We've been together for 20 years and married for 15. We're both early 40s. We were living in our own place and engaged when I found out about swinger websites, resorts, and clubs. I never understood what a "kink" was until I discovered "the lifestyle". We'd always enjoyed a bit of exhibitionism, especially while traveling. We enjoyed thrills like leaving hotel blinds open during play and having sex outdoors while hiking/camping. We enjoyed watching porn from time to time and we were both preferred group sex / threesome / lesbian scenes a single couple. There was certainly a "no way, never will I ever" response anytime I suggested pursuing any of these activities. Looking back, I see how I poorly I communicated poorly about these fantasies and wish I knew then what I know now.
Nevertheless, we still enjoyed watching and discussing these fantasies as pure fantasy with a bit of exhibitionist fun sprinkled in. On our honeymoon, we were fooling around at a vanilla resort in a hot tub when an older couple joined us. The asked us what other resorts we enjoyed and they mentioned they liked hedonism. Amy had long hinted in our fantasies that if somehow we naturally found ourselves in a "skinny dipping" opportunity maybe she might play along. I wish this story had a sexier ending but unfortunately I completely froze and nothing more happened! I still can't believe I missed out on that chance. I was too nervous to suggest anything and have Amy freak out or just come off as creepy. We used this story for fantasy many times after but it always felt like a missed golden opportunity.
Several years ago, we found ourselves in Palm Springs, CA for a work related event. I had long known of the clothing optional / swinger options in that area and perhaps I requested to attend this event for an excuse to travel there with Amy. After we had arrived and settled in, I suggested we make a day trip to this resort that was fully nude and allowed open play. I winced as I told her this fully expecting a firm no and ruining the mood of the day. To my surprise, she was hesitantly agreed it could be fun. We're just going to make our own fantasies. We're not going to meet or talk to couples. We agreed that if Amy wants to go she just needs to say "time to go" and we will leave with no questions asked. It was a Saturday so we made our way to our destination after a late brunch with Bloody Marys and mimosas to calm our nerves.
Checking in was surreal. It felt like an out of body experience. It was certainly the wildest thing we'd ever done. It was very crowded and everyone was fully naked. We were shown our lockers and immediately undressed. Somehow, being clothed felt weird while everyone else was naked. We grabbed two chairs in between several other couples. We didn't have a choice because there were few seats available. We kept our sunglasses on and looked around. Mostly everyone was just talking or relaxing. A keen eye might notice a man getting a blowjob in the corner or two ladies kissing in the pool. We each opened a beer from our cooler and started to relax.
We finished our drinks rather quickly, probably due to nerves and decided to take a dip in the pool. It was a thrill to be shoulder to shoulder with so many naked and like minded people. We watched from the side of the pool, taking moments to kiss for a bit and then go back to watching. We started noticing more and more play activities: couples kissing, a wife between two men alternating kisses between them, and wives laughing while playing with each others chests. I was rock hard at this point and Amy was stroking my cock. She loves sucking my cock when I'm fully hard and letting me push a bit to get my everything down her throat. My dick a grower and shower. I'd felt a bit self conscious with in a flaccid state but, now in a fully erect state, my confidence had returned. I told Amy I wanted her to blow me and she gave an inquisitive look because we were submerged halfway under water. I hopped up on the lip of the pool my cock ready to explode. I noticed I caught the eye of a few couples as Amy stroked me and came closer. I grabbed the back of her head and pushed her downwards. She instantly swallowed me and clearly wanted to get off all the way. Sex would have been impossible where we were and she loves giving a blowjob to completion.
I watched others watch us as Amy continued to work it. There's a difference in her moves when she wants me to cum in her mouth or get harder to fuck her pussy. I was watching others watch us with interest. I'm not huge but a 7" inch cock isn't small and definitely deep throat territory. I rapidly felt like I was going to finish watching others enjoy the show. I knew she had to swallow it all because it would be a faux pas for my cum to spill in the pool. I pulled her head down and came all the way in the back of her throat. I felt her choke it down past whatever little gag reflex she has left. She loves the feeling of cum shooting down in throat instead of dripping into her mouth.
She gave me a few more head bobs to clean everything up and then wiped her mouth while giving me a shy smile. I saw the other couples give us a big smile and head nod as I slid back into the pool with her. We giggled and realized maybe we like this more than we thought.