Oh What's Too Big?

I write for my pleasure and hope at least 1 of you likes it as well.

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OH, what's too big?

It was the end of a year long journey, a hard one for me, maybe a harder one for Alice, in lots of ways I hoped it was...

Today my divorce was completed, I was free, but still tied to memories, the good ones were few, the bad ones made life hard, it's not easy to forget some things you see in life, your first picture of a nude woman, your first lover, waking up to a warm body that's next to you, seeing the woman who had stood beside you and promised, promised to forsake all others, fucking someone else.

That one's a killer.

The pain doesn't get better as you watch it again, or it's with more than just one man, it hurts.

I don't sleep well, when I close my eyes it's like watching a movie, and as it's my wife staring in it, I can't see it as just a porn film.

What she did in these films, yes there's more than one, wasn't anything different from what we had done, none of the men were super endowed, they were normal, average.

I'd given up wondering why she did it, Alice wouldn't or more likely couldn't tell me, she was sorry, sorry that she got caught or sorry for doing it I'm not sure.

All the old, "it didn't mean anything, it was just sex, I only love you" was trotted out.

But it did mean something, something to me, it was just sex, but it was sex that she should have been having with me, just me.

If she had stopped loving me or wanting others instead of me, if she had told me... okay I would have hated it, but I loved her, loved her to bits and I would have let her go, still loving her and by letting her go showing just how much I loved her.

But no, she just went behind my back and.....

The shrill sound of the doorbell roused me from those thoughts.

I think that the last time that rang was when Amy trying to get in. A long time ago.

"Sorry to disturb your evening but I saw that the lights were on."

It was Amy from next door. Pushing past me she turned when she got to the lounge. "Pour me a good measure of this." She was holding out a bottle of red wine.

Having been brought up to be polite to women I went to the sideboard got 2 glasses and poured us both a glass, she had seated herself on the sofa, I just stood waiting after giving her a glass.

I took a drink from my glass and watched her closely, she took a sip of wine, a deep breath and started to talk.

"I've known you for what, 4 years... when I moved here with David it was to get away from an embarrassing situation we were in, David was a serial cheater, he had been caught with his boss's wife and her sister.

It was put to him that he had to move away or... I'm not sure how they phrased it, but let's say we moved away in 2 days.

We ended up here.

David was on his last warning from me when we got here, I found out he was at it again, I had all the paperwork ready to go, and then he had his heart attack.

It saved me a lot of money, and I got everything, not having to split what we had.

She took a bigger sip of wine. That probably makes me sound a heartless person, but I'd had enough, so I know something about how you feel."

I found my chair, it seemed that my glass was empty and had to look at the carpet to check if I'd spilt it. I retrieved the bottle and refilled both of our glasses.

"I watched you, the pair of you, wishing I had had the marriage you had, I thought I misunderstood what I saw 2 years ago, Alice told me a pack of lies and I believed her. Sorry.

Looking back I should have said something to you.

I've watched you this last year, I know that you haven't been anywhere apart from work and that today is the day you have been made a free man again." She said this with a smile.

"It's time to make you back to the man you were a year ago." she stood up, downed her wine and unzipped the dress she had on, the zip went most of the way down the front, stepped out of it and held out her hand to me.

"It's been a very dry year for you hasn't it, I'm hoping that you're full of cum, and as it's been 2 years that it's been dry for me, I think we can help each other."

I took her hand and she walked me to my bedroom, Amy was in just her bra and pants, nothing sexy or special, she kissed me as she undressed me.

Now call me thick or stupid, but this was a lot to get my head around, what made this real was when she put her lips around the head of my cock and sucked, she sucked as she bobbed a hand up and down my shaft, holding me in a tight grip she looked me in the eyes and bobbed a couple of more times and let me pop out of her mouth.

"Let's get this one over shall we." and went back to taking me in her mouth, I felt her pull my hands to her head as if I was to control her was my interpretation.

As I said earlier, I was raised a gentleman, do as the woman asks, I did.

Amy didn't appear to have a problem sucking cock, it wasn't long before 10 more bobs of her head and I blew, I filled her up as she asked.

Oh did I need that, it was the best I had felt for over a year.

I was startled when she stood up kissed me walked back to her dress, stepped into it and zipped it back up. I followed still naked and hard.

"That's a good sign for tomorrow, looks like you could go again right now. I want you showered dressed nicely and on my doorstep at 7.30 tomorrow night, you are taking me to dinner. I have a reservation and a new dress to show off, you may wash it but no touching that beautiful cock, that's my job. 7.30, sharp."

She had looked at my cock while she spoke. Kissed me a tongue twister and left.

I went to bed, for the first time in over a year it wasn't Alice I dreamt of.

I failed to be able to put Amy's body to the picture of her knelt sucking me, I had been reaching for a replay with my hand when I heard her voice in my head. 'You may wash it but no touching, that's my job.'

7.26. I knocked on her door, she opened it before I had my hand down by my side.

"I love a man who is on time, oh look the taxi is here." Shutting the door she took my arm and we moved to get in.

The restaurant was new, well new to me, it was discrete, in that no table was near another, the staff were attentive but left you alone to talk and the food was great.

When we first entered, the waiter helped Amy off with her coat.

Oh boy, my eyes took in the sight of her body as it came into view, and what a view, I might have dribbled, Amy smiled.

The dress was dark blue, short, only just on the side of decent, her breasts were held up and out, a lot of flesh was on show, a lot.

Dark stockings and high heels rounded it off.

It was hard to look her in the face, the amount of flesh on show drew the eye, and not only mine I noticed.

The meal was good, the talk became easier as the night went on. As we finished our main course Amy looked me in the eye and stroked a finger over her left breast, which looked like she was teasing her nipple.

"How about we leave it at that, I think we can find something better that we can enjoy in a more private environment for dessert.

I enjoyed my little sampler last night, tonight I want the full helping, how about you?"

We might have made some of the other customers smile by our hasty departure, but we were a bit busy getting out to notice.

Once back at Amy's, I slowed it down a notch, tonight I wanted both of us to enjoy more than one helping of cum.

We spent a lot of time kissing and letting our hands roam over each other, we slowly undressed when we finally got to the bedroom. The kissing never really stopped, I teased her nipples, I suckled on each in turn, I had the impression that Amy was hoping that I was going to just push in and give her what she had asked for, but that's not my way, I wanted to savour her, enjoy her womanly charms to the utmost, I ate her, I licked lapped, and played with her, used as many tricks as I knew.

To start with she was trying to push me off, but it didn't take long to reverse that inclination.

She used my ears and guided me to where she felt the need most.

I was going to have hair burns to my face the way she used it, when she peaked I think next door knew, oh yes I live next door.

I believed her having been dry for a while, I had been home a lot in the past year and hadn't heard a thing from her house.

When she let go of my ears I moved up the bed, I let my cock slide over her mound several times.

I wetted it with her juices that were freely available even after having licked and sucked a lot up already.

Then I put my little head in the valley of her outer lips, slid it up and down, adjusted my angle of attack and pushed.

It felt like all I heard for the next half hour was. 'Take it slow, stop, just a little bit more, slowly, how much more, that turned into, back out, in again, DON'T MOVE.

At this point I had no more to give her, I was as deep as possible.

I started the age old dance, long slow strokes, Amy's legs had opened as wide as they could go while I was doing all this, and then they wrapped around me, her ankles locking as I started to move in and out of her wonderful pussy. Then they dropped back to the bed.

I wondered if I had gone too far when she proved her strength by lifting the both of us, balanced only on her head and ankles, I could feel her stomach muscles spasming.

I slowed my pace, sat up so that I was looking down at her as I pushed in and out, I took a nipple in a hand, pulled and twisted, and played with it as she was rolling her head side to side, I upped my pace again.

I felt my seed rising, I did ask, but wasn't sure if she understood what I was saying, 'Where did she want me to cum'.

Amy's pussy's grip on me strengthened and that took the decision away from either of us.

I blew, I blew more than last night, maybe more than ever before. Amy's body was still spasming when I had finished coming, it had the effect of frothing up our combined juices onto the sheets under her.

I rolled onto my side, Amy had no choice but to go with me, I was still inside of her and still hard as hell.

We were breathing deeply, trying to put as much oxygen back in as we could.

"Oh God..... Please tell me that's you inside of me." I smiled at her and flexed it 3 times. She moaned.

I started to tease a nipple, she moaned, I started to thrust my hips forward a little, she moaned again and started to tell me she couldn't go again.

I proved that wrong, I rolled us back so Amy was on her back and stroked in and out, it was a lot easier now, with plenty of lubricants to make it slippery, I lifted her right leg and without withdrawing from her pushed her over on her side, continuing to use her as I played with her whole boob, I put her hand on her clit guiding her.

It didn't take but a couple of minutes, I loved the way her pussy gripped me while she came.

Once again I moved her, onto her hands and knees, all without pulling out.

The dance went on, and on, I have no idea how many orgasms she had, it felt that after the second she just kept going.

I kept going, going until I came again. Nowhere as much as either of the last 2 times, but it felt great.

Amy was like a rag doll, I put her on her side, spooned from behind her and held her, it was a short while later that I got up found a cover and drew it over the both of us, we slept the sleep of the dead.

It was daylight when I had to go to the bathroom, Amy hadn't moved by the look of it, I was going to just get back in but thought we should have something to drink.

I found the makings of tea and toast and went along with the principle that if she has it, she likes it.

On returning to the bedroom Amy was eyeing me walk in, she laughed. "Oh, that suits you." I had grabbed the first thing to hand, her robe, I'm taller than her, broader than her, so it was more than tight, just looking at her my cock showed itself in the opening of the robe.

"You can't be serious, after what you did to me last night, you'll be lucky if I'm fit next month for another round." I smiled, I knew she'd be happy again very soon.

Amy used the bathroom, we had the tea and toast and I proved, with very little persuasion, that she was fit willing and very able this very morning.

We dozed and Amy made the decision that she needed a shower, I gave her 2 minutes, to get the water warm, and joined her.

I found I needed no lube, I was still dripping out of her, Amy said no in a very serious voice, but 2 minutes later all she kept saying was yes, yes yes, yes, as I slid into and out of her hot little box.

I made lunch or was it dinner? anyway I made it.

Amy had trouble standing, she complained that I had ruined her, that I kept running down her legs. We did go back to bed but she put on a pair of panties and jogging bottoms. I stopped her putting a top on.

We did have a sleep, but before getting up we talked, about our lives, likes and loves.

"Amy, I have to ask, why? Why me and why now?"

I could see the process going on in her eyes.

"Okay, you deserve the honest answer to that, I... Let's call this person a friend of a friend of a friend, no names. When Alice went to her solicitor, she was asked a lot of questions, as you were..... One of them was why she did it... She told them that it was because you were too big, and it sometimes hurt.

Well, that went around the office like wildfire, you were too big, but the question that was asked, but not to Alice.

The question was asked to and by every female in that office, and every other solicitor's office in the area, now no one was saying names, but the question had been raised, discussed, and the friend of a friend of a friend knew that I lived next door to you.

Everyone was asking what was too big.

I was asked the question, I had no idea, but it got me thinking, I told my friend of a friend of a friend that I would do my damndest to find out, but I needed an in.

I needed an excuse, they told me that you were hurt, damaged goods and not to go there.

I'm not going to cheat, or have a man cheat with me if he's still attached, so I have waited, I planned and..... well here we are."

I sat with an open mouth.

" So what was the question again?"

"How big is too big," she said.

"And the answer is?" I said looking at my feet.

"I have no idea, you might be close, you nearly killed me getting it in. But it fits so tight, so snug, you're not too big for me..."

"So where does this leave me, or us? Am I just the answer to that question and now you know I'm out of here? I don't know how to feel, pleased, angry, used, maybe all 3."

"Look, it's been a hell of a ride this couple of days, but you don't want to be stuck with an old woman like me do you, your what... 25, 27? Take a good look at me, I'm double your age, we scratched an itch for each other, if only I was at least 15 years younger, I'd give it a go, go on, take a look, not just at my sagging tits, or my pussy, look at me.

I have lines where I never had them before, okay my tits aren't a total disaster, yet, but look at my tummy, it used to be firm, but now it's just.... going soft, I have cellulite, I even have to die my hair, you can do better than me, much better."

I tried to talk to her about how I felt, but she kept fobbing me off with the age thing, I wanted to stay the night again but she wouldn't let me, she said that she couldn't be trusted, that one look at me naked and she would give in and be out of control. I had to go home.

Maybe I was only in lust, but maybe it was more than that, she did send me a text at midnight.

{I'll think about it, thanks for making me feel like a woman again.}

I went to work, I heard a comment that I was in a much better mood today. If only they knew.....

Wednesday Amy texted me again, she hadn't answered mine.

{Come to dinner Friday. 7.30. Dress nice.}

Why do days take so long, I showered, dressed and redressed having changed my mind about what to wear.

7.25, Amy answered my knock. I was a bit disappointed by the way she was dressed, it looked casual, not dinner with a lover.

She made me sit on the sofa, held my hands tightly as she kissed me with the same vigour from last weekend.

"You have to let me talk, please just listen, let me finish before you say anything, please.

I have had so many doubts all week, I know you fancy me, it might be just you thinking of me on my back in bed, but I realised I have feelings about you as well, No don't talk, let me finish," I'd tried to say something.

"I told you about David, how he cheated on me lots of times, lots of times, even with my so called friends... We had fights, but I suppose I loved him and he promised that it wouldn't happen again, but it did.

I will not let that happen again.

You have only been free from Alice for a week, and we had a good time last weekend, well I had fun.

I don't want you to rush into a proper relationship with me so soon without...... without playing the field, going out with some other women.

I know that you think I'm the one for you, but I'm sure you're just thinking with your dick, much as I love what you did with it.

I can't let what David did to me, I can't let any other man do to me again..... and the age between us is too great."

I held her hands and made her listen to me.

"I hear what you're saying, but I'm not as young as you think, I'm 32, it's not a bad thing, everyone I know as a couple there's an age gap."

Amy jumped straight back in with. "Okay, I made a mistake, You're not 25, but I'm still nearly twice your age, it won't work, I knew that you would make a fuss about this so I just decided for you, in a few minutes some friends are coming for dinner, and you will take one of them, or even all of them back home with you tonight, is that clear, you will not see me again if you don't, please don't let me stop seeing you, even if it's only as a friend, I do have feelings for you."

I tried to get her to stop this, but there was no way she would listen.

Her friends arrived, Sam Sally and June.

There wasn't anything wrong with them, each had strong points, from a male shovenist pig's point of view.

Sam was the tall blond haired long legged model type, full makeup would be put on before breakfast I thought. She might be okay in bed but I thought it would be very one sided and not that enjoyable in the long run.

Sally, not so tall, big busted, and a lot of it exposed, the fun girl of the group, full of life if you know what I mean, she was wife material, I could see her in a few years with 3 kids a husband and be in a blissful place. The one that would give herself to the man she fell in love with totally, her body was made to love, made for pleasure.

June was hard to describe, my view changed as the evening went on. I could see her as a goth a year ago, dressed all in black, I could see her as a Mistress, dressed in leather with a whip, and I could see that with little effort she would be a schoolgirl in her old uniform, doing an unspeakable thing to and with her man, or maybe a woman.

What a mixture.

And Amy, was she right? Was I just in lust as she was the first to bed me in a while, was she right that I needed to fuck around, that's what she was telling me to do.

Dinner started a bit frosty, well between Amy and me, it became clear that these 4 were best friends, the laughter was open didn't matter what one said to another, it was just a joke between friends.

I thawed out, joined in and started to forget what Amy's plan was.

During desert things changed.

"So what's the answer?" June asked looking at Amy. She blushed.

"Okay, so now is the time is it."

Looking around at each of us she continued. "I'm not going to tell you, this is why you're here, you need, and I mean you 'need' to find out for yourself, one of you....... or more are going home with him, tonight."