Sounds of explosions surround me as I navigate my way through the game area on the LCD screen. My wife Jane is sitting on the love seat surfing the net on her laptop. She normally is not around while I am in my man cave playing games but lately she has been around more often than not when I am down here. I don't mind since playing by yourself can be boring and she has been known to throw out comments if something happens while I am playing.
As I was blown up by being the smarter AI in the game I shift my position on the couch to hopefully help me focus better. I was thinking about how to attack this time without getting surrounded as I hear from the love seat, "died again dear?" from her.
"Yes but I don't see you picking up the controller to help," I shot back with a smirk.
She smiles at me and looks back at her laptop screen and carries on with what she was doing. I have known her for over 16 years and have been her only partner and lover. In all the time that I have known her she has not changed that much. She is of average height with dark brown hair although since she had started going gray at a young age so she dyes it a light red to help hide the gray. Her boobs are a little bigger then when we met from giving birth to our two boys. Although I don't consider myself a tit man, I do love sucking them. She doesn't have an athletic body, but the curves are in the right places to give my mind a few inappropriate thoughts. When she walks her ass sings to me as each cheek moves in a hypnotic way.
I have put on the weight since we first met but have started to work out and am losing weight fairly fast over the past four weeks. My job over the past 10 years has allowed my body to become pear shape and in the past few years it has been bugging me. The drive to lose the weight was my own so that I can keep up with my boys as well as to look and feel better about myself. With the dramatic weight loss over the first month has given me a new self confidence. Also my energy has come back which is great when I want to do things around the house or even the occasional romp in the bedroom. Not saying that our sex life is nonexistent but it is more on par with doing the laundry which is not bad but not great.
As I start to reload the level to try to beat it she looks up at me and quietly says, "do you remember when you said that if I was curious, that I could explore my feelings?"
"Yes" I replied as my mind was in marriage ear mode and was really focused on the game and didn't really pay attention to the tone of the question.
"Well I think I found someone that I want to fuck!" she says as she looks at me.
My brain froze. I died again in the game since my fingers stopped moving and I tried to process what she just told me.
Did she really just said that? How did it happen? My mind racing with these questions and then having more. As the game restarted automatically I tried to navigate to where I just died but my mind was still not focusing on the game. After attempting two more times at my game I just pulled up the menu from the start button on the controller and exited the game. Not worth trying to play if I am not able to concentrate.
I looked over at here as she was quietly typing away. "Who is he and how did you find him?" was all I could ask with my mind racing along numerous questions and possible answers.
"Well I registered on a website and -"
"You went on a website looking for someone?" I quickly interrupted, blurting out instead of realizing that I should have been more reserved when asking this.
She softly spoke with slight hesitation. "It was on a whim. I never really thought I would find someone. We started chatting and, well, I think I want to sleep with him."
I sat thinking for a moment trying to absorb my wife of 12 years on what she has just told me. This is also one of the few times that I have been speechless, with the other on my wedding day when she had a prepared speech that blew me away and had me babbling like a fool to try and compensate. I didn't have anything written down which didn't help but was shocked as to how much thought went into her speech. Normally quick to respond I am now sitting dumbfounded in disbelief. I shift nervously on the couch again trying to not to feel uncomfortable and look at her trying to read her mind.
"Trevor are you okay? You seem," she trails off in thought. "Are you all right?" she asks again since my face must have looked like I will still in shock.
"Just caught off guard by what you said," I quickly responded and then grab the remote and navigate the menus looking for one of our recent shows to watch.
"And his name is?" I asked calmly even though I was not sure if I wanted to hear it.
"Gary" was her response although it would matter that much since it was still someone that wanted to fuck my wife. "He is in a open marriage and we have been talking for over a week."
How have I missed that? I wondered, Am I that oblivious to her what she has been doing? Have I have taken for granted my quiet wife who has become curious sexually? Quickly focusing back from my wandering thoughts I asked, "Any thoughts on what you want to watch?"
She glances up from her laptop screen and glances at the TV shows listed on the screen and says, "not really, whatever you feel like," she offers.
I quickly find one of the shows that we both enjoy and clicked play. As the show starts up I slowly look over at her to see what she is doing. She is staring at her screen. Then a slight smile appears on face as she starts to type quickly. Is this really the woman I met so long ago? I pondered, as the show played an action sequence that I barely noticed. My mind was not focused on the TV at all and for the next hour. I only thought about what she just told me, with my stomach starting to turn into a knot from my nerves.
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