you to know that I have no designs on your wife. I had a troubled childhood and needless to say, I don't want children."
"If I were to marry, which I don't want either, then my wife would want children, and who would blame her. So I am content to not have a wife or children. It wouldn't be fair to a girlfriend either, if she were to get the impression the relationship were headed to marriage. So I don't want a girlfriend either."
"I do, however, enjoy sex quite a lot. I am happy to just be a friend with benefits. Your situation is an ideal outlet for me, and I assume it would fill in the gaps in your relationship as well. I don't get off on humiliating people either, so that is not why I am here. I won't belittle you in any manner, or pass any judgments on your abilities to satisfy a woman. Tracy's needs were not caused by you. You are just a very loving husband, who wants to provide his wife with everything she needs. I find that extremely admirable."
I thought I was going to cry. He understood perfectly the problem and the solution. Most importantly, he didn't want my Tracy for himself.
"If Tracy had a toothache, you would take her to a good dentist. I can see she has a great haircut, you didn't do that for her, you provided the best hairdresser that you could find, right? Well, this is the same thing... Okay, not quite the same. But you understand what I'm getting at." He almost looked embarrassed at his own analogy.
"okay, already, I get the point. I appreciate your telling me this, it really helps. I was beginning to worry about this whole thing. Then can I assume you would like the job of "monster cock" stand in?"
John looked at Tracy with a bit of a shit eating grin, and said "Most definitely."
"Tracy, I assume that you feel the same, and that John meets with your expectations?" Tracy glanced at John and then at me with a huge smile.
"Oh, absolutely, yes."
"Then it is settled. John is your 'go to' cock."
John was setting there quietly and then added, "One other thing. I will make no demands as far as when where etc., it is strictly up to you two. I expect the same consideration." Tracy and I just nodded.
"Okay, boys, I am tired. John will you get the lights please."
I slid down and lay facing my side of the bed. Tracy snuggled up spooning behind me. She reached down and cupped my junk in her hand and kissed my shoulder. After he got the lights, I felt the bed move as John climbed in behind Tracy. He slid his hand between her tummy and my back, so I assumed he was spooning her. In my mind I could imagine his huge cock laying in her butt crack. I fell asleep with this on my mind, and a growing dick between my legs.
Some time later I was awaken by movement in the bed. Still half asleep I didn't know what it was until I heard Tracy moan. Then I was wide awake. I could feel Tracy still spooned behind me so I figured he was taking her from the rear. I immediately had an erection and it wasn't going down anytime soon. The gentle rocking continued and Tracy took hold of my dick again. Finding it hard, she knew I was awake, and started stroking me.
The rocking and the stroking went on seemingly for hours, probably 40 mins. I squirted when I heard her have her first orgasm. Yet he continued to fuck her through at least three more, before unloading inside her. I was hard again by then. Tracy pulled at my side wanting me to turn around, so I did.
John was behind her looking very satisfied. She extricated herself from his cock, and went under the sheet head first, and latched onto my dick with her mouth. I lay there while she did amazing things to me. I looked at John and saw he was watching. I couldn't help but look down at his wonderful cock. I suddenly had an image of it sliding deep in her pussy, places I would never reach. That's when I lost my wad in her waiting mouth. She swallowed my offering before returning to lay between us. She looked happy, and more satisfied than I can remember her ever looking.
I woke early. She was cradled in his arms, her hand on that magnificent organ, as if to keep it from escaping. I eased out of the bed, slipped into my boxers, and headed downstairs to make coffee. I was on my second cup and finishing a bagel, when they entered. They were wearing the matching robes with the logo of our honeymoon yacht embroidered on it. I suspected there was nothing under the robes.
"Morning darling, sleep well?" she asked with a peck on my cheek. She poured two cups of coffee, and placed one in front of John.
"Yes dear... did you get any sleep?" I didn't say it pointedly, mostly just curious if I missed anything.
"I slept quite well thank you. Do we have any plans for this beautiful Sunday morning?" Boy, she was chipper.. I can't imagine why.
"None to my knowledge. Did you have something in mind to do today?"
"I thought we would just relax around here today, if that's ok with you."
"John, anything you want to do today?" I asked, turning to him.
Caught off guard, John coughed coffee through his nose, choked a bit, then recovered with "I have no plans."
Thus began our day. We mostly chatted and listened to music. There was a lot of touching going on between all of us. At lunch time Tracy made salad with grilled chicken. After the lunch clean up, we somehow found ourselves back in bed. John and I both sucked her nipples and fingered her pussy and just enjoyed her body for a long time.
I thought about fucking her, but felt a little under equipped with John there observing. He had moved down the bed and was licking her clit, while I was kissing and fondling her. She was in seventh heaven. As he moved up and was working on her other breast, she was really moving around. I could tell she wanted some cock, so I again, reached down and grabbed his cock. I stroked it a couple of times, feeling it's heft and the sheer strength of it, before placing it at her opening.
As he entered her, I got up on my knees near her head. She took the hint and pulled my dick to her lips. It was hard for her to concentrate on my dick while he was fucking her. I watched them fuck and she was blowing me off and on. I didn't want to cum too soon, so I sat back on my heels to watch the action.