Andrea called me
"There is a party next week and you have to come. We are having a masquerade. It is a crazy party where everyone just lets go. It's the way we make things exciting," she smiled.
"I'll think about it," I said, her invitation sparking a fire of interest in me. "Who's going to be there"
"Some friends," she said vaguely, her eyes glinting. "But that's half the thrill." You never know who you're going to meet behind a mask." The idea of a masquerade ball, a room where inhibitions were shed like the skin of a snake, was both scary and thrilling. And still, I nodded my head, consenting to go. I stayed out the week, every day a grey echo of the one before. Daniel was none the wiser to the tempest that raged within me, absorbed as he was in his own life of scholarly fervour. Our conversations were superficial, a game of words that smouldered with no flame. As the sun set and darkness fell over the city, I found myself dressing for bed, my brain replaying that fateful visit to the Vixen's Layer, replaying the gentle warmth of the stripper's hand and the offer of something beyond that was never mine to keep.
I stepped into a blue midnight dress, its fabric clingy and body-hugging as a second skin. It touched me with silky smoothness as I moved. I put on makeup for my face with careful attention, tapping into the strength of a stranger, my eyes burning with a fire that was as thrilling as it was terrifying. I was a woman at the intersection of a new life, one that would remake the very essence of myself. The party was a soiree in a mansion on the outskirts of town, a house where the scent of scandal clung as heavy as the leaves that surrounded it. The moon grinned mockingly overhead, its light casting horrid shadows across the lawn as I emerged from the car, my chest pounding with equal amounts of fear and exhilaration. The house itself a labyrinth of decadence, candlelight and velvet drapes bursting into each other to create an erotic atmosphere opposing the logical purpose of my office day.
Stepping into the masquerade, I was blinded by the cacophony of music and laughter, air thick with the scent of far-off incense and the whispered gossip of the transgressive. The masked revelers provided a dash of mystery, their fronts hiding faces that were to be unveiled only by the waltz of seduction and the silky whispers of passion. I trembled with excitement as I blended into the crowd, my eyes scanning the room for that one person who would make this night all that I had wished it to be. The party was well underway, the guests moving through the halls of the mansion like figures in a painting of erotica given form. I accepted a glass of champagne from one of the tuxedo-clad waiters, the fizzing tickling my nose as I sipped it. The liquor warmed the pit of my stomach, and I felt self-assured enough to enter this world of sinister delights.
I followed the sound to a stunning ballroom, where bodies flexed in a dazed throng, their masks a wicked enticement as they stroked and caressed. The air was charged with the promise of scandal, a whirling counterpoint to the suffocating repression of my wedding. I felt a hand at the small of my back, and turned to see a giant of a man with a face that could kill and eyes that pierced, his mask a fine leather one that only served to highlight rather than conceal the good looks.
"Hi," he rumbled, his voice shaking through my whole body. "I'm Hendrik, Andrea's husband." Surprise and elation swept through me. This was the man who had shared adventures with her.
"Hettie," I whispered, holding out my hand. His was balled, and his eyes pierced mine with a ferocity that said a thousand words.
"Andrea's said a lot about you," he said, looking at my mouth. "I've been waiting to hear it." His voice was a soft stroking, and my cheeks burned as he dragged me into the fight. "Andrea's taken hostage, she told me to watch out for you."
"How did you know it is me?"
"Your beauty, it can't be replaced," he remarked, his eyes glazing at the shape of my breasts under the dress. His words skimmed down my backbone, a wealthy rush of pleasure that prickled my skin. "And you're the only single lady here tonight in the room I'm not familiar with," he inserted, flashing me a grin.
The floor of the ballroom was a dervish of color and mask, the pairs held tight to one another with savage avarice, bodies communicating silently.
Music was a pounding rhythm that pulsed in harmony with the beat of my own soul, calling me to the far end of the room where air revolved thick with the perfume of lust. The dancers dissolved into arms and silk, a Lustcloth that appeared to be calling forth the mad hunger that had been sparked within me. Hendrik led me through the waves of human that swirled around us, his unbreakable and unflinching grasp, a promise of this night in unspoken words. We descended in hordes of masked visages, smile and whisper being the sirens' call of the sea beckoning me away from the safe comfort of everyday life. He led us before to a party of people sat in a ring, laughter marring the sound of the rhythm.
They did not wear their masks, however, but it was so simple for them to include me into their circle. The subject for the night was mythology, and they were reading about sex goddesses and sex gods, their conquests and desires. There was an odd sense of community among them, the sense that we were all making our vows at the same altar of desire, under a veneer of respectability. The further into the night the night strayed, the more frank the exchange, the less inhibited the contact. A woman with a peacock-feather mask strode by, fingers resting lightly on my thigh before disappearing back the other way, a fiery trail of light behind her. A tall, dark-haired man leaned in, lips next to my ear, "Would you like a dance?" He exhaled honey-sweet air, warm as honey, and I nodded to go with him through the throng.
We danced, our bodies eloquently still with desire. His hands glided over my form, and I could feel the pressure of his hardness against my thigh. The music was a sexual hum, bringing us closer and closer until there was nothing between us but our masks. He pressed on, and our mouths touched in a kiss that was burning and tender. His tongue sparred with mine, a promise of what was to come.
The room was whirling around me, and I was being suffocated by a torrent of passion and anonymity. We stumbled into the corner of a secluded space, our kisses getting more frenzied as we struggled at each other. The fabric of my dress was the thin veneer that was insufficient to contain my desire. His hand cradled my breast, and I moaned, thrusting against his caress. Then, as suddenly as it had begun, the music stopped. The lights flashed, and the room was black. In the sudden silence, the only sound was the harsh panting of our breathing. "Free for all for an hour!" Someone yelled.
The room erupted into cheers, the air thick with the scent of craving and anticipation. The lights faded, music turned to the sound of bodies slamming against one another and hushed conversations. Deep in the shadows, the masks had gone beyond tokens; they represented a world of anonymity and freedom. The man disappeared from the darkness, me shaken and rigid, but soon another followed him to take his place, hands strong and relentless. Soft lips touched my neck, and I shivered, my body doing what came naturally. Anouther pair of hands gripped my buttocks, squeezing and caressing, and I did not struggle.
The whispers grew to a chorus, the room a dance of pure lust. Anonymity was the day's dictum, and the darkness a veil for our basest urges. I was no longer Hettie, the unhappy wife and schoolteacher, but a night animal, a legend who dwelled in this modern bacchanal. The hands on me grew more insistent, and I was led to a couch, my body a willing sacrifice to the lust gods. The man before me was big and muscular, his mask a gleaming panther's head that concealed his face. His fingers were rough but soft as they explored the flesh of my dress upwards, allowing the cold air onto my exposed flesh. He kissed me passionately, his tongue exploring the depths of my mouth, tasting the essence of my lust. His fingers went up to the zip of my dress, and he tugged it open with a gentle pull, the fabric flowing around my ankles. I loosened my bra, letting it fall on the floor, my breasts exposed and hungry for his caress. He cupped them, his thumbs rubbing my nipples, and I threw my head back, a groan coming out of my mouth. The man at the back pulled my panties down, and I felt his warmth on my nudity. Two sets of hands caressed me, a delectable duet of joy that seemed to be led by an accomplished conductor. They placed me on the couch, and one began kissing down my body, his tongue tracing the shape of my spine, causing shivers of delight down me. As the mouth of the panther-masked man rested on my neck, his hands fell to caress my inner thighs, his hot breath burning on my skin.