Hopefully this chapter will sort a few things out for those of you still with me. I'm sorry for any confusion in the first chapter and probably the second. Thank you for your comments and feedback. Good or bad, I do take notice of them and try and improve. Thank you.
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I covered nights for one of the girls for a week.
"Are you alright, Paul," I asked quietly.
I could see sweat coming off his chest.
"You were dreaming, I think, you nearly woke the whole hospital."
He sipped the water and I waited as he relaxed back on the bed.
"Karen?"
I waited at his door.
"No Paul I won't. Go to sleep, just go to sleep."
Two nights later I was back in Paul's room. So this was the man that ran off with my husband's first wife, and this was the man who left my husband's sister, Millie, waiting at the church all on the same day! 3 years later I turn up, and marry David a year after that.
I covered him over with the sheet.
"I can't now it's too late," I mumbled, as I saw the disappointment in his eyes.
"Yeah, but I want you Karen, I want to see you when I get out of here, I want us to be together," he said, sounding anxious.
"I told you no, I'm married, but, maybe I could see you, just the once," I said with a gulp.
"I want you more than once, fuck, Karen leave him."
"Complete the set would I? Imagine how he would feel, me dumping him for his biggest rival, and the man who ran off with his first wife?"
"Fuck Karen, I own two more garages than Dave, you'll want for nothing, we could be together, wait!"
I stopped and stared at him for a few moments.
"Look Paul, do you really love me?"
"You know I do, you are all I think about in this bloody place. I want you Karen, please think about it again? We, we can talk tomorrow night."
"Sorry, I'm back on days this is my last night shift. I'll be back after the weekend."
I could see the frustrated look on his face. The door opened and in came Kelly the day nurse. Paul's head turned towards the window. The following week I was back on days but I didn't see much of Paul. Gina had told me on 3 consecutive days he had asked to see me. She told me to stay away; I did, until the following week.
"Christ where have you been? I've just be laying here think about you non-stop."
"Paul, it's not fair on David."
"You want it I know you do. Fuck Karen this is bloody unfair," he snapped, "I just lay here day in day out, knowing that you are just the other side of my fucking door. I want you, leave him, please?"
"Calm down. I'm sorry we should never have started this anyway."
I saw his eyes drop to my breasts; he licked his lips and seemed to be gulping a lot.
"Jesus, at least do you bloody uniform up properly," he snapped.
I looked down and saw one of the middle poppers on my uniform was undone. I sighed. I pushed the poppers together hiding my lacy pink push up bra, and my soft white cleavage.
"Have you at least thought about us?" he asked, with a hopeful look on his face.
I nodded after a few moments. It seemed to renew his hopes.
"Well then will you leave him? If you are thinking about it you must know?"
"I've thought of nothing else. I've tried to keep away from you, but I can't. God Paul, think how devastated my husband will be?"
"Fuck him; you'll be happy with me, you know you will."
His eyes looked more confident than hopeful now.
"We, we would have to wait, until you get out of here," I mumbled.
He smiled with a look of relief on his face.
"God Paul, will you stop looking at me like that, you'll get all horny."
He swallowed, "well come here then, and let me do something about it?"
I stood at his door and closed it, "I don't know Paul I really shouldn't."
I moved forward slowly. My fingers trembled slightly and he noticed.
"Look you want it Karen just give in, please?"
"I can't, sorry I just can't. I'm so mixed up."
I turned away and rushed to the door.
"Stop for fuck sake!" he shrieked.
I turned round and saw him staring at the backs of my legs. His mouth was wide open.
"Why the hell are you wearing white seamed stockings?" he mumbled in disbelief.
"Because when I go to bed I want you, when I wake up I want you, when I get dressed for work I want you, but when I get here, I, think about David, and I can't, I just can't!"
I ran out of his room hearing his desperate calls for me to go back.
Gina wasn't to happy ferrying messages to me for most of the day. Again she told me not to go, but at the end of my shift I went to him.
"Karen I'm going crazy here. I need you, I want you. God will you come closer?" he pleaded, with a voice full of lust filled panic.
"No you'll only start groping me, and I'm scared I'll enjoy it. I'm sorry; I'm just so mixed up."
"Please Karen, I promise you anything. I'll make you so happy, we'll be together forever. I know you want that deep down, I just know you do. Come here, please?"
I stood there letting his hand go up the back of my uniform. His trembling fingers found the seam of my stocking.
"God that feels good," he moaned.
I closed my eyes savouring his light trembling touch.
"Finger me, please finger me Paul?"
"Oh Jesus, you're not wearing knickers again," he grunted.
"I know," I whimpered.
He played with my wet pussy, his finger slipped in me and he groaned.
"I haven't let my husband near me for awhile. He wanted it last night but, but I wouldn't let him fuck me."
"You did that for me?" he asked with a gulp.
I smiled and nodded.
"Good you feel so fucking wet. Play with me too?" he groaned.
"In a minute, do me first," I moaned, as I pulled back the sheets, "god you are so big and hard, I, I just want to feel you up me, oh Paul," I gasped.
"You will soon," he panted.
I reached my hand out to grope his cock. I stopped just inches from it as my legs began to buckle. My own orgasm took over and I pulled my hand away. I moaned and gasped until I pulled back a little.
"Oh shit what have I done?"
He looked at me as I backed further away.
"I, I was going to suck you. I was going to suck your cock. I can't I just can't do it, I'm sorry."
"You can Karen, you can, please!" he said in a frantic voice.
I moved closer after a few seconds. His panicking face began to slowly relax.
"I'll get the sack if someone comes in," I whimpered.
"Please Karen this is fucking murder for me. Will, will you leave him? I'll give you anything you want."
"Do you love me, I mean really love me?"
He nodded with an excited look in his eyes. I smiled back at him a little nervously.
"I want to suck you. Look you must keep an eye on the door?" I panted.
He nodded. I looked down at his cock and licked my lips. I was still nervous, I looked at him and I smiled.
"You will watch the door won't you Paul?"
He nodded, and took a deep breath. I moved my head down and he watched my mouth open.
"Oh fuck, oh fuck Karen," he moaned excitedly.
"You really do want this don't you darling?" I asked quietly.
His head nearly came off he was nodding so fiercely. I gave him a little coy grin, which caused him to ready himself. My painted red lips moved to within an inch of his hard cock. I felt his trembling hand on the back of my head, and then I backed away!
His mouth dropped open in disbelief, "Karen what the fuck?"
"My pager has gone off, I've got to go."
He was still calling me as I ran down the corridor.
A week later Gina stopped me in the corridor, she looked a little surprised to see me at work.
"God girl, what are you doing here? Oh you can't really be serious? He's asked for you none stop this week. Don't go in there; think of your marriage, think of Dave."
I pushed past her.