Only another woman could possibly understand that deep inner longing for a child of your own, so when Louise rang me and poured out her heart I resonated with her deep desires straight away, and had no hesitation in agreeing to them approaching Peter to be the sperm donor for their child. Even when Louise confessed her strong conviction that the child needed to be conceived naturally and in passion... and I realized this meant that she and Peter would have to have sex, not just once, but possibly a number of times... there was hardly a flicker of doubt in my mind.
Of course, I couldnāt really speak for Peter.. and I made that quite clear... they would have to approach him themselves and he would have to make his own decision. I guess in the week that followed , before they rang Peter and invited him for the weekend, there was a part deep inside me that hoped that Peter would say no... but I knew that was incredibly selfish.
What was more surprising to me was that when I thought of Louise and Peter getting together and making love, there was also a part of me that became incredibly aroused and excited... I would lie in bed at night and think about it, and imagine it, and my hand would creep down between my legs and Iād begin to massage my pussy, amazed that it got so wet so quickly. On at least two occasions that week it became so powerful that I actually woke Peter up and made mad passionate love to him... a fact that both surprised and delighted him!
On the weekend itself I found my mind wandering almost constantly to what might be happening with Peter, Louise and Jeremy. By mid Saturday afternoon when I hadnāt had a call from Peter and he hadnāt stormed home, I knew that he had agreed, indeed, that he was probably at that very moment wrapped in Louiseās arms, that they were entwined, naked, making love passionately... and I felt such an incredible heat rising in me. It was then that I began thinking about Jeremy... wondering how he was coping... feeling for him as he knew, or watched his wife having sex with another man, and I wanted to wrap my arms about him and comfort him... Then images of Peter and Louise, naked and aroused, became confused with images of Jeremy, naked and aroused, and the woman in his arms, writhing nakedly...was me!
I came so powerfully with that image in my mind that I shocked myself! Iād never even looked at another man in all the time I was married, in fact, Peter had been my first and only. But the seeds had been sown... and as the weekend progressed, I found myself making plans.. plans to go with Peter the next time and see if something would develop between Jeremy and myself. I even went so far as to organize with my mother to take the children the following weekend, so that when Louise rang to say how wonderful Peter had been, and how grateful she was that Iād allowed it to happen, I was able to suggest to her that it would be good to strike while the iron was hot and invite Peter back the next weekend when I could come along too and keep Jeremy occupied. There was a momentās hesitation on the other end of the line, then a deep chuckle, āOh, I think Jeremy would be absolutely delighted to see you... and to have you comfort himā Louise said.
I felt myself blush... then felt my nipples swell and my pussy start to burn.. and I chuckled too, āMmm, how much comforting do you think heāll needā I asked, coyly.
Louiseās chuckle was even hotter, āOh, I think he might need a lotā she said.
I swallowed, āAnd that wouldnāt upset you?ā I asked.
āMmmm, I think itās the least he deserves... and I canāt imagine anyone Iād like to comfort him moreā she said.
Thatās how it was arranged, and when I dropped the information into Peterās lap that night, and hinted at something with Jeremy, I was surprised, but delighted, that he reacted so positively and so powerfully. Oh, I know part of that came from his own uncertainty and guilt, and, like me the week before, heād probably swing wildly in his emotional responses over the next few days... but his rock hard cock and the fervor of his lovemaking that night also told me that part of him was aroused and excited by it too... just as I had been.
Friday finally came and I dropped the children at momās and packed a few things in a bag, then picked Peter up at work and headed for the airport. It was exciting and nerve wracking at the same time, and I could sense an underlying tension between us as we sat on the plane holding hands. Neither of us had spoken of it out loud since the Sunday night of his return, but we both knew that this was going to be a watershed moment in our relationship, Peter had already experienced the thrill of being with another woman... now he was going to do it knowing I knew, knowing that I would be there too. And as for me, I was certain that I was going to experience another man for the first time... and Peter would be there, and Peter would know... it was scary!... and it was exciting!
Both Jeremy and Louise met us at the airport, and there was a moment of extreme awkwardness as we stood and looked at each other... then Louise flung her arms around my neck and we were hugging and crying and laughing... sharing something deep and silent as only women can.. something that left Peter and Jeremy looking totally bemused. When I pulled back and looked at Louise I could understand why Peter had capitulated... she was absolutely beautiful!.. oh, donāt get me wrong, I know that a big part of it was that Peter would genuinely have felt for them and wanted to help... but Louiseās looks and her delightful body would have made giving that help a pleasure rather than a chore! I glanced sideways at Jeremy, wondering how he was seeing me... feeling those old fears and uncertainties coming to the surface. Although Iād made great efforts after the two children to get back into shape, to tighten and to tone my body, I knew... or believed... that I paled in comparison to Louise... but then Iād always had problems related to self image and self worth.
The awkwardness was broken by that hugging and crying and it was four animated people that drove back from the airport to their house. Immediately Louise took me on a tour or inspection... another thing only other females really understand!... I was surprised how large it was, and how beautiful , and Louise flushed at my compliments. It was my turn to flush when we reached the master bedroom and I saw the huge King sized bed, as Louise looked at me and grinned. Images flashed through the back of my mind, images of her and Peter rolling naked over the bed, and my flush deepened... Louise knew exactly what was going on in my mind as she reached out and touched my arm and chuckled... that hot chuckle again that sent shivers through me.
Then we were back in the dining room and Peter and Jeremy had a light salad meal all laid out, along with a few glasses of wine, and we ate and chatted and laughed, and it was amazingly relaxed. When I happened to mention that Iād always had this desire to see the Grand Canyon, Jeremy got quite animated, explaining that theyād taken a trip out there the previous year and had taken a lot of video footage, so if I wanted to see... he laughed... the next best thing to being there, he said. Of course I was delighted... particularly when he mentioned that theyād gone down into the canyon on a mule and captured the whole journey on video... and like two little kids we raced into the lounge and he rummaged round for the three tapes. Louise and Peter came in too and sat together on the couch...
I grabbed a couple of large cushions and spread myself out in front of the TV, clapping and calling out for it to start , just like we used to do in the cinema when we were kids, and everyone laughed. Then the videos started and Jeremy gave a quiet running commentary, and I became totally engrossed in the beautiful scenery... so engrossed, in fact, that I didnāt even hear Peter and Louise get up and leave!... it was only at the end of the second video when Jeremy got up to freshen our drinks and I looked around, that I noticed they were gone... I felt a quick stab of something that might have been jealousy... but then Jeremy was there smiling and handing me the drink and sitting down beside me.
He reached over and touched my arm, āAre you ok Jane?...with everything, I mean?ā he said, softly.
I flushed a little and gulped my drink, āOh, yes, totallyā I said, even though that wasnāt quite what I was feeling deep inside, doubts were assailing me now I was here.. now it was happening... being so close and knowing they were probably in the bedroom right now making love was different... infinitely more real and powerful than it had been the previous weekend when I was a long way away.
Jeremy smiled and patted my hand again, āStill one more video to goā he said, grinning.
I tentatively returned his grin and turned back, lying on my stomach, lifted up by the cushion, and he started the video. Somehow it no longer had the same impact, and I think Jeremy realized that very quickly. He put down his drink and reached over and stroked my hair, āItās ok, Jane, I felt the same way the first time, part of me was so happy for Louise, and part of me was raging jealousyā he said, softly.
I jerked my head around, my eyes widening, āDid you really feel like that?, Oh, I guess I didnāt think, Iām sorryā I said.
He smiled, āOh, donāt be sorry, tonight I have the best part of the bargain, Iām with the most beautiful, sensual lady imaginableā he said.