Vanessa looked out from her kitchen window at Tim and his friends. It was odd to have Tim and three other former students as guests in her backyard. Apparently, her husband had run into Tim at the store, and when Tim mentioned a get-together with his buddies, Ben suggested they could use their backyard.
Vanessa wasn't thrilled when Ben first brought it up. She hadn't seen Tim after what happened last time, and she thought it might be awkward to spend time with him and his friends. But she felt compelled to approve. She guessed her husband's courtesy was in no small part because of what he and Victor had done with Bella.
Tim caught her eyes and waved, and Vanessa quickly waved back. She headed outside to avoid feeling like a pervy old woman.
"Hi boys," she said. Vanessa hadn't seen them in years, and 'boys' wasn't quite the right term anymore. There was an appealing line of bare-chested young men, dangling their feet in the pool.
"Hi Mrs. Hamilton!" her former students greeted her in chorus.
"Did Ben show you where everything is?" Vanessa asked.
"Yes, he gave us a quick tour before he took off," Tim said.
"You have a great house," Will chipped in.
"Thanks," Vanessa said. "I'm just going to drop off some things. Then I'll leave you alone again."
"Let me help you with the groceries," Tim said and followed Vanessa back inside. She could immediately tell the young man had something on his mind.
"Thanks again for letting us use your backyard today," he continued. "All of us have tiny apartments. It's so nice to be outside on these last summer days."
"My pleasure," Vanessa said.
And it was largely true. But one reason Vanessa was reluctant to have guests was because she had looked forward to some time alone. She loved her family but cherished those precious moments when she had the house to herself. Ben was driving to pick up the kids from their grandparents and wouldn't be back until the next day. Vanessa was staying behind to prepare some of the classes for the rapidly approaching fall semester, but she had also looked forward to the serenity of an empty house. Clearly, that wasn't going to happen today.
"I hope you're not leaving because of us," Tim said.
"I don't want to disturb your little boys' club," Vanessa said and smirked at him. "Besides, I have some lectures to prepare and I usually focus better when I'm not at home."
She glanced out the window and thought briefly that her statement was particularly true with the house full of half-naked young men.
"Are you sure?" Tim asked. "I never would have accepted Ben's offer to hang here if I knew we'd be chasing you out of your home."
"Don't you worry about me. I'm just going downtown to a café."
Tim gave her a sad frown. "OK, I guess I'll owe you one. Well, more than one."
Vanessa smiled at him. "How's Bella?"
"She's good. Very good."
"What's on your mind, Tim?" Vanessa asked. "I know you well enough by now and there's clearly something on your mind."
"Oh, it's nothing. It's just..."
Vanessa followed his gaze out to his friends.
"Did you tell them?" she asked. "About what happened at the cabin, I mean. And back here the other week?"
Tim shook his head. "No, we don't usually share much details about our sex lives. I just said you were really nice to let us visit you at the cabin. And I mentioned that we met in town afterwards, but I didn't say anything about what Bella did."
"Probably wise," Vanessa said. "Not everyone understands the beauty of what you two experienced."
Tim nodded softly and paused before he spoke again. "But that's kind of the problem. We want to tell my friends because... you know."
"I'm not sure I do know," Vanessa said even though she had a decent idea of what Tim hinted at.
"Well, Bella and I talk about what happened a lot. She gets pretty wild every time we bring it up."
Vanessa gave him a challenging smirk. "Only Bella?"
Tim grinned sheepishly. "Well, I guess both of us."
"That's great then," Vanessa said. "So, what's the problem?"
"There's no problem. It's just that she wants to do it again. We both do, I guess. And I asked a while ago who she'd want to do it with."
"Let me guess," Vanessa said. "She wants it to be with one of your friends."
Tim nodded.
"Which one?" Vanessa asked and found herself gazing out the window as if it was her pick.
"She didn't say. I think it's the idea of being with one of my friends that turns her on."
Vanessa hummed in agreement. She remembered very well how exciting it was the first time Ben shared her with Victor. Knowing Victor would never be able to look at her the same again was deeply erotic.
"It's funny, huh," Tim continued. "A few months ago, I would have been furious if she said she wanted to sleep with one of my friends."
Vanessa chuckled. "But not anymore, I take it. So, ask one of them. Bella is a very sexy girl. I doubt any of your friends would miss an opportunity to be with her."
"It's just... I don't know how to approach it."
Vanessa sighed. She could tell where this was going. "Tim, you should just ask them."
"Yeah, I know. I just don't know how open they are to the idea. I mean, I would have found it weird if someone asked me something like that. At least before this summer."
"So what? You want me to ask them for you," Vanessa said, her voice not hiding she was annoyed.
"Not exactly," Tim said. "But I was hoping you could drop some hints or something. You know, nudge them in the right direction."
"Tim, you have to be able to handle this yourself," Vanessa said, her voice stern. "I think it's great you and Bella have found this spice in your life. I'm sure you'll find a lot of joy in it. But you must make your own path if you want to continue. I can't start pimping out your wife to your friends, for Christ's sake."
Tim swallowed. "Of course. Sorry."
Vanessa studied his self-conscious expression. "I take it this was the real reason you wanted to bring your friends over. Am I right?"
"Well, you know, I..." Tim began. He looked obviously guilty.
Vanessa shook her head. "At least you didn't break my car to hide your ulterior motives this time."
She was disappointed. He should be able to handle this on his own by now.
"Hey, you'll do fine," she said, forcing a smile. "Just take it slow."
She walked outside to say goodbye to the others, Tim following her steps. They were throwing darts at a board Ben had put up against the fence. She vaguely remembered that the boys used to play a lot back in the school cafeteria.
"Did you hear the story about my penis?" she heard Carl ask his friends. Focused on the game, he obviously hadn't noticed Vanessa coming back out.
"No, let's hear it," she said, suppressing her smile as Carl flung his head around.