It all started when I read her stories. She wrote almost exclusively of cuckolding, and every word stirred my sexuality. I had discovered through a Penthouse letter years ago that I was turned on by the thought of being cuckolded. So perhaps it was a natural thing that I would eventually find her works.
I read her stories for some time before I got up the nerve to send her feedback. Eventually, I did email her. From there an internet relationship developed. It was more like a teacher and student than lovers, though. She was honest with me from the start and informed me that she had a cuckold with whom she was quite pleased. I was so stricken by her that I was happy with whatever attention that she felt like providing. Besides, it was natural that I should be a student under her. She was much more experienced than I in the cuckold lifestyle. It had been a yearning of mine. For Morgan it had been a reality.
This relationship continued for some months. I would ask her questions, and she would teach me. I became more and more a soul under her . . . understanding that she was above me. She taught me the servitude and acceptance of being a cuckold. I learned to yield any sense of relationship structures. She slowly weaned me from being a 'normal' male, in need of dominance and control, to being a finely tuned cuckold in need of a Mistress.
There came a time when the relationship between her and her cuckold soured. Morgan forbade me to even ask what had happened. It was then that we began to talk on the phone. She had loved having a cuckold, but wanted a break from the lifestyle for a bit as she was disappointed that her last relationship had ended. For her cuckolding had become as natural a relationship as 'normal' relationships were for others. Morgan was being sought out be several perspective cuckold males as she was dealing with the period of mourning. They didn't understand that she needed time to mourn that relationship, that cuckoldry wasn't just a kink for her. So, they kept trying for her attentions far too soon. I lived north of Boston, a long way from Louisiana. So she decided to let me, as her dedicated student, help her sort through her situation.
As time passed Morgan began to feel better. Then, I think just to feel like she was moving on with her life, she began to give me small orders - instructions as a Mistress to a cuckold.
The first time that it happened we had been talking on the phone and she instructed me to open my laptop and look at her picture. Then, she informed me that I was to stroke my cock as a focused on her photograph. As I approached orgasm she commanded me to stop and pull the cum back as I concentrated on her. She asked me if any cum had escaped and I had to admit that a drop was crowning my cock. Then she ordered me to take it on my finger and lick it clean.
She started to play with me like that on the phone after that from time to time. I think it helped her to get over the disappointment of her previous relationship.
Later Morgan instructed me to humiliate myself by going to Victoria's Secret and buy panties. Wearing women's clothes wasn't something that I was into normally. I am actually a very normal type guy outside. But she demanded that I start to wear them henceforth as a sign of devotion. Further, she insisted that I email her photos as a sign of subservience to her, and address her as Mistress from then onward.
Her training of me happened over time, almost a year. I think that she wanted to be sure that I was going to be a dedicated cuck if given the opportunity. At that time Mistress invited me to come and visit her.
My heart was racing as I got off my plane the next weekend. My eyes finally caught vision of her in the terminal. She was radiant with sexy curves and smile. Her blouse was white and she had unbuttoned it to tease me with her full breasts, which were highlighted beneath her shirt by a midnight black bra.
I walked up and introduced myself, a bit nervous and unsure.
"Relax!" she exclaimed. Then she gave me a hug. We walked hand in hand, and all the potential awkwardness of the situation dissipated. We walked to her car, and she drove us back to her house. In the car, we talked and it was obvious that we were both quite comfortable with each other.
At her house, she told me that she wanted to go out for dinner and I would have the honor of helping her get ready. Mistress was incredibly comfortable with her body and sexuality, ordering me to undress her right in the living room. She made it clear, however, that I was to remain fully clothed.
I started by carefully unbuttoning her blouse, taking great care not to brush against her breast as I did (as I was not invited). It was very hard to fight my desire, but I knew that restraint would be required of me at many junctures if she consented to a relationship. She arched her back and the blouse shimmered off her back like water.
"Shoes next, my little cuck!" she said. My heart fluttered. In all this time she had never bestowed the title on me before. I must have gone flush, because she followed that up with, "Don't worry, I think you might just be my new cuckold! We'll just have to see how you complete your training."
I got down on my knees before her and started to remove her shoes. As each was removed I gave the bare foot a quick massage.
Next she guided my hands to her waist. Under her lead I undid her belt and slacks. They fell off Mistress with an ease like her blouse.
Mistress was now standing before me in her black lace panties and bra. I was desperate to run my hands all over her sexy curves. I knew that she could see that my cock was rock hard and dripping pre-cum, a fact that was obvious because of the wet spot on my jeans.
"Follow me," Mistress commanded.
She led me to the bedroom, and got on the bed.
"You shaved nice and clean like I told you, don't think it went without notice. Gently remove my panties, cuck."
I let my hands slowly slide on the outside of her legs and hooked my fingers under the straps. Inch by inch they let reveal my Mistress' secret garden. As they glanced her calves, she raised her feet to my mouth. I kissed them as the panties slipped away.
"It has been far too long since I've had a good satisfying licking. Make my pussy tingle, cuck!"
Her thighs parted and allowed me the access I so desired. At first I kissed all around her pubic hair, and let my hot breath caress her outer lips. Then, I continued to her center, softly kissing the very tip of her clit. My tongue swirled around from there, opening Mistress' sensual folds.
"Oh," Mistress moaned.
Seeing her approval, I ventured south with my mouth open sensually french kissing her feminine mystique. I reached her opening, which was drenched. Mistress hadn't been with anyone in almost a year, and she seemed to have quite a bit of pent up passion. Her cum fed me, straight into my eager mouth.
"Oh, that's it my cuck! You'll make a good little pussy licker for me, Ohhhh yes!"
I wrapped my lips around her sexy secret lips, using my tongue to draw her juices directly into my mouth.
Mistress laced her hands through my hair and proceeded to use me as her sex toy. She started having her way with my mouth at a sharper pace, and worked herself up to orgasm.
"Oh, oh, oh, that's it you are my cuckold . . .!!!!" she cried out as she let go and nourished me.
Mistress held my mouth where she wanted it until she was satisfied that she was finished.
Mistress guided me to the bathroom and she released her gorgeous breasts from her bra. She got into the shower, and I was allowed to lather and rinse her. After, I used a thick n' thirsty white terry cotton towel to carefully dry her sensual skin. Mistress introduced me to her favorite skin cream and how she liked it applied.
"I have to do my hair and get dressed. Before I do, strip for me," she ordered.
I did, and was left with the black lace panties that she had specifically ordered me to wear for her before my departure from Boston.
"Good to see you followed orders! Take a shower, we're going out," she said.
I took my shower and was greeted by the the stunning vision of sexiness that was my Mistress. She was in a sleek, black dress, with matching shoes. I quickly got my suit on and put every effort to match the bar she had set.
We went to an Italian restaurant that was the favorite of my Mistress. As we dined she took control again and teased me exquisitely with her bare foot grazing my calves. I was struck at how submissive I naturally was in her presence. I got an erotic charge at her ability to convey a comfortable natural, subtle sexual control over the scene. Even the way she sipped her wine had a subtext of sensuality in the manner that she wiped her lips with her tongue at the end.
After dinner Mistress simply stated that she wanted more attention, and so it was straight back to her home. This time we both got undressed and she invited me onto the bed.